My Place To Go Home
Chapter 88 Curhatan Alvin

"I'm sorry, Ratna, I'm actually reluctant to stay away from you. Our marriage is just one month away. But this job is very important, it's for our future too." Jody did not stop squeezing Ratna's fingers as if he did not want to separate from his future wife.

"It's okay Jody, two weeks is a short time. Just finish the job." Ratna tried to encourage Jody.

"Huf.. Alright. Wait for me to come home yes, maybe I will have a little difficult to contact you because this project is in the interior. It will be very difficult to signal there later" Jody let out a rough sigh.

Many times he hugged and kissed Ratna. A day without news from Ratna alone makes Jody feel miserable let alone have to separate for two weeks.

Jody now hugged Ratna, unceasingly smirking the cheeks and lips of his future wife did not care despite being in a public place.

"Aahh Jody this is a public place, please. Come quickly, that's the plane to go." said Ratna.

"Yes-yes.. I'm leaving, baby, take care of yourself. If you need anything, call mom and dad." Lastly, Jody kissed Ratna's forehead and lips.

"okay, take care yes, Jody" Ratna released Jody's departure.

The man walked away from her and occasionally turned to look at Ratna. While Ratna continued to wave her hand as a sign of farewell.

Jody was completely invisible at the airport. Ratna rushed back home.

'Honey' somehow when Jody said that Ratna became even more awkward. Is it true now his relationship with Jody is really intertwined.

A relationship that even Ratna had never imagined in her mind. Married without love, but that's how it is. Poor Ratna can't expect an Alvin whose feelings aren't even known for sure.

Ratna let out a long sigh while brushing her beautiful hair as the mainstay style while trying to relax herself. Walk towards the car park.

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The fear and anxiety clearly felt by Alvin at this moment. Though meeting Love is fairly new, only a matter of months.

But fighting Aryo seems highly unlikely. Alvin obviously lost everything.

Moreover, his promise to Aryo that he will find his daughter was long said.

Indeed, Aryo never admitted himself as anyone but his gratitude and return in the past when helping and caring for his mother and himself when his father was imprisoned is quite large.

Even how to explain to Kasih later also Alvin is still confused. Will Alvin confess that he is only the son of a murderer. It feels so despicable. Even admitting his descendants were very reluctant but still the loser's blood flowed in Alvin's body.

His mind feels so dead-end. Along with that, suddenly the car driven by Alvin also broke down.

"Argh.. Shit.." Alvin's getting inflamed and swearing by himself.

He is not very familiar with the car engine so inevitably Alvin had to contact the workshop.

While waiting for the mechanic to arrive Alvin felt crowded and finally chose to sit on the sidewalk while smoking his cigarette. I hope that frustration will subside a little.

While on the road Ratna who was driving accidentally caught a figure he knew.

Ratna who wanted to make sure it was immediately turned back and turned out to be right. Alvin seemed to be sitting on the sidewalk alone while smoking a cigarette.eski initially hesitated but the impulse in his heart continued to make Ratna want to approach the man.

"Alvin.." cried Ratna as she ran over to the man.

"Rabella?"

Pucuk loved ulam also arrived. The woman Alvin was always waiting for suddenly approached him.

"What's going on here?" ask Ratna.

"That, strike. Wait mechanic. Immediately nyampek like it." said Alvin with a look of his wry face.

Suddenly Ratna sat down next to Alvin. He grabbed the cigarette Alvin was holding and smoked it. Then return it to him.

Alvin could only be transfixed when he saw Ratna exhaling smoke from her mouth.

"No change, yes" said Alvin, shaking his head.

Alvin was fat and ruffled Ratna's hair.

Meanwhile, the mechanic arrived. Apparently the damage to Alvin's car was serious enough that it had to be taken to a repair shop. Ratna offered to drive Alvin home. Of course the man agreed.

"Vin, is there a problem? Very tight in front of you really kuel" Ratna ventured to ask.

Alvin was silent for a moment. Then looked at Ratna who was focusing on driving.

"Can you confide?" ask Alvin.

"Of course, I'll be home" Ratna commented smilingly to Alvin.

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Arriving at Alvin's apartment immediately invited Ratna to enter. The apartment looks empty. Looks like Love hasn't come home yet. Alvin went straight to the kitchen to make some hot chocolate for Ratna. But Ratna hurriedly prevented it. He picked up a bottle of wine and two glasses.

"It looks like this is more suitable for us" Ratna said as she carried the wine to the balcony.

Alvin covered the balcony floor using a small carpet. They sat down and leaned against the wall. Look at the bright night sky.

"I was confused, the birth father of Kasih asked to be reunited with him. But I'm not ready to part with him for now" Alvin said.

"Loh, so Love isn't your sibling?" Ratna was a little surprised.

"Couple but different father." Finally Alvin told me all about himself as well Love. Ratna immediately understood the situation that Alvin was in.

"So, your mother's relationship with Kasih lasts as long as your biological father is imprisoned?"

Alvin also nodded. "That's why I got angry after I got out of jail and knew I had a child."

"Ratna, this past and my body is flowing the blood of losers. Until whenever the image of the son of a killer is attached to me. I am reluctant to start a serious relationship with someone. Because if they knew who I was, they would be scared and disgusted" Alvin said.

"If you tell me the truth maybe she won't accept me as her brother. I'm not ready for that. I'm afraid of losing my sister." Alvin's voice turned increasingly raucous.

Ratna immediately put down her glass and grabbed Alvin's body for a hug.

"Vin, you shouldn't blame yourself like this. It's your father's fault. You must know, he's a good boy. And you're also a good brother." a gentle swab at Alvin's nape seemed to be the medicine Alvin had been looking for.

"And never feel inferior. The Alvin I know never gave up. So just face it all with guts, okay?"

Alvin reviews Ratna's embrace and then she looks at Ratna so closely. The chin of Ratna then Alvin kissed her lips briefly.

"Thanks Ratna, you always make it quiet." Alvin put his forehead on Ratna's forehead.

That feeling, can't be dispelled anymore. Ratna's heart continued to pound when it was close to Alvin like this.

His intention to tell Alvin that he was engaged to Jody was. He doesn't want to add any more weight to Alvin right now.

And over time Ratna again lulled to the figure of Alvin. Slowly but surely Ratna began to close her lips to Alvin.

With great turmoil, Ratna ventured to kiss Alvin. He missed this touch.

Putting his common sense aside either because of the influence of alcohol on the wine or indeed from Ratna's own feelings.

While behind the sturdy wall that blocked the balcony and the inner room it looked Love held back the sound of her crying.

His tears flowed and could no longer be contained. Yes, Love who just came home accidentally heard the conversation of Alvin and Ratna.

The new fact that shocked him was really like a time bomb that wanted to explode right then and there.

"Why? Why is he carrying that burden alone?" love in the Heart