MY MOM'S BEST FRIEND'S BED
Chapter 33. Leave Yudha.

Sometimes we are tested not to show our weaknesses, but to find our strengths. You, just like people throughout the universe, deserve love and affection.Repenting fate will not change things. Keep working and working that makes us valuable.

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"Tante sure you already know what to say. However, it's not just about Jefri that Aunty wants to talk about."

Manda took a drink of water and gulped it down to half a glass. Even though Manda felt that he had made a mistake, it was appropriate for Jefri to treat himself this way.

If Jefri should be angry and not accept, leave him not be told this way. Which woman is not hurt if she knows her husband is cheating.

"I know, Auntie. I also can't believe it when I found out that Om Jefri was Aunt's husband. Actually, ever since I got close to Yudha, I had intended to leave everything behind. Aunt, can believe it or not. I'm not saying this to defend myself!"

"Now Aunt wants you to be honest. Do you know if Jefri has a family? And how would you feel if you were in Yudha's position?"

Lani just kept quiet not knowing what to answer. Never mind being caught cheating, his father scolded his mother, Lani was already hurt. It's all his fault. But, as his mother said, he got wet. For free retreat. People would still insult him and look disgusted at him.

"I must hate my father and his girlfriend. Never forgive, Aunt."

"That means you'll understand if Auntie asks you to stay away from us?" ask Lani.

Lani looked at Mami Manda with a sad feeling. She had just felt the attention of a real mother. Unlike his mother who only gives attention if he gives money.

Most painfully, he had to stay away from Yudha. Can he? Is he capable? A day of avoiding Yudha alone he had missed so much.

"Tante, I have no intention of staying away from Om Jefri. But for now I can't because there's something that ties me and Om Jefri."

"What made you bond with Jefri? Do you have a child with him?"

Lani is shocked to hear Mami Manda's question. Never had she thought of having children from Jefri because they had not been bound by marriage. Lani does not want her child to be born outside of marriage. That's without Jefri knowing, Lani uses contraceptives to prevent pregnancy.

"Or are you and Jefri married?" ask Manda. The woman took a deep breath after giving the question. Actually his heart is not ready to hear Lani answer they are married.

"Me and Jefri are not married yet. Maybe Om Jefri still respects Auntie and her marriage."

"If he respects the marriage there's no way he's cheating. When someone often lies to you and cheats on you, then maintaining it is not a struggle. That's a reason to break up. And one of the things that stifles the soul the most is to pretend to be happy when you see a loved one loving another" Manda said slowly.

Lani could no longer hold back her tears. Feel what Mami Manda is feeling right now. Must be very crowded dealing with a woman who is cheating on her husband. If I were to become Mami, I would not be able to do it this loud, Lani thought.

Suddenly Lani stood up and knelt before Mami Manda, making the woman surprised. Lani pulls Manda's hand and kisses her.

Manda let go of Lani's hand and moved away from the woman.

"Don't bow down and apologize to me. Try to change yourself without me asking. Remember Lani, karma will come to you if you do not repent."

"I'll try to get away and get away from Om Jefri."

"I didn't ask for it, because Jefri and I had also separated. If you really want to be with Jefri, get married. It's so much better than you like this. And what you need to do, decide Yudha. Stay away from Aunt's son. Aunt is sincere and willing if you are with Jefri, but Tente will never be sincere if you are with Yudha."

Lani stood up from her knees and sat down at her original spot. "I love Yudha Aunt."

"If you love her, let go and leave Yudha. Let her be happy with another woman. You are not worthy of Yudha. You'd better be with Jefri."

Lani wiped her tears. He had been convinced that Mami Manda would definitely ask her to leave Yudha. However, listening to that remark from Mami Manda's mouth, was so painful.

For Lani, Yudha was her first love. Yudha made her days change and come alive. He had just started to step up, but had to be made to retreat for no reason.

"Listen to Lani, you never loved Yudha. You just make Yudha a game. If you love her, you will be honest. But you prefer to be quiet. All for your ego. You want to be with Yudha, but you don't want to let go of Jefri either. That's called greed. Or do I have to give you how much money to keep Yudha away?"

Lani felt her chest tight at Mami Manda's question. Indeed, he became a man's lust for money in an easy way. However, that does not mean that everything can be calculated with money. He loved Yudha.

"Tante, I don't have one. I am indeed a pleasure to get a lot of money but that does not mean my love can also be in the value of money. If you want to prove that I love Yudha by going away from her, I'll do it as proof that I love her so much."

"All right! Auntie waited as you moved away from her. However, Auntie asks not to let him know if you are his Papi affair. Because Auntie was sure, she'd be very hurt if she knew the fact that the person she loved turned out to be her Papi's affair."

"All right, Auntie."

"It looks like there's nothing more we should talk about. Aunty's waiting for your promise to leave Yudha."

After saying that, Mami Manda stood up and left Lani alone.

As I fought for you, I realized that I struggled to be lied to, struggled to take it for granted, struggled to be disappointed, and fought to be hurt again ... So now I'm starting to fight to let go. In love, there is a time to hope and a time to stop. There is a time to fight, but there is also to mengikhlaskan (source google)

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