My Place To Go Home
Chapter 37 Patience for you

"No way dong mas" Kasih protested and was about to rise from Arga's lap. But the man's hand held him.

"Why?" ask Arga in astonishment.

"Mas Arga should ask first. I want not to be Mas's girlfriend, anyways on the contract do not call have to be Mas's girlfriend. Cuman affection, mutual attention without involving feelings" said Love as it is.

Arga. Look at Love sharply.

"What if I break that contract? Bullshit that men and women are together does not involve feelings" said Arga honestly.

Love can only be broken. It is undeniable that in his heart also began to grow feelings of liking towards Arga. But he was also afraid of getting involved in deeper feelings with Arga because of his status which is still the husband of people.

"But mas," the restrained greeting.

"What Baby?" arga's voice became soft.

"I'm afraid, Mas Arga is an influential person. Arga is already the husband of people. I'm afraid that this relationship will make it more difficult for Mas Arga, I don't want to be a destroyer of people's households" Kasih lowered her gaze.

Arga sighed, then grabbed onto Love's chin and raised it to parallel look at him.

"My house was broken before you were Love, and ever since I knew you I've been more excited about life. So, don't ever leave me. Because I need you so much" Arga said this time completely out from the bottom of his heart. Love can feel that.

"How can I leave you, while you are my place to go home Mas," Inner Love in heart.

But Love does not want to express this directly to Arga. For him this was too early to say, not to mention the trauma of his past still lingering in his heart made Love afraid to start a relationship again with a man.

"why?" Arga reprimands Love that from now on just silent daydreaming.

"Emmm. Hengak Mas., "answer a little hesitation.

"So how's this? We're dating?" ask Arga still relaxed.

"No way" said Kasih firmly.

Arga was immediately filled with the rejection of Love.

"Why Baby? I'm less of what?"

Love sighed. Trying to explain to Arga.

"I don't want to date people who are easily emotional and angry. I'm afraid" said Kasih.

"Yaudah, I will change for you" Arga said calmly.

"Mas, this isn't kidding. Mas Arga kok seenteng it anyway" protest Kasih.

"Yes how dong Baby, he said asking me to change. Yaudah changed" said Arga.

"I mean Mas Arga should be more patient, if anything do not use emotions first. It's good to be able to. I'm more comfortable if Mas Arga speaks softly without getting angry. And also I have the right to determine whatever I want mas, as long as it does not harm us" said Kasih a little pressing.

"mmm.. Yes-yes, I understand. Why is it that when it comes to you, I can't be patient. I'm too afraid you're leaving me"

Love ventured gently rubbed Arga's cheeks.

"Mas, I'm not going anywhere, only I'm still not ready to get back into a relationship. I'm still traumatized as before. Give me time yes mas" better this time honest love to Arga. He did not want to hurt Arga's feelings by pretending.

Arga sighed, at a glance there seemed to be a disappointed streak on his face.

"Okay, no Papa Kasih. For this I will be patient. Be patient to win your heart. That I want to be with you all the time"

"I'm sorry mas, I just don't want to make Mas Arga disappointed."

Arga squeezed Love's waist and tightened her body into an embrace.

"it's okay, I'm totally fine. Don't feel so guilty." said Arga while commenting on a smile.

Arga realized that the feeling of love could not be underestimated. The girl had gone through a lot of bitter things in her life.

If he used to feel sorry to see Love, now that feeling turns into love and obsession, the desire to have and protect Love completely.

"We both learn yes, if I have a mistake then don't forget to remind me. And if you need anything I'm ready Love, ask anything from me, just use me" said Arga softly.

Love could only nod, astonished itself with an entirely different attitude of Arga. It was as if the man had a lot of personality. Sometimes rough, sometimes emotional, sometimes serious, and now turned into a gentle figure.

I don't know maybe it's also a million charms that Arga has so many people who fall in love with him.

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Felicia walked through every room that seemed to be employees who were so busy with their work.

Some people greeted him and not a few wonder why the woman came to the office of Wijaya Corp. Only some know that Felicia is the daughter-in-law of her CEO.

Arriving in front of the main director's room Felicia immediately knocked on the door.

"Get in" a man's voice sounded from within.

Felicia immediately fixed her clothes and entered the room.

"Good day Pa" said Felicia.

"Felicia, tumben came here" said Wijaya.

"It just so happened to be this way Pa, Trus stopped by. Papa is busy? Feli is disturbing" said Felicia.

"No, Papa's not busy. Just surprised you tumben come here" said Wijaya.

"but papa is glad you dropped by" he added.

"Actually Feli kangen Papa, I'm so sorry Pa, lately Feli is very busy so he did not have time to eat dinner with Papa" said Felicia with a sad face.

"Oh yes Pa, this is Feli bringing Papa's favorite cake. It was eaten by Pa" Felicia opened a box she had been carrying earlier. Contains Wijaya's favorite Cheese Tart cake.

"How is your relationship with Arga? Is it better?" the question Felicia was waiting for finally appeared as well.

Felicia was easily pretending to be sad. He immediately lowered his head while shedding his tears.

"That's it Pa, looks like Mas Arga is still mad at me. Yes I know it's all my fault, but really I want to fix this relationship Pa" Felicia began sobbing.

"I don't want to split up with Mas Arga Pa, please help me.. Persuade Mas Arga to apologize to me. I promise to change for Arga mas" beg Felicia.

Wijaya was silent for a moment. Digesting Felicia's words seemed convincing.

"Look at Feli, Papa really hopes you guys make up and improve your household. But Papa can't do much because it's your household business. Papa can help talk to Arga, but the decision is on him" Wijaya said.

"Yes Pa, Feli understood" At least in this way Felicia calmed down a little. His father-in-law was not angry with him.