
The next morning Hana woke up. How surprised Hana was to see herself and Kenzi without wearing clothes just a blanket covering their innocent bodies. What did they do last night ? Hana didn't expect to do it with Kenzi. The last time he was dancing with Kenzi.
Hana immediately grabbed the dress that she was wearing last night, but the dress had been torn where she might wear it back. Withholding the pain that was in the area down there, Hana also walked limped towards Kenzi's wardrobe .
He saw there was a t-shirt and training pants belonging to the man. Without thinking, he immediately put on it. All Hana thought about was that she wanted to leave the place immediately. And do not forget the scarf he wore to cover the remnants of Kenzi's actions.
Good thing the door forgot to lock last night, so Hana could just walk out of the man's apartment that had taken her chastity. Arriving below him the taxi driver who happened to be across the street.
"Bang.could take me to this address," Pinta Hana while showing the address on her phone.
"Oh.can be neng, but the place is quite far from here " said bang ojek.
"It's okay bang, whatever I'm going to pay but please take me away immediately, '" Hana asked in a hurry because she didn't want Kenzi to know.
"Siapp neng !" reply bang ojek while saluting towards Hana.
It looks like bang ojek started the engine. Already the steering has been side by side as well but the engine does not turn on. After that bang ojek was seen checking his vehicle.
"Why bang ?"ask Hana to panic.
"Haduhh.sorry yes neng turned out gasoline engine brother out.hehee," replied bang ojek nyengir.
Ojek's brother even smirked showing his tooth row that was toothless.
(Okay maybe his ojek brother ngajak joking just this is not the time to bang !)hana grumbled in heart.
"Eh.that my friend has come neng !"
"Luckily you come Jeki hunted I ask for help anterin neng this to his house yes, my bike belom eat.hehe ."
"New also come narik time again anyway, yaudah oruh come tea want to be delivered to which address?" ask the younger guy.
"To this address bang ," replied Hana while handing over the address recorded on her phone.
When Hana had climbed up immediately the motorcycle motorcycle ojek darted away the ojek base. Hana was already far away on the road then Kenzi woke up from his sleep.
Sunlight appears to be high visible from the window. Occasionally he yawns holding back the sleepiness that is still attacking but when he starts to wake up.
"Hana !" pekik Kenzi restrained.
He saw that the room was quiet only left behind the dress that Hana wore last night. He looked around the place looking messy remnants of his and Hana's actions last night. And also blood stains on bed linen that have dried.
(Basic stupid ! what have you done Kenzi!) the curse is in the heart while massaging the temple that feels dizzy.
He has taken away the future of the woman he loves so much. And maybe after this Hana will hate him even more.
"Hana.forgive me, " he murmured softly.
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While in another place Hana who just arrived immediately rushed into the house. In a hurry to reach the suitcase he usually carries if traveling.
He opened the closet and put all the clothes he had into the suitcase. And do not forget the important letters that he will bring and also a family photo.
Hana also looked at the photo closely.
"Father, sister and mother forgive Hana who can not take care of herself. Hana has lost the honor of Hana in this city, Hana must immediately go mother.Please forgive Hana," muttered Hana with a hiccup.
Then put the photo in the suitcase.
As Hana was about to prepare to leave, suddenly there was a motorbike that stopped in her yard. For a few moments, someone called his name.
"Assynoltom...Hana, are you home?" ask Johan.
"Wa'allaikumsalam Jo, just go in" said Hana from the inside.
When Johan came inside, he was shocked. Hana looks neat and in her hand is seen dragging a suitcase.
"Where are you going?" ask Johan curiously.
"I'll go Jo, I can't linger here."
"But our diplomas haven't come out Han, how about later if you need it?" ask Johan to care.
"I can ask Jo for help, later when the diploma comes out I'll take it myself. And please don't tell Kenzi that I'm out of town, Jo. I beg you." Pinta Hana said.
"Well..now where are you going to let me take you ?"
"Please take me to Jo's terminal. If you ride the train too long you have to book first" said Hana slowly.
"All right.soon pack your things I'll take you to the terminal."
Although in Johan's mind many questions he wanted to ask but he paused. Why did Hana suddenly want to leave ? Where was last night after the prom night after he did not find the whereabouts of Hana and Kenzi.
But Johan tried to think positively maybe Hana had gone home first. It's just that he doesn't want to get dizzy. Maybe Hana already feels depressed living in this town alone.
They were both at the terminal. Soon Hana bought a ticket with the direction of Jakarta-East Java. Coinciding with the bus that will soon leave so Hana does not have to wait too long.
"Jo.I'm sorry to bother you all this time, thank you for everything. I'm sorry I can't explain it now, I know you'll want to ask me a lot but this isn't the time. Thanks again Jo. I hope we can still meet on another occasion" said Hana.
"It's okay Hana I can understand, you're my best friend. Thank you for being my friend all this time too" replied Johan as he patted Hana's shoulder slowly.
"And later just tell me your address is there because later I have plans to go to college in Java maybe we can meet again " he continued.
"Well Jo later I will tell you when I arrived there, now I have to say goodbye.welcome Johan ," said Hana carrying out her last meeting with Johan.
Before she could turn around. Johan had already restrained Hana's arm and pulled her into his arms.
"I hope there is still a chance for us to meet again Hana, and I hope also when the time we meet our status changes no longer to be a friend" whispered Johan right in Hana's ear.
Hana still does not understand the max from the direction of Johan's speech, but she still assures it.
"Well Jo.sorry, my time is up soon my bus will leave" said Hana slowly.
"I know you're a strong woman Hana, don't give up the spirit, if there's anything just tell me, I have 24 hours to listen to it" joked Johan.
"Be careful, Hana..," waved Johan at Hana, who was sitting on the bus by the window.
"I hope someday you can open the door of your heart for me Hana" Johan lirih muttered.
The bus was seen starting to drive away from the terminal. After Hana's bus is seen away then Johan turns on his motorbike and rushes to go home.
The bus that Hana was riding had already driven far into the toll road. Today is not a red date so the toll road looks stretch only a few buses and private vehicles are seen filling the road.
From the window looks like the sky is starting to dark.All bus occupants seem to be getting sleepy.The driver also started to turn on the music to add to the atmosphere more and more shahdu make all passengers sleep into their dreams each except Hana.
Hana's mind drifted everywhere remembering everything she had experienced including what she had done last night with Kenzi. His heart was disappointed why Kenzi did it when he was unconscious ? is Kenzi in the same state as he is? His tears were no longer able to hold. In the dark bus no one will notice her.Hana was crying in silence.
The wind tonight
Greeting my body
But he could not cool the heat
This heart of mine
I felt this stifling of my maleness
With your attitude
Is it because of me
Insane shortage
Easy you play
Oh could this be myself
Can change the foam
Whitened
Tapestry
Like pinta
Which you said
In the promise of love
Impossible to me too
Reaching the stars in the sky
Who am I
Just an ordinary guy
All of that
I really am
Unable
It's my fault too
Because of falling in love
A man like you is an angel
I should have been
Reflecting myself
Before the curtain of hearts
I'm opening
To love you
The lyrics heard from the bus speaker were very representative of Hana's current feelings of heart. Her tears continued to flow until she had unconsciously fallen asleep into a dream carrying all the feelings that bound her heart.
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That afternoon Kenzi came to Hana's house, but from outside the house looked deserted.
"Assynoltom...Han...How are you at Han's house ??" greet Kenzi while knocking on the door of Hana's house.
But only silence can Kenzi. It had been 15 minutes he was standing at the door of the girl's house but no one opened the door.
"Nyari mbak Hana ya mas ?" ask the mothers from behind.
"Eh.iya ma'am. Where is hananya ma'am?"
"So I saw that Hananya carrying a suitcase kept going on a motorcycle with young people" said the fat-bodied mother.
"If you may know, where did Hananya go ma'am?" ask Kenzi again.
"Wahh..if that I do not know the mas, I just saw Mbak Hana was carrying a suitcase, try the phone mas only," the mother advised.
"Good ma'am, thank you."
"Sama-sama mas ," exclaimed the mother and passed from Hana's house.
"Hana...are you where ?? please forgive me Han," muttered Kenzi softly.
Rain spots also seemed to fall but Kenzi did not mind.Kenzi was still silent in his place to let rain water wet his body. Himself late. Hana had gone far away leaving all her memories with her.