
It has been over a month since the event that shocked him by suddenly waking up with Clara the woman in his past.
He really did not want to see her appear in front of him again. But who would have thought?johan saw the blonde woman coming out of a room in one of the hospital rooms where she worked.
He read again the name description attached to the top corner of the room door.
"Doctor Anita Sp.OG ?? What's he doing here ?"
Johan stared at Clara who had disappeared behind the elevator door. Nothing has happened to that woman.
Johan's heart was pounding he was afraid of what he was thinking was happening. For moreover, a woman goes to the obstetrician if not to check something related to the womb or pregnancy.
Johan was still silently pecking at his place.His hands were sweating coldly and his head started to feel a little dizzy. Suddenly a hand grabbed her fingers gently.
"Jo, are you sick ? your face looks pale and your palms are also very cold ?" ask Hana worried.
"Akhs ! it looks like I'm not feeling well, Han, maybe a little rest for a while has recovered."
"really ? there's nothing you're hiding from me, right ?" hana asked again trying to make sure because Hana felt Johan was like saving something.
"Te..of course not Hana !" he said stammering and trying to show his best smile.
"All right, I'll drop you off. We don't have to eat out this afternoon, right ? I'll order food for both of us."
"Tumben once ?"
"I just feel like our relationship lately has been a little less romantic, Jo, and I want to fix it, am I wrong ?"
"No, this is what lovers should be doing" Jo replied with a smile so that the woman would not suspect her stubbornness.
The woman also seemed to smile sincerely, a smile that was able to calm and captivate the soul and heart of a Johan.
"Oh..God if it's true what I'm worried about happened ? could it be that I can see again this sweet, reconciling smile ?"
They walked to Johan's office. As a specialist doctor both Hana and Johan already have their respective patient examination rooms.
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This afternoon Johan received a message from an unknown number. The contents of the message asked him to meet to talk about something very important. The sender of the message threatened him to tell his secret to his fiancee if the man did not comply with his request to meet at a cafe.
And finally, Johan has sat alone in a cafe that has been agreed. Sometimes he saw a circular watch on his wrist. He wondered who had asked him to meet ? because he dared to threaten to uncover his secret if he did not follow. Suddenly a voice shifted its eyes.
"Johan," call the woman slowly.
"Claras ! what's loe doing here ?!" johan asked trying to control her emotions because this was in a public place.
"Gue wants to say something."
Clara began to sit in front of Johan.
"Tell me what you want to talk to me ?!" johan was impatient.
"Before sorry, if I had time to ngancem loe earlier because I have no other way to make you come here," sorry Clara then while handing over a red map.
"What is this ?!" johan asked not to understand.
"Loe just open it and you'll know the answer."
Johan began to open the red map and read the contents. Instantly his eyes were puffed up. He was a doctor, of course he knew what was written there.
"This is impossible, this is impossible !" johan denied after reading the results of the doctor's examination.
"That's right Jo, I'm pregnant and the last time I did it yesterday was just the same loe because I don't have a lover anymore."
"Loe lied to you ! loe accidentally trapped me !" deny Johan again.
"No Jo ! for God's sake if you don't believe it's better I'll just have this kid abortion !" threaten Clara again.
"Don't !"
After being silent for quite a while he took a heavy breath and exhaled it violently.
"So how many weeks is she ?" johan asked began to soften.
Clara smiled happily and finally the man listened to her.
"It's been 7 weeks. About that I didn't lie Jo swore ! it's just you guys who slept with me last time because the week before that I broke up with my guy."
Johan also closed his eyes. It's a really heavy choice. But he also could not allow the woman to abort an innocent baby at all. Although he has to bear the risk later but he also has to take responsibility for what he has done before. It's not brengs*k guy like the others.
"Well I'll take responsibility for the baby, but I'm sorry if for your marriage I can't. Loe knows myself I'm engaged."
Clara is a little disappointed with Johan's answer, but she also feels happy because Johan has accepted and admitted that the baby in the womb is their child's right.
Since then the relationship has improved.Not infrequently Johan accompanied Clara to check her content which has now stepped on 3 months. Although it has not looked enlarged but the effect has begun to be seen.vThe body of Clara has been seen to begin to contain.
Even entering 4 months Clara still feels severe nausea. Johan could not bear to let the woman through it alone.
He just wants to be accountable for his own actions. Because now the child in the womb of Clara is his flesh blood which means his responsibility as a father.
As Johan was about to leave, Clara quickly grabbed his wrist.
"Jo please don't go," Clara pleaded with him.
"Clara it's night, tomorrow I have to work," Johan refused subtly.
"Gue...hummpt..hmmpt !" Clara seemed to be silencing her mouth and running towards the sink and spewing out everything that had been stirring up her entrails.
Clara was sitting limp under the sink.His face looked pale sweaty because tired.Johan could not bear to let it, put the pregnant woman's body into her bed.
Their hot romance witness bed a few months ago. He condemned the stupidity he had done why he could let go of his virginity with Clara until the woman was now pregnant with the fruits of their love.
Sorry for sure but how else. He is not brengs*k. For him as a doctor, life is precious.
Clara limply grabbed Johan's palm and placed it on her stomach that seemed to be protruding.
"Look this is better Jo.," a smile expands from the corner of her lips and slowly the woman begins to fall asleep in her sleep.
He is still a normal guy. Seeing Clara fall asleep with her mini dress with her stomach already starting to grow and the d*d* fruit that looks protruding out makes her bustle immediately make something move down there.
Si*l !!
Release the woman's grip slowly and then covered her up to her neck. He wanted to get out of that place immediately. The unlucky carrier for him. And he grabbed the car keys on the nightstand and swiped the keycard back to lock the door to Clara's apartment.
That was the activity of Johan all along. Of course all of that was without Hana's knowledge. The oriental-faced woman is still not suspicious because she considers the busyness that Johan always told her because of her busyness as a doctor.
Though the man had been visiting Clara often in her apartment.
The next day Hana and Johan go home together and stop by a Cafe where their two favorite places to just have coffee together.
The second relationship is cold. Hana feels that now Johan's behavior is a little different than usual.Even when with him Johan paid more attention to his phone than to talk to him.
Hana made a choice yesterday. He decided to prefer to continue his engagement with the man in front of him. He's going to shake off his feelings for Kenzi. And he will learn to be friends with his past.
"Jo...," said Hana slowly because it seems Johan is very busy with his phone at this time.
"Yes," she replied without turning her head in the direction of Hana she was still busy watching her phone.
"Jo, you're changing."
Hana's short speech was able to make Johan divert his attention from the flat object he held. After replying to the last message from someone, Johan closed his phone and put beside his drink that was a bit cold.
"You mean how? I changed ? no. I'm still the same as the old Johan."
"No I mean lately you've been busy a lot, but when I asked the senior doctor your schedule was not tight."
Deg !
Johan's chest was pounding hard, he realized lately he had rarely noticed the woman who had become his fiancee. It was time to watch the other woman carrying her child.
Now a feeling of guilt enveloped his heart. He had lied a lot to the gentle woman in front of him now.But how else ? He also can not ignore the baby who will soon be born in the world and call him 'father'. The finger of Hana and grasped it softly.
"I'm sorry, my brother is taking me on business. So right now we are focused on our business. I hope you understand, it's for our future Hana."
This time Johan actually cursed his own mouth which repeatedly lied to his woman.
"Oh..so, well keep the spirit yes but will we be able to go out tonight ? it's Sunday night" Hana said.
"Of course, a minute !" cut Johan off while receiving a call from his phone.
"I'm sorry Hana seems like tonight we can't be dinner together maybe another time ?"
"Don't matter, does this have anything to do with your business ?"
"Yes, I hope you understand this for the sake of our future."
"I understand Jo so you don't have to feel so guilty."
"All right I have to go now you go home alone is okay ?"
Hana also nodded obediently. He is now curious what business the man is currently in until he ignores himself as he is now. Johan has really changed. His attention is now split.
Now he's churning his Vanila latte without passion. Even the man had not touched his cold drink at all. Now he doubts whether his choice this time is wrong ? He also shook slowly.
He thought of a cell phone that he had earlier ignored. There is a message from Kenzi who always asks the news.As for Johan, the man is now very rarely paying attention when it used to be his habit.
Johan would always give him news wherever he went and always remind him to eat.
He decided to take a taxi home. His feelings are not good. He wants to get home soon.
But at the red light he saw across the street a person he knew coming out of his car and saw a woman who looked pregnant from her enlarged stomach.
"Johan !" his hiss restrained.