MY MOM'S BEST FRIEND'S BED
Chapter 76. Forgive Papa, Son!

Doni pulled her hair in frustration. It was all her fault for never caring about Manda's pregnancy until the birth of her son.

Doni changed his seat. He turned his body forward to get closer to Yudha. When the man wanted to grab Yudha's hand, he put his hand away.

"Manda, what's this kid called?" ask Doni in a stammer.

"Sorry, Doni. He's my son. Not our son. It is flowing your blood, but you have no right whatsoever to it. Ever since you were in the womb you never once wanted to know how it was."

"I'm sorry, Manda. Forgive Papa, Son. Papa was wrong. You can do anything to Papa. Just so you can forgive me and accept me as your father."

"I came only to see the state of the man who had abandoned Mami and wanted to see how the person whose blood flowed to me looked like. To forgive you is not my authority. Mommy who feels all the pain you inflict."

Doni's eyes look glazed to see his son has grown up. Doni knew, it wasn't easy to treat the heart injury he left behind.

"If you can't forgive Papa's mistakes, it's okay. Because Papa is aware Papa's mistakes are too many and big. It will not be easy to forgive and forgive. However, Papa is happy to see you have grown up. With Mami up, Papa is sure you'll be a great guy."

Manda looked at Doni. Before marriage, the man gave many sweet promises. With his words of seduction, Manda was deceived and eventually chose to marry the man.

The bucolic manda, did not hear the advice of the whole family. He believes Doni, the right man to be his life companion. One year into her marriage, Doni leaves Manda pregnant.

Unlike Jefri, with Jefri, Manda felt happiness for quite a long time. Twenty years of marriage, they still feel happiness. Until everything was gone when Jefri started playing women.

"Mi, I think it's enough. I've seen who my Papa is. That's enough for me. Now we're back. I don't want to stay here long. My chest feels tight. Imagining the person who had made me born into this world turned out to have never thought of or remembered me in the slightest."

Yudha paused her speech. Her chest feels tight. Can't continue his words. Yudha took a deep breath. After feeling somewhat calm, then Yudha spoke again.

"I just hope, Papa never regretted what Papa ever did to us. Do you know, because of this act of Papa, I almost got in touch with my own brother. I'm lucky I haven't made any further contact!" yudha said with a little emotion.

Doni was surprised to hear Yudha's words. What does Yudha say? Is Dira dating Yudha?

"What do you mean, Yudha? Are you and Dira my son dating?" ask Doni again.

"No, Dira. But Lani. Yudha and Lani are in a relationship as lovers. Luckily God prevented them from going any further by showing Lani and Jefri's relationship. If only Yudha had not seen Lani and Jefri making out, she might still be in contact with Lani. It's the result of what you've done." Mami Manda finally explained.

"Mi, let's just go home. I don't want to get carried away by emotions and end up talking rudely. I still respect Papa, because no matter how I refuse, my blood comes from Papa."

Yudha stood up followed by Mami Manda. Just as Yudha stepped up, her hand held Doni. The man knelt down, begging for mercy.

"Stand, Pa. I'm not God. Why did Papa kneel down and beg me. Begging for forgiveness for all the wrongs you have done to God. I hope there's still forgiveness and karma won't happen to Papa anymore."

Yudha helped Doni stand up. After that he walked back. Just about to open the door, again the voice of Doni.

"You can be angry at Papa. You can hate Papa. You can punish Papa too. But don't ignore your other brother. Lani and Dira are your sisters. As the eldest son and the only man, I want and beg you, please take care of your brothers. Don't let them both make mistakes again like Lani did yesterday. I believe you are a reliable brother!" said Doni.

Without answering any of Doni's words, Yudha walked out of the room. When Yudha and Mami had disappeared behind the door, Doni finally sat down on the floor. I regret what he did to his kids.

"I'm a fucking dick. Dad is useless. Because of my mistake, almost my two children were in a relationship. If that happens, I'll never forgive myself" Doni said softly to himself.

Doni felt his life was ruined. If yesterday he was just sad about not being able to get together with his family for three years, this time he felt sad about being the most failed father.

Not only had she abandoned her child, she had almost made her two children come in contact. At this time, both of his children were hurt and hated him.

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Yudha drove the car slowly towards the house. His mind is still fucked. Don't know what he'd better do. Will it help Lani's treatment or stop her.

If continued, his heart still hurts to find out if his mother Lani is the cause of Papa Doni leaving Mami. However, if he stopped Lani's treatment, it would be the same as killing her. No matter how hurt her heart was, there was no denying that she and Lani were brothers.

My mother looked at Yudha. He knows how his son feels right now. Yudha must have been very messed up. Mami held Yudha's left hand. Wanted to say if she was there to support everything her son did.

"Mommy understands that your heart is in turmoil right now. Disappointed, angry and hate mixed in. Whatever your decision is, Mami will be supportive."

Yudha returned Mami's hand. He kissed the hand of the woman who had given birth to him.

"Mi, later after dropping off Mami I go straight away. I'm going to Aira's house. I haven't been there in a few days. Poor thing, he must be worried because I said if there is any important business so some days not to his house."

"Yes, Honey. Don't mind much when driving. Mami is sure you're a strong man. All the trials and problems that you face right now there must be a way out. Believe that God will not test beyond the limits of ability."

"Mommy is strong too. I'll always be with Mami, no matter what. My mom is the greatest woman to me!"

Arriving in the yard, Mami hugged her son before getting out of the car. Cheeking on the cheeks of his son who had begun to mature. I am thankful to have a child like Yudha.

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