My Ice Girl Saranghae...
Bereft

That night Kenzi came home riding his motorbike alone in a drunken state. In the middle of the road, not a few cars and motorcycles that honked their horns while swearing at Kenzi who rode motorcycles carelessly.

But he did not heed the oracles his hearing seemed deaf. His head began to feel heavy.His sight blurred .Suddenly from the front drove a car whose speed was as fast as a Kenzi motorcycle.

Ckiiittt!

Braakkk!

Accidents were not inevitable either. Kenzi fainted on the spot while the driver of the car was also as unconscious as Kenzi. Then by the residents, the victims of the accident were immediately rushed to the nearest hospital for first aid.

At the same time something happened with Hana.Hana already felt a bad feeling. When he wanted to get out of the bathroom accidentally his feet slipped because the bathroom floor felt slippery. And his hips landed hard falling to the floor.

"Akkhhh !"

Currently Hana is home alone because indeed all residents of the house are busy with their respective activities. Mr. Sugeng was on duty in the village, his tribe was in the counseling posyandu while Wika and Wawan went to play at his friend's place.

"O Allah.Why is it so painful !" hana's sigh was restrained.

With a limp Hana tried to get up while enduring the pain in her hip area. And as he stood there was blood flowing from between his legs.

"Oh Allah..What is this ?!" peekik Hana panicked.

Thought Hana may be currently menstruating.By immediately he cleaned himself and put on a bandage to stop the bleeding. Hana only realized that she had not menstruated as usual for a month since the one night stand she did with Kenzi.

Hana was worried if this bleeding was not ordinary menstrual bleeding because it came suddenly and was accompanied by pain when she fell in the bathroom earlier.

Finally Hana went to the sub-district puskesmas to check herself. She was afraid something would happen to her. After waiting in line for almost an hour now it was his turn to go in to check himself.

"Good day please sit down, sorry to whom?" doctor Rosa asked from the name tag she was wearing.

"I'm Hana Doc."

"Oh.iya with Mbak Hana yes, if you may know what complaints yes mbak ?"

"Look doc.I fell in the bathroom and my waist and stomach felt wrapped around and out menstrual blood that many of me are afraid why-why doc so I try to check here."

"Well.I check first mbak Hana.Please mbaknya rebahan first there ya ," pointed it towards the patient's brakar.

After the doctor Rosa check according to the complaint that Hana felt the doctor was seen nodding his head a sign of understanding.

"I'm sorry when was the last time Hana had a period ?"

Hana is confused that she also forgot the last time she had her period but Hana tried to be honest.

"Remember me. yesterday doc, this month I haven't had my period."

Doctor Rosa was seen nodding her head again.

"Why, then, Doc ?"ask Hana curiously.

Doctor Rosa was seen breathing slowly.

"Sorry..based on my examination results the bleeding that Mbak Hana is experiencing at this time is not menstrual bleeding, sorry what was previously Mbak Hana had a husband and wife relationship ?"

Hana was stunned in her place. His mind is divided. Did what he feared really happen ? Hana was still silent not to ask the doctor.

"Sorry yes mbak Hana does not mean I offend, but if you want to be honest to me yo not papa I will shut up. It's just a secret we both have between the doctor and the patient.ok?" doctor Rosa said she tried to calm her buying patients who looked in shock.

"Se.se.actually exactly a month ago we accidentally did it doc, I'm under the influence of stimulant drugs," Hana explained with sobs.

"Well, so I can conclude that the bleeding that is natural now is not menstrual blood but miscarriage blood."

"Sorry once I have to tell you because based on the results of your physical examination looks like signs of people who are pregnant, the lower abdomen feels a little hardened."

"Hana is very young, yes, the first trimester is very vulnerable to miscarriage as Hana is now experiencing" explained Dr. Rosa patiently.

Hana is still silent not believing in all the explanations of Doctor Rosa. Is she pregnant ? And now she's having a miscarriage. All the shadows of the past about him and Kenzi suddenly appeared to fill his mind.

Her tears could no longer be broken.

"Mbak Hana who is patient, calamity can come at any time. I promise this issue won't leak anywhere I value my patients' privacy."

"This I prescribe drugs for pain relief that can be felt at this time and this medicine to clean the remnants of miscarriage, please be taken later regularly. If there are any complaints immediately contact me" said doctor Rosa while handing her business card to Hana.

Doctor Rosa is feeling close to Hana, Hana looks the same age as her daughter so she feels touched to help girls who have been involved in a problem like Hana.Doctor Rosa knows Hana is not the night girl she often meets to ask herself aborting the womb but he refused because he was not an abortion doctor.

"Okay doc. I thank you first."

"Sami-sami mbak Hana if there's anything contact me, can not consul later to me free."

"All right, doc, thank you."

"Ealah..nduk tragically temen your fate, even though your crew knows your mother and you kui dudu naughty boy koyo sing usual nekani mother" (Ealah.nak tragically your fate,though you are beautiful mother knows you are not a brat like the usual come to mother) muttered doctor Rosa when Hana was out of her room.

Hana went back to the ojek. Until the house is greeted with a hana bulek who looks worried.

"Nduk...are you from where nduk ? how come there's no news of the bulek looking for just now just go home how come no one's home?" ask bulek Harti to panic.

"Hana runs out of bulek puskesmas."

"Loh...why not ngabari bulek ? can I ask for anter bulek. What pain does Hana have?"

Hana can't tell the truth to the bulek. Of course the bulek will be disappointed and it can make this family name tarnished.Hana does not want to be a problem. This family is happy Hana does not want to ruin it with the news of her pregnancy.

"The habit of cheerful queens is the same every time Hana wants to menstruate," replied Hana a little lie.

"Oalah.tahu so ask for help bulek aja, can bulek kerokin ater continue to drink iku reject the wind lak directly plongg."

"Hehe...Hana is not used to dikerokin bulek can not stand the pain," replied Hana grimacing.

"Yasudah.nduk Hana just rest in the room do not need help first later on the meal time bulek callin what bulek interlater to room ."

"Duh..repotin bulek, easy later if hungry Hana take it yourself," declined Hana smooth.

"Oh..yowes nak ngunu (already if that's so), if there's anything kabari bulek yo nduk don't make bulek worry ae."

"Nuwun sewu ya bulek."

"Yowes is okay.The hunt goes to the rest room."

"Excite.bulek."

Hana also passed from the front of her feathers to the room. His side in Hana's room immediately cried.

(Oh my God, this family has been very good with Hana, really Hana does not want to tarnish the good name of this family. I hope they don't know about my pregnancy)

Hana did not think that she was pregnant all this time. He just feels frequent urination every night. Even his body was feeling tired lately. He did not think there was another life in his womb.

"I'm sorry mommy, baby, mama can't take good care of you yet" muttered Hana sobbing as she stroked her still flat stomach.

However it was the flesh and blood of her with Kenzi the person she loved. Hana undeniably hates and loves Kenzi the man who betrayed and desecrated her but the man who took her whole heart.