My Ice Girl Saranghae...
The Deepest

"Hallo Hana.?.I'm sorry, later I can't go home with you, I forgot I have an operation schedule with my new patient who came from Jakarta,maybe next time I'll take you to my Japanese restaurant, how ?" johan said to Hana over the phone line.

"Ohhh.no why Jo, I can understand I hope you work earnestly yes, happy work sir doctor," said Hana encouraged.

From across there, Johan looks to review his sweetest smile even though Hana is unlikely to see it. He is happy that the woman who will be his wife will be so considerate and always support him. Johan feels lucky soon he will have Hana completely love in his heart from the first.

"Thank you Hana, I miss you."

"I miss you too, doctor" Hana replied with a smile.

After the phone line, he shut it down. Hana also began to clean her work desk and tidy up her room. His relationship with Johan is getting closer even now they dare to say longs for each other.

Yes, a relationship that starts from friendship will not be easy to establish romance like most people who immediately declare their love. Hana needs time to get used to all the sweet attitudes like a lover of Johan to her. Because they used to get used to being together but only as friends. Now Hana will learn to love that man just as much as he loves her.

"Johan hasn't eaten yet I'll buy him something, what do you think? ah.iya nasi rawon alone is his favorite food as well," he muttered as he walked towards the first floor basemant.

There is no harm if she ever paid more attention to the man who will soon be her husband. At least from now on he started learning to be a good wife.

"Why is my heart pounding like this ? have I started falling in love with Johan ? But like there's something else that makes my heart suddenly flutter, but what ?"muttered Hana again.

Then Hana began to enter the elevator that will take her to the first floor. After a few minutes the elevator stopped because it had reached the floor he was heading to. The elevator door was opened and Hana immediately went out while checking the message on her phone.

At the same time Laura's mom pushed Kenzi's wheelchair and got into the elevator. Hana looked up her head and accidentally looked at the elevator that was about to close.

Hana's breath was choked by the phone she was holding fell unraveled. His eyes could not hold back the tears that he rarely shed lately. He saw Kenzi who was sitting in a wheelchair with empty eyes looking at him while beside him stood a middle-aged woman who was still visible remnants of her beauty in youth.It was not Luna, is she Kenzi's mom ? ask in the heart.

"Oh Allah, am I dreaming ? That's Kenzi, isn't it why he doesn't recognize me?Why is Kenzi here ? It's not a dream, is it ?"hana's muttered restrained.

His heart was pounding like it was when he was near Johan. Hana was still silent in her place. Honestly from his heart he missed the man. The man who once gave color to his life. The man who gave the sweetest memories of his life even though the man also took his future until he became pregnant and miscarried.

I miss you, I'm sure you know

Without time limits, I was glued

I asked even without a word

Endeavored

You are far in the eyes but close in prayer

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

Until a voice call breaks his daydream.

"Doctor Hana, I'm sorry your phone fell over, doc,"

greet a nurse while handing over Hana's cell phone which she had picked up.

"Eh.iya sus, thank you, sus," Hana replied when she woke up from her daydream.

"Same-sama doc."

Then the nurse walked back to the nurse's desk where she was standing guard.

Hana looked at her phone for a moment and looked back at the elevator that was already open. Inwardly he wanted to chase after the person just to make sure was it true Kenzi ? Because that guy just didn't recognize her. It is impossible for the man to forget it just like that.But Hana also hesitated fearing wrong if she was rash.

Pursued his intention then he walked out of the hospital to the front shop of the hospital where he usually had lunch with Johan. Hana orders food for Johan. After the order was completed, Hana immediately sent it to the hospital security guard to bring it to Johan's room.

Do not forget also he gave tips to the security guard as a sign of gratitude.

Actually, his intention was to directly bring the food to Johan but he paused considering that his heart was not okay after an accidental meeting between himself and the man of the past still occupying in his heart.

Hana decided to return home to her apartment.After Hana got a permanent job in the city she decided to buy a simple apartment that is comfortable for her to live in.

He saw the heart-shaped blue box and opened the lid of the box. It was as if opening up all the memories he had long buried deeply about the thing he found.

Without feeling the crystal clear also fell wet both cheeks.Lalu achieved the object in the form of a blue cloth and there is the name of the owner who was deliberately sewn with an embroidery written the name "KENZI" in the corner of the cloth.

It seems to be a key that can open all the memories that Hana has with her owner.

"I still keep it, you say it's a memento for me so I purposely keep it," Hana muttered in between her cries.

Hana is not a woman who falls in love like any other woman. His heart has carved a name that even until now the name that dominates the contents of his heart and mind.

While his feelings unfortunately to Johan is still the same affection as a friend or friend not a deep affection like the affection he has for Kenzi.

"Ken... Until now you are still the deepest in my heart, if time can be turned back maybe I will accept your offer first.But what about your family?"

"Why do you have to be present when my heart will belong to someone else?" crying Hana restrained.

He hugged the blue handkerchief tightly in his arms. Tomorrow Hana has to make sure for herself that what she saw was not just a dream.

##

This afternoon Johan got a call from his senior doctor that there was a patient coming from Jakarta who would be Johan's first patient. This time Johan will do his first surgery guided by a senior doctor who has been guiding him.

After calling Hana, he was immediately called by his senior room doctor for metting before undergoing an operation that had been scheduled for two hours.

"Good afternoon doctor Agus."

"Good afternoon doctor Johan, please sit down."

"Just right away, doctor Johan, this time we have a patient from out of town precisely from Jakarta.Our patient this time has been blind for approximately six years."

"According to the history I read, he has been doing treatment to Singapore to Korea but no one has matched his donor.It just so happens that from the hospital we got a donor who just died. Before the death of the donor, he had the intention to donate his eyes to those in need. Therefore yesterday from the responsible party had contacted the family and they welcomed him enthusiastically."

"I'm sorry, may I know the patient is blind because of what Doc?" johan asked, wanting to know.

"The patient was blinded by an accident he had about six years ago. And his eyes had broken pieces of glass that caused his retinas to malfunction and become blind, how was it clear that Dr Johan?" senior doctor Agus.

"Okay, doctor Agus thanks for the explanation."

"Together with Johan's doctor, I hope your first surgery will be able to run smoothly because it concerns your future and career in the future."

"Thank you doctor, I'll try my best. Please guide him and support."

"Of course.let's fight to the last blood point" joked doctor Agus.

The two senior and junior doctors walked together to the operating room. There are patients waiting for their presence.

As Johan began to get closer to his patients, how surprised he was with the patient in front of him at this time. The knife he used to start the operation fell to the floor.

"Dok...doctor Johan what's wrong ? do you know him?" asked doctor Agus after seeing the reaction of doctor Johan who seemed surprised.

"Ahh.iya doc he is my schoolmate when in Jakarta."

"Oh..so, you've taken immediate action when we don't do much docks."

"Okay doc.sorry I was just a little surprised earlier."

"It's okay, just stay focused."

"Sus.please get a new sterile knife again yes," asked Johan to the nurse who accompanied him.

After a few minutes the nurse also came carrying the tool he ordered earlier.

After that it was seen that doctor Johan started his surgery seriously. Although in his mind many questions about the patient he handled this time.Because he knew her so well. Because the patient this time is Kenzi who has been in the life of his future wife Hana.

What really happened ? as far as knows Johan Kenzi may be married and have children with Luna but he did not find the whereabouts of the woman near her husband. But Johan chose to be professional and immediately completed his task.Operation that took almost two hours was running smoothly without obstacles.