My Place To Go Home
Chapter 82 self-instrospection

Smoke continued to billow from the pot which was now empty and blackened because the water had run out. The smell of scorching until it burst out of the kitchen.

Arga had just finished taking a shower and ran straight to the kitchen.

"Good God, it's a burnt-out pancake" Arga quickly turned off the stove and pulled Kasih out of the kitchen. Afraid something might happen to her boyfriend.

While the Love that had been daydreaming was immediately realized by the actions of Arga.

"Oh, yes, pardon. I'm sorry I boiled water to make coffee." Love panics instantly.

Arga immediately grabbed onto Love's body and hugged her. Gently rubbing Love's head so that he becomes calmer.

"are you papa, baby?" asked Arga in a soft voice.

Love shakes slowly. He still hid his face in Arga's arms. Processing all his chaotic thoughts.

"Sorry.. I almost burned the apartment mas" said Kasih lirih.

Arga looked at Kasih's sad face and kissed her forehead. That guy wasn't angry at all.

"here"

Arga drew Love's hand and asked her to sit on his lap. Love also obeyed him.

"Tell me, what's the problem, baby?" said Arga in a soft tone.

Love is still silent and down. But the gentle swipe on her back gave her a little courage.

"Mas Arga was.. Same with brother?" say Kasih lirih.

"Early, why?" ask Arga again.

Love bit her lower lip. I don't know why she wants to talk her tongue feels so funny.

"You fought Alvin?" the question immediately came from Arga's mouth.

Love immediately looked at Arga's face that looked so shady. Then he nodded slowly.

Not yet any tears of Love have been pooled and ready to flow. Arga was aware of the eternal feeling of Love so she re-hugged him and let the head of Love rest on his shoulder.

"Brokered with brother is natural. His name is also human, differences of opinion and arguments must have been experienced because the contents of the head of every human being are not the same." said Arga.

"But it would be better if it is resolved soon darling, not good diem-dieman long. Especially with my own sister. Someone has to give up and lower his ego." he added.

Love really listens to Arga's words. It's true that staying quiet for too long is not good. Tell you what, Kasih is worried about her brother's situation.

"yes mas, I also realized that maybe my excessive speech to make you offended." now Kasih has re-enforced his head. He wiped the rest of his tears.

"That dong, this new beloved mas" Arga pinched the chin of Love.

"But I don't want to go home first. Can I please stay here?" say Kasih.

"Of course, darling, I'm actually very cool with you." Arga unceasingly kissed Kasih's cheeks with anxiety.

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Ratna squirmed softly as she felt the glare as the scorching sunlight pierced through the transparent white curtains attached to her bedroom window.

His head still feels so dizzy. But what feels even more heavy is his body that seems to be crushed by something.

Ratna felt regular breaths pounding her neck. He slowly opened his eyes and tried to move his body.

But when he circulated his visible gaze was a man sleeping while clutching his body.

Ratna scrunched her forehead. It was obvious that the man was not Alvin. Then slowly he tried to slightly raise the man's face. And Ratna was immediately shocked upon seeing him.

"Joddy?" peekik Ratna's.

While Jody who sensed the movement was also the voice Ratna called out to him slowly began to open her eyes.

He looked up and looked at Ratna's face which was squeaking. How beautiful the face of the woman who just woke up was.

But his consciousness immediately returned at that very moment. Jody immediately turned her eyes away from Ratna but had yet to move from her side.

"S-sorry Ratna, I fell asleep here. Last night wanted to go home but-" Jody decided what she said.

"Why?" ratna asked curiously with Jody's answer.

"You don't remember at all?" Jody asked back. Ratna shook her head.

But it seems Ratna is still confused. Then he spread his eyes around the room. Then see for yourself his clothes are still complete. Even the stockings he was wearing were still neatly attached to his leg.

While Jody also still wears clothes that were worn last night. It's just that now he took off his hoodie and left his plain white shirt.

"What.. We do 'that'?" ask Ratna suddenly.

"Do what? We just slept all night. Your body is so weak it has to carry you from the basement. Anyway you're not aware, how could I have done something to you Ratna." Jody chuckled softly.

Ratna was immediately relieved as Jody explained. The man looked different.

His calm and unobtrusive carrying made Ratna a little stunned.

"Thank you Jody" said Ratna.

"Make what?" ask Jody.

"It's been helping me all this time" Ratna said.

"it's okay Ratna. As long as I can definitely help you." Jody got up from her sleep and followed with Ratna.

At this time he realized that it seemed like it was noon outside. He glanced at the clock on the nightstand that had already shown it at eleven o'clock in the afternoon.

"Huh? It's eleven o'clock?" peekik Ratna's.

It was fortunate that it was currently Sunday so Ratna did not have to bother going to the office.

Just as Ratna was about to get out of bed, Jody suddenly prevented her. He was a little confused by Jody's attitude.

"I love you, Ratna" said Jody suddenly.

"H-huh?" Ratna was so shocked by Jody's words that she was like a daze herself.

"What does that mean?" ask Ratna.

"Ratna, maybe it's a little silly I'm saying it now but my feelings can't be held back anymore. I like you Ratna. I really fell in love with you especially when you kissed me at the club last night." Jody finally expressed her feelings.

"But Jody.." Ratna was still stuck when she wanted to say it.

"You don't have to answer now Ratna. I know it's very sudden and you're probably still very surprised. It doesn't matter now you haven't had any feelings for me but... But let me show you that I'm worthy of you" Jody said in seriousness. Can be seen from the look of his eyes that do not waver in the slightest.

Ratna could only be silent. He's still very hard to digest all this. How can when his feelings are mixed thinking Alvin actually now even come love from Jody.

Ratna felt this was all still too gray. Even the thought of establishing a relationship alone did not seem to have been recorded in his mind.

Why is love so complicated?

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"aww.. ****..." Alvin kept swearing as his hands splashed with hot oil. He tried to fry the egg but since then the oil has continued to explode out.

Actually, he could have ordered food like when he had not lived with Love.

But because it is currently Sunday and there is no activity finally Alvin tries to find new activities by cooking alone.

Apparently cooking wasn't as easy as she saw. He only realized that the existence of Love felt so important.

How the girl was so deftly cooking every day had not yet been preoccupied with her work.

Alvin reflected on all his mistakes yesterday that had been rude to Love. His sister must have been very sad and disappointed.

Even so Alvin tries to dispel his feelings and continue his cooking activities. But when slicing vegetables the focus is divided so that accidentally the knife hit his finger.

"aww.. Shit.." said Alvin. actually not because of the pain of the knife scratches but because of his turmoil thinking about Love.

Alvin's eyes didn't feel like they were glazed by themselves. He misses his sister very much.

"Sister slowly dong, it's bloody to be so." the voice of the woman even felt so real that Alvin missed her.

But when Kasih touched Alvin's hand and treated him then Alvin really realized that now his sister has returned.

"Love?" alvin did not believe it.

The love that finished plastering Alvin's fingers immediately hugged him. Alvin hugged her back.

"Sister I'm sorry... I love big brother. " said Kasih while holding tightly Alvin's body.

"Sister also apologizes" said Alvin with a full day.