My Place To Go Home
Chapter 31 Heartbreaking

"I decided to postpone the divorce with Felicia" those words came out of Arga's mouth.

Both Alvin and Kasih both seemed to not believe the decision that Arga had taken.

"But Mr Arga, are you sure?" alvin is now in turmoil.

While Love just silently gripped. He was confused how to behave.

"Yes, I'm sure. Love itself suggests to disconnect it from the heart. And my heart says so. Isn't Love?" suddenly Love gasped with Arga's words.

"L-yes.. " Love is still confused as to what to answer.

He just did not expect that Arga apparently still harbors his feelings of love for Felicia.

I don't know what Love is feeling right now. In her heart she felt very disappointed but she also had to be self-conscious, Arga and Felicia were a legitimate married couple. Naturally they made up. That's what everyone wants.

While Kasih, her position is only Arga's mistress. He is like a real person in Arga's home life.

In fact, you could say he is just an****** cheaply whose life hitchhiking to someone else's husband. Really despicable. That is what is being thought of in love.

Love just stirred up the food from earlier. His look seemed empty. Even he didn't say anything at all.

"Love, why just stirring? Let's eat it" Arga's voice instantly resuscitated Love.

"Emmm.. Yes mas" replied Kasih gasp.

Alvin could only look at Love. It was as if he understood what the girl was feeling.

"Later I don't go back to the apartment so you don't have to cook dinner" Arga said once again.

Love just nodded silently, the harder it was to swallow its food.

Until the lunch was over Arga went straight back to the office. I chose to go home by myself in a taxi.

Alvin really can't bear to see Love. He wants to drive her but Arga hastily invites Alvin back to the office.

As a result he had to find ideas to entertain Love.

Love is now in a taxi. He glanced out the window. Trying to normalize his feelings that had felt like a ship that was swayed by a storm of dilemmas and jealousy.

For a moment Love began to think that the relationship between a man and a woman of any kind must ultimately involve feelings.

No matter how hard he tried to dispel the feeling, it was still. Love still thinks of Arga.

While with Arga herself, she also begins to use her feelings towards Love. All this time he was thirsty for the attention and affection of a woman.

Through Love, Arga finally got it. But it is not human if it does not have a greedy nature. Love is not enough, now he begins to expect love from the girl.

But it doesn't seem easy. The dividing wall between them was still towering. Between their unfinished feelings and their social status.

As well as his equally high ego makes him reluctant to admit their own feelings. Now there are only negative prejudices.

Unknowingly it made the two even more distant.

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Since that lunch meeting Arga has become further along with Love. He no longer sees Love in his apartment. He never even replies to messages of love.

Love also tries to harden his heart. It's been almost a week Arga has no news.

Actually he misses the man so much but Kasih can not dare to meet him at the office or home. He doesn't want to until Arga gets into trouble.

Only to Alvin sometimes Kasih asks news about Arga. Alvin also often met Love. If you need something, you are always ready.

"What is really going on between you? You guys quarreling?" Alvin was sipping his coffee at the cafe with Kasih.

"Arga also never wanted to talk about you" said Alvin.

Love breathes rough.

"Does he want to end this contract, brother? He is tired of me" said Kasih.

Alvin was also confused to answer. Although quite close to Arga but he did not really understand the problem of his feelings. Arga is very good at covering.

"You're patient, love, oh yes about your job application, has anyone been called an interview?" ask Alvin.

"Sir, tomorrow I want an interview at PT. X. Pray well yes" said Kasih.

"of course. You are the spirit yes" Alvin increasingly feel comfortable considering Kasih as his sister. Even his longing was slightly treated towards his brother who he had been looking for.

Even if God does not finally meet Alvin with his brother then he is happy to consider Love is his brother.

Meanwhile, Felicia who heard the news that Arga was delaying her divorce was very happy.

"No, Ma, I said. Arga cannot divorce me. She loves me so much." Felicia said confidently.

"But still Fel, you also have to apologize and try to improve your attitude. Let Arga not be angry anymore" said Mama Felicia.

"Yes-iya ma, later Feli must be sorry really" Felicia Little sewot.

"Fel, Arga's a good man. Don't let you waste it. If until she belongs to someone else new your money" Mama Felicia reminded again.

Felicia rushed to find Arga. He visited the Arga residence hoping that the man was there.

And sure enough, Felicia saw Arga's car parked in front of the house. That means he exists.

Previously Felicia had practiced stringing words to apologize even she had put on a sad face.

Felicia rang the doorbell. And soon Arga opened the door.

The house is always empty. ART and the gardener will only come for two days and go straight home if the work is done.

"Feli?" said Arga briefly.

"Mas Arga's. I'm sorry. Can I come in?" felicia.

Arga did not answer. He went inside the house without closing the door, which means Felicia was allowed to enter the house.

Arga sat down on the sofa while Felicia immediately rested at Arga's feet. He immediately cried with a sniffle.

"Mas.. Sorry me. Please don't divorce me.. I'm wrong I'm sorry" Felicia's voice was accompanied by sobs.

Arga was silent. He knew very well which expression of someone who was truly grieving and was just pretending.

Then the pranks begin to appear in Arga's brain.

"Why not divorce? Yesterday, asking for divorce continued to remain" said Arga Ketus.

"I-I'm conscious now. That you're a good man. I was wrong to judge you badly" Felicia said.

"Ck, three new years awake?" Arga clucked.

"I realized how I felt from the beginning to you. I just found out when High School was Mas Arga who saved me from those thugs. Not Arka. I should have loved you from the beginning. Let me reply now" Felicia said at length.

Arga was shocked by Felicia's words just now. How he knows the truth. Arga was silent and washed away in the story of his past.

While Felicia who was still kneeling now felt her legs begin to ache and tingle.