
Now they both sit in a children's playground located not far from the hospital. They were still waiting to talk. Until Hana finally opened her voice.
"Ken..actually what do you want to talk to me about ?"
"I've remembered all about us Hana."
Now replace Hana who stared in disbelief.
"You remember everything ?" tanyanya.
"Yes I have remembered it though not all I remember yet, please answer honestly my question Hana," Kenzi pleaded.
"Question ? what's it about ?"
"What has happened after that night Han please answer honestly ?"
Not that Hana did not understand the direction of Kenzi's conversation, but it was like scraping back a wound that he had long buried.
"Please answer honestly, Hana, don't be quiet like this" urged Kenzi to start fruting with Hana's residence.
The crystal circle was no longer able to hold Hana weir.Maybe it's time for Kenzi to know the real facts.
"I used to be pregnant with Ken" Hana said with trembling lips.
Kenzi was stunned in his place.
"Then what about him now ?"
"Aa..ku...aa.ku lost Ken, aa."
This time the tears broke. Kenzi also felt the sadness that Hana now felt.
"I can't take good care of her, I'm a very bad mother," Hana joked on the sidelines in her tears.
The man could not see the woman he loved crying like that, gently reaching Hana into his arms.
"I'm sorry for Hana too, because I've ruined your future."
Hana also seemed to shake her head slowly.
"It was just Ken's accident, it wasn't all your fault."
After Hana's crying subsided, Kenzi started grabbing Hana's fingers and grasping them gently and tightly.
"Han...I want to ask you again ?"
Hana looked up her head waiting for the next word from the man.
"Can our relationship go back to what it used to be ? I promise I'll take responsibility for all my mistakes to you first."
"I promise I won't leave you again."
Now the masculine man seemed to kneel before Hana. Hana just shook her head slowly.
"Why ??!" ask Kenzi with a raucous.
"We're different Kenzi, you know what this means ?" hana said while showing a circular diamond ring in her sweet finger.
"Well, are you engaged ?!" asked Kenzi looking in disbelief.
"Yes, I'm engaged to Johan, we're getting married soon."
Like being stung by thousands of sick but bloodless scorpions. Kenzi was still stunned in disbelief hearing Hana's words just now.
"When has it been ?"asked Kenzi lirih not excited.
"Since two months ago when you haven't come back into our lives," Hana's eyes blankly stared ahead.
"Why Hana? have you forgotten our old promise ?" asked Kenzi with a smashed face.
Hana seemed to shake her head back.
"Then why ?!" kenzi's tone of voice is now somewhat elevated.
The woman seemed jolted at Kenzi's somewhat raised tone. That means the man is in emotion. He must be careful in speaking because he does not want to hurt the man more deeply.
"Because I think you are happy with Luna Ken, she (Johan) has helped me a lot so far I owe her a lot," said Hana honestly accompanied by sobs that restrained.
Kenzi looked rough on his face. He could not simply blame the girl and could not blame the circumstances.
"I wonder if you love her ? answer Hana" urged Kenzi again.
Hana looks confused one side she wants to be honest one side she wants to keep everything she has now.
"Actually, I'm learning to love her.."
"That means in your heart there is still me Hana ! hana's honest answer do you still love me ?" cut Kenzi quickly.
With a flash Kenzi pulled Hana in his arms. He hugged the woman tightly as if he did not want to let go of the embrace of the woman he had longed for.
"I guess you still have the same feelings for me."
Hana also tried to take off Kenzi's embrace pushing the chest of the man's field away from her.
"I'm sorry Ken, but I can't leave Johan. I don't want to hurt her heart. Let our stories be memories between us we can't go back to what they used to be."
Kenzi looked to close his eyes. He tried to accept this harsh reality. That the woman he had been waiting for his presence already possessed another man. He can't keep forcing it.
It would hurt his heart.
Maybe this time he had to sacrifice for the happiness of others and also the happiness of the woman beside him who had succeeded in destroying all his soul and body.
"Alright, but allow me to stay by your side to be your best friend, and accompany you until you get the right man."
Then Kenzi grasped Hana's fingers tightly.The look in his eyes looked straight ahead.
From the side Hana was able to see the man's sadness, but how else ? he did not want any heart to be hurt between them. Maybe this is the best way.
"Do you want to go home ? I'll take you," asked Kenzi with a flat face.The man tried hard in front of the woman he loved. He doesn't want to look weak.
"Ken, there's no need I'll just call Johan to pick him up."
"Why? do you hate me?"
"That's not just Ken," Hana said.
"Let me spend this short time with you before you are legal to belong to someone else, how ?"
"Hem..alright.."
There is no harm not now they are just friends even though actually their hearts still have feelings for each other.
Kenzi was still clutching her fingers leading the woman to her motorcycle in the parking lot. He wanted to repeat their good times long to hope that Hana would open the door of his heart back for him.
Lately Kenzi commute to the office riding his favorite motorcycle.Because he does not want to car with Sona. Yes, it is certain that the girl is reluctant to ride a motorcycle with him because it can damage her hairstyle that she salons every day.
Finally Kenzi's motorbike left the hospital parking lot. At the same time, someone came out of his hiding place.The person had been there since the beginning when Hana and Kenzi began to sit in the park. Then the man left the park to his parked car not far from the park near the hospital.
"Why don't you hold Hana?"
"It's all right."
"Ccckk.this woman is still the same as the ice girl I used to know," muttered Kenzi with a smile on the corner of his lips.
Kenzi extended his hand back.
"Why ?"
"Give me your hand" Kenzi pinta looked at Hana from the rear-view mirror.
The woman was actually a bit doubtful. It's like repeating their past. And that means his efforts to move on from the man in front of him can be in vain. But he finally extended his arm towards the man.
Kenzi received Hana's hand and wrapped it around her waist.
"Well, the name of the handle is like this. I don't want you to why later when I speed," said Kenzi.
Hana also seemed to be misbehaving. He just kept quiet and did not respond to the statement that the man had just made. He held back his unusual heartache when he was with this man.
"God until when am I able to lie to my own feelings, this feeling is too torturing to me" Hana muttered in her heart.
"If now we are destined not to have each other let me remain beside you even if only your best friend."
Both of them were swept into each other's minds. Think of a fate that has separated their love.
Remember all the words you said first ?
You promised to be faithful
Now I ask where that promise you threw away ?
I was sick but never this sick
Because it was love but never this deep
I want all your love just for me
I'm not willing for you to share it with another heart
You made me cry without tears
Until I screamed there was no sound
Without them realizing, there was a car that followed them from behind from the beginning they came out of the park near the hospital.