
"Why is my life like this...? Am I not worthy not to be loved? My parents were always busy with their own business. Never gave me the slightest attention. And when I fell in love for the first time, hoping that the man I loved would love me would actually marry someone else. I have been waiting for him for three years... "
After graduating from college Diana decided to return to Indonesia, but she chose a different departure with Sean.
When he should have expressed love for the man, he had to give up before he did.
Intentions want to forget his feelings for Sean, which there he even more thought and tortured himself. Sean is the only man who has conquered his heart. Sean taught her to value life more and Sean made her life more meaningful.
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"Honeymoon?" Sean and Syifa asked simultaneously.
"Yes, honeymoon. Mother thinks you need it." Answer Mother Yasmin. Sean and Syifa looked at each other.
"But Bun, don't I have to work for the company?" Sean asked doubtfully.
"Sean, the honeymoon is only two weeks. After that you can start working." Mother Yasmin.
"How's Syifa? Do you agree that you're going on your honeymoon?" Ask Mother Yasmin to Syifa.
"That's... Syifa how about Sean." Answer Syifa.
"Sean, the honeymoon is important for newlywed couples like you. Moreover, the two of you have only met once and got married immediately. And after that you were separated for six months. So what's wrong with you guys on your honeymoon now? At least it can get you two closer, and get to know each other better. "Clearly Mother is long by wide.
"Sean doesn't want to, Bun. Sean is just afraid of bothering Mommy. And so does our company, shouldn't Sean take care of it right away?" Sean asked felt bad.
"Sean, as Mother said earlier. You're only gone for two weeks. It also did not go out of the country. Only at the top. We have a villa there. About the company, your late father's confidants can still handle it." Mother Yasmin looked at the couple alternately.
"Mothers just want you guys to get closer and get to know each other better." Reciprocity.
"If that is what Mother wants, fine. We're going to go." Sean replied with a nod from Syifa.
"Then you go tomorrow morning. Mother has prepared everything. Just the clothes you need to get ready for." Definitely Mother Yasmin.
"Yes, thank you." Sean and Syifa answered.
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Syifa opened the window of the room, enjoying the natural scenery that still looks beautiful. The cold afternoon air slipped in. But it instantly turned warm as the sturdy arm hugged her.
"It's cold, why are you opening the window?" Sean asked while hugging him tightly.
"I want to enjoy the afternoon view here, Mas. It's not cold anymore, anyway, because Mas hugged me." Syifa resuscitated her head on Sean's chest, hearing the man's heartbeat which made her feel comfortable.
Now they have arrived at the villa, where they will honeymoon.
"I'll keep hugging you, if that's what you want..." Sean grabbed his wife's chin until their faces faced. Gently kissed her those pink lips that had always been an opium to her.
"I love you..." Said Sean after the link of their lips both came off. Syifa only smiled, she had not dared to reply to those words.
At nightfall, the two couples who were in a drunken romance were mutually satisfying each other. Sean rained down on Syifa with his gentle touch making Syifa seem to float in the air. Syifa did not want to lose, she took off her innocent side and served her husband very well. Is it not the duty of a wife to serve her husband?
The two groaned together after reaching their peak. The cold night air was very supportive of the activities of the two of them.
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Diana walked down the plantation. He had been there for a few days without a clear purpose. All he did was walk aimlessly, and return to the villa after nightfall.
Seen there are some people who are taking pictures. Maybe people on vacation.
Diana let out a heavy sigh, she was so envious to see those people who looked happy. Some are with their children and their partners. He is alone, always alone.
"Oh, sorry Mba. I was not intentional." Said a young girl who accidentally bumped into her while running.
"It's okay." Diana replied with a smile. He looked at the girl, a cute-faced woman in shar'i clothes.
"One more time I'm sorry, Mba." Said the young girl feeling bad.
"It's okay, Miss. Don't feel so bad." Diana let out a small laugh, looking at that cute girl who was extremely adorable to her.
"Shyifa...!! Don't run away...!" The scream of a man made him stare. He knows that voice very well. Diana turned her body, and a man ran slowly towards her.
"Sean...?" Sluggishly. While Syifa was still standing next to Diana, she had been tired of running ever since.
"Because of you!" Sean immediately hugged Syifa, without noticing the woman standing near his wife.
"Forget, Mas. I'm tired..."
"You're surrendering?" Sean hugged her tightly.
"Yes, Mas. I'm giving up." Syifa raised her hand into the air. A second later he lowered it again, after realizing the woman he had accidentally hit noticed the two of them.
"Mas." Calling Syifa made Sean turn to the direction his wife indicated.
"Diana?" Sean muttered releasing his embrace. While Diana, blinked her eyes. Withstanding the tears that are ready to flow.
"Diana?" Syifa repeated her husband's words.
"Ehm, hi Sean." Greet Diana with a clenching restraining voice resisting the tightness.
"You're here?" Ask Diana.
"Yes, I'm on my honeymoon with my wife." Answer Sean.
"Oh yes, introduce. This is Syifa, my wife." Syifa who had just been silent, extended her hand.
"Syifa, Mba Diana huh? Mas Sean's college friend first?"
"Yes. I'm Sean's friend from college." Diana answered receiving a helping hand from Syifa with a forced smile.
"Come, Sean Syifa. I'm first yeah." Pamit Diana, she ran away from her husband and wife. It's better to leave than to watch their affection. Syifa looked at Diana's distant back, she could see the sadness in the woman's eyes.
"Mba Diana was beautiful." Mumbled. Sean frowned.
"Why?" Ask his wife.
"Mba Diana was beautiful."
It is undeniable Diana is beautiful, her body is tall like a model and her skin is smooth white with long shiny brown hair.
"But to me you are the most beautiful woman." Sean held his wife's hand.
"What is Diana doing here, Mom?" Syifa asked as she looked at Sean.
"I don't know Syifa." Sean shrugged his shoulders.
"Let's just go there." Sean pulled his wife's hand to follow his steps.