My Ice Girl Saranghae...
Recognition

I don't feel like time is passing too quickly. Five years have been missed. After Hana and Johan succeeded through their Internship and got STR (Registration Letter) now they decided to deepen the medical science they obtained by continuing their education to the specialist field.

Hana chose to continue her education in the field of Internal Medicine Specialist (Sp.PD) considering that her mother and sister suffered from the same disease, namely the heart. While Johan took education in the field of eye specialists (Sp.M) because his goal is to be able to hold free mass eye surgery for residents who are less able to eradicate cataracts.

Currently both are undergoing further education into their respective specialist fields while working. Thanks to STR (Registration Letter) they have and satisfactory graduation value, they are also recommended to work in a private hospital in Central Java located in the Karanganyar area of Solo.

This afternoon they were sitting together in the park in the middle of the city enjoying a cup of ice boba that they had just bought on the road before heading to the park. Their duty hour was over now it was time to go home and rest.

"Where...do you remember not?"vanya Johan.

"Emmm...about what Jo?"

"One time you were just about to move here, I told you something."

Hana seems to be trying to remember it again. But Hana doesn't remember because it's been too long. It's been almost five years. Hannah is hard to remember.

"Sorry.Honestly I don't remember Jo, what did you say to me back then?" ask Hana back.

Johan breathed slowly. Understand that time has been a long time women beside him who might remember it.

"I once said to you, if one day we meet again I hope our relationship is no longer a friend."

"meaning? I'm sorry I don't understand Jo."

Johan immediately knelt down before Hana and tried to pull out something behind his pocket.

"Will you marry me Luthfia Hana?"

Hana was also surprised. The man who had been considered his friend and best friend was suddenly proposed to him without a declaration of love first. Hana was still quietly silent between shock and speechless. Honestly, Hana was confused as to what to answer.

"I'm sorry, maybe it's too soon, Hana, but I'm sure of how I feel."

"But since when is Jo ? Why haven't you been telling me this whole time?"

"Since we were in High School, I didn't want to date like the others I just wanted to get serious about proposing to you Han?"

Hana's confused. The problem is not feeling. Honestly, Hana also has feelings for Johan. This kind-hearted man had sacrificed all the time he had for himself. Accompany wherever he is not happy they have passed together. Until the point at this time.

Johan was already convinced that Hana did not have a lover, because Johan knew very well what Hana was like.

While Hana was worried. There is one secret that he has been covering up tightly from anyone including the man who is near him at this time. Hana was afraid that if the man knew the real facts would the man still continue feeling towards her ?

For that reason, Hana had closed the door of her heart tightly to any man. Hannah was afraid of disappointment. It is certain that there are men who are willing to accept a disabled woman like her. Defects because it is no longer holy.

"Jo.actually I also have a taste for you, but I have a secret you don't know yet."

"Tell me Han, I'm ready to listen to him" Johan said.

"It's not what you think Jo is, I. I'm not a good woman. My advice is you better choose a woman who is more everything than me.Semisal Desi he looks very fond of you."

"Why Han ? tell me be honest with me. My heart has been held in you for too long. You remember what I came here for? I just want to take care of you, protect you and be around you." Johan said honestly.

"Please be honest any Hana I will accept your shortcomings" Johan said as he wiped away Hana's tears.

"Jo I'm afraid you'll leave me if you know the truth."

"No, I've known you for a long time, it's hard to be happy we've been together here."

Hana is seen taking a breath and slowly slurring it. Maybe it's time to be honest with the man in front of him. He saw the man clingy there was a feeling of guilt in him.

The man looked handsome and sweet with a blue shirt whose sleeves were rolled in half. Many sisters and people who work in the hospital openly pursue him, why the sweet man even chose this imperfect self.

"Jo.actually.aaku...akuu....akuu," said Hana.

"Say Hana.I will be ready to hear it," urged Johan as he held Hana's fingers in both hands.

"Jo..actually aaku.a I am no longer holy I failed to keep my honor, I am not a perfect woman Jo, I am a dirty woman and I also had a miscarriage," hana said with a tremble holding back the sobs.

Johan felt his heart pierced by thousands of intravenous needles. The woman he had been looking after all this time had already done it with another man. His heart that he was not the first for the woman.

"Say Hana.Who did you do it with?" johan asked trying as quietly as possible.

"With Kenzi."

Like being struck by lightning in a hole Johan was surprised by Hana's confession. The time when Hana was still dating Kenzi was very long since they were in High School and again Kenzi was engaged to Luna. How could the man do such a thing to Hana like this ? Hana's a good woman.

During knowing Hana he never met the woman teasing other men. Even to talk with the opposite sex was rare.Because Hana blatantly keep her distance from them.Johan is the only man who is close to Hana. Johan rubbed his face rough.

"Did Kenzi know this, did I mean about your first pregnancy ?"

Hana's sobs are becoming more and more. He was seen shaking his head in a sign that Kenzi did not know. Then Johan grabbed Hana in his arms. Hana was sobbing in the chest of her field.

His tears washed the man's shirt. Johan gently stroked Hana's head to calm her down and held her lovingly.

This was the second time she found the woman she loved crying like now.

Once upon a time his mother died and now the bitter reality he received.Hati Johan also felt the torment of how tortured women in his arms had been holding wounds alone.

"When Jo accidentally, me and Kenzi were under the influence of drugs during the prom night first, I don't know who gave us the drug, I didn't realize I did it either."

It was only fitting that he did not meet Hana and Kenzi after he left them both. And the next day when he came to Hana's house, the woman seemed to be in a hurry to leave the city.It turns out these are all answers to questions that once troubled her mind.

"I know Hana you're a fine woman, it was just an accident. I can understand, I'll accept you for who you are."

"really ?" hana asked, looking up to see the man's face.

Johan nodded his head.

"Thank you Johan."

They also embraced back. This time Hana returned Johan's embrace tightly. He was grateful that there were still men who would accept this deficiency. And this man in front of him was the best man he had ever met. Although until now his heart still remains for Kenzi.