MY MOM'S BEST FRIEND'S BED
Chapter 34. Washing Wounds.

Cheating is also trigger adrenaline is not just looking for comfort alone. If what is done has been discovered and approved it will feel bland for him, and the action will be repeated again in the next time. Rarely will an cheating person be cured.

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Lani's cry broke out when she saw Mami Manda had left her. Lani pulled her hair in frustration. Regret always comes too late.

Lani dropped herself to the floor, her cries sounding heartbreaking. Never did Lani expect to fall this deep in loving someone.

God, I know it's all my fault. But do I not deserve to be happy? I also want to know what it's like to love someone and be loved. Lord, if this is the end of my story, I beg of you, teach me how to forget my love story with Yudha.

After quite satisfied crying, Lani came out of that room. Lani saw a sky so dark a sign of rain will fall.

Lani stepped her foot out of the restaurant. Just a few steps away, it rained down on the earth. Wetting Lani's body as if the rain wanted to erase the sorrow that Lani was feeling.

Lord.I want this rain to wash away the wounds in my heart. I want the rain to erase all my memories with Yudha. I want the rain to take its mark off my heart. The sky drops sad, little, sick, which does not really take away sins, let alone memories.The rain that falls tonight feels deeper, knocking on the heart that tries to forget. Let your body and mind dive, and will you come? You know Yudha, in fact I'm not ready for all this parting. With you, the rain, and everything in this story.

Lani continued walking, not caring about the rain and the people who looked at her with pity and wonder.

Lani is still walking, she doesn't want to go back to the apartment. Hoping for Aunt Manda to come again and give her permission for the relationship, even if it's impossible.

However, Lani also realized who she was. He doesn't deserve a man as good as Yudha.

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Elsewhere, Mami Manda was also crying. He was expressing all his sadness. Manda realized if he had to compete with Lani, he would have lost. That woman is very young. Luckily he realized everything and had chosen to retreat.

Manda drove his car slowly towards his residence. Manda hopes Lani will keep her promise to decide Yudha.

Arriving home, the woman immediately entered the room and laid her body. Today was so tiring for Manda, because she had to hold back emotions in front of Lani.

"It's better to be alone than with someone who never sees your value. When your existence is not appreciated by someone, then let your departure make him regret it. Even though your struggles and sacrifices are never rewarded, never once do you sacrifice your pride. May you keep remembering that the highest point of being disappointed is not caring anymore."

Satisfied in tears Manda finally lay down, trying to close her eyes.

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This morning, Lani's body felt weak and her temperature was slightly high. Lani remembered her promise to Yudha.

It felt like Lani was flying to where the man was and hugging his body. However, Lani recalls her promise with Mami Manda to end her relationship with Yudha immediately

Lani took her phone. Sending a message to Yudha before her number was blocked.

"I've thought long before. I'm really sorry if we should just get here. I still love you, but what power my parents do not agree. I can't improve the relationship that will make you more uncomfortable. Lately I feel we are no longer in line. I can't seem to continue this relationship. Not that you're not good, it's just that maybe we're fighting just to get here. The decision to end this relationship I took was not because I was unhappy with you, but there were indeed thorns that could not be removed in our relationship. Better we end here, before the beautiful story replaced the bitter heartache.In pain to let go, but it will hurt even more if it continues to last."

After sending the message, Lani blocks Yudha's number. This decision is like a child. But this is the best way. If he met Yudha directly, he sure would not be snaggup say the word separation.

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