My Ice Girl Saranghae...
Dealova

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#Johan Pov's

My body trembled violently as the two deadly objects pierced through my skin and flesh. It doesn't hurt anymore but it hurts. Is this how it feels to cut the skin without an injection of anesthesia ?

Haha...bod*h you're Johan ! as a doctor, why do I know now. That is why, all operations require injections of anesthesia.

Will I die after this ? What is this feeling that people feel when they are dying ?

I felt the oxygen I was breathing began to slowly decrease. My eyes began to blur. And I stared at my beautiful woman's face filled with tears.

I can't bear to see him cry. But here I am, I am willing to make my body as his shield. He must survive and live a happy life with the people he loves. His life is full of twists and turns, I want to see him continue his life as he wants.

But my tongue feels bad. My breath is gone. To say my last message was so hard.

'Lord.I don't want to die yet, please give your servant a chance. I have to convey all my feelings to him.'

I faintly heard police sirens. Then the old man ran away somewhere I didn't care. Hopefully Kenzi and Darren will take his life. It's good that I have to die alone. Life must be repaid with life.

Most importantly right now, Hana, my polar woman is still alive. Although I had to make my body a shield for him, I have no regrets. Even if he asks for my heart and eyeballs I will gladly hand them over. Sounds like a prank, right ?

It seems like God heard my prayer just now. Out of nowhere, my mouth that had felt faint began to make a sound. I am grateful that this is my chance.

"Hana."

I called her name softly. He looked up at me with tears so heavy. Both of his hands were holding onto the cloth that was clogging my wounds.

"Hana, I'm sorry. I haven't been honest with you.... I've ruined the future's plan to be able to live with you."

I paused for a moment, my breathing had started to feel heavy and irregular. Even the fireflies have caught my sight.

"As long as this is just a misunderstanding, the baby Clara was born with was not your child. It turned out that he had been cheating on me and now he was responsible for his mistake. So I'm sorry."

I stopped coming back. Because my breath was heavy. I'm trying to get as much oxygen around as I can. I see her eyes getting watery.

"I've forgiven you long before you apologized to me Jo, you know for yourself right ? I know you as you know me. I believe you're not that kind of man, and I can't hate people for too long. It's far more self-torturing than keeping hate in your heart is better to forgive" she told me.

I smile. I was always satisfied with the answer from the genius woman before me at this moment.

"thank you. I wish to be the wind to accompany you wherever you go, and I want to be a dream every night you sleep" I joked to him.

Hearing my joke, he was crying more and more. His face was already very red. Even her tears did not end. Did I say the wrong thing ?

"Don't bod*h, you can't be anything ! You can only be Johan like the Johan I've known all along. And that smile of yours I love it, so never stop smiling !" he said again with tears flowing.

I also chuckled softly. Hearing her words that sounded annoyed from her voice made me happy. Reminds me of when we were joking and laughing together like we used to.

I saw him crying while holding back the cold around where we were standing. Either this is just my feeling or I don't understand. My whole body was covered in a cold skin-piercing chill.

I painstakingly removed the jacket full of red stains attached to my body to cover her exposed shoulders. He also nodded at my treatment.

"It's so cold why are you wearing this shirt ?" many weak.

"This is Lee's request, I can't refuse it because I'm afraid I can't see you back" he said sadly.

"Brengs !" I didn't think even when I was dying I could still curse.

"He's just a perverted guy who's obsessed with you. Now don't be afraid of us coming to your aid, Kenzi is now fighting Lee and his men. You must not be afraid. Now you're safe..uhuk. uhuk.!" My breath choked, I was like I was losing oxygen.

"Joe..Hold on, help is coming soon. Don't go Jo I beg you," she asked with tears as she watched me close my eyes for a moment. Because it feels so painful.

I opened my eyes and smiled as sweetly as I could. Because it seems like my legs are no longer able to withstand the weight of my body. As much as I could endure to be able to hear his voice one last time.

"Hey.I'm still here with you" I said.

"How can you promise ? You have to live a normal and happy life. Don't disguise yourself as someone else just be yourself." I stopped talking again because my eyes were almost dark. Only the faintest I can see.

"And come back to Kenzi, he loves you so much. He even asked you to come back a few times, right ? I will feel happy if you are also happy.uhuk..uhuk. !"

My breath was back. It was so painful, tight and heavy that it squeezed together in my respiratory and throat cavities.

I saw him stunned to hear my words. Because all this time he thought I didn't know anything about his relationship with Kenzi.

"Hana. I don't seem to be able to anymore. May I vouch for you one last time ?"

The Chinese woman nodded her head in agreement to my last request. This sounds ridiculous, when death is surrounding me. I asked for a vow of her.

We both closed our eyes and felt our chewy things touch each other. He was still speechless, with the remnants of the energy I had I*mat a little thin lips. And I absorbed the chery taste from her ripe lips. It still tastes just as sweet.

I want to be

Beautiful dreams in your sleep

I want to be something

Which you might miss

Because the steps are broken without you

Oh, because the heart is tired

I want to be something

Which you can touch

I want you to know

That I always adore you

Without you, the lonely time to chain the heart

Oh, your shadow as if

Even though I was disappointed in you Han, because of the fact that you used to sleep with Kenzi. But it doesn't dampen my love and love for you. Because you were framed and lately I just learned that the mastermind behind the incident that happened to you at that time was Luna. I can decipher it.

Then I took off the link between us. She's still crying. I feel like a useless man for making him cry. I grabbed her nape and cupped my hands in her face. I looked at it once more before this black fog s*alan completely blocked my view.

"Where I love you from the past, now, tomorrow onwards. Promise to live your life for me or for your family. Go back to helping people in need. Rise up to be the vibrant Luthfia Hana you once were. I..uhuk..uhuk !" my speech was interrupted because something was squeezing my vocal cords.

"Joe...Jo.hold ! i... I love you too Jo please hold on !" roaring.

I smiled at her confession. This polar woman of mine is really hard to get her to confess her feelings long ago. Even having to wait for my body to die first he would admit it. You polar woman!

This time my breath was completely blocked. I can't get a word out. I weakly grabbed her body in my arms. I clenched her body for the last time.

S*al ! this cold has entered my brain. I can't feel anything anymore. Even the black fog had blocked my view.

Is this the end of my life ? How shiny. I must die when I am not married and have children with the woman I love.

But at least I'm in his warm embrace right now. Heard his confession of love for the last time.

Goodbye polar woman, goodbye best friend of my lifetime. Hopefully in the hereafter we can still meet. I Love You Forever

Only you can calm me down

Without you I feel lost

And deserted

And deserted

You are like a song in my heart

Who called my miss to you, oh

Like the air I hold

You're always there.....

#PovEnd

Honestly this author wrote while crying. Because actually the author's favorite character Johan 😭😭

Johan is the dream figure of the author who does not exist in the real world,😭😭

But back again to the initial scenario, then with a heavy heart and forced the author must eliminate Johan.

huhuuu 😭😭

Thank you for the support from all my friends..

Saranghae..😘😘