My Place To Go Home

My Place To Go Home
Chapter 35 Fear of losing


"Good morning Mr. Arga" greeted several employees while lowering his body.


"hm"


Arga walked quickly towards his room. His demonic aura was even still inherent within him.


It can be felt by some employees who cross paths with him. If this means the atmosphere of the office is in a state of emergency.


Arga's bad mood will have an impact on the performance of employees. Wrong in the least they'll get spray from Arga.


Alvin was already in front of the room Arga prepared to welcome the arrival of his boss.


He could already guess from the look on Arga's face that looked very unfinished.


"Good morning sir" said Alvin while Arga immediately opened the door of his room.


Arga walked into the room followed by Alvin behind him.


Arga immediately sat in his great chair. With all her charisma and power only Arga was the only person who was suitable to sit in that place.


"Vin, where's the file I requested yesterday?" Arga turned his hand to Alvin. Then Alvin gave a blue map and an ipad containing meeting material.


"This is the file pack, and the meeting materials I have prepared in it, you can check yourself" said Alvin.


Arga researched the files and materials that Alvin provided.


"Vin, are you sure the material is just like this? Add more creative dong let investors more interested." protest Arga.


Alvin had guessed, if the mood of his boss is bad then anything must be minus. But it was normal for him.


Working for six years with Arga it feels very familiar about the character of the boss.


"Okay sir, I'll add more" Alvin said, leaving the room.


After Alvin now there is only one who gets scorned Arga. Even the matter of flowers placed in the lobby alone is wrong.


"Huf.. Be patient with Sabarin. Understandably Mr. Arga who owns this company." muttered one of the employees.


"Thankfully handsome, if not already my grudge keumat" said another employee.


Although rare, but it seems to be common for staff and employees. How else would you like? Arga is the owner of the company and certainly no one can deny it.


At lunchtime, Alvin rushes to Arga's room, which seems to be busy inside.


"Sir Arga didn't have lunch?" alvin asked when he saw Arga who was busy with his laptop.


"No, I'm not eating Vin anymore" said Arga did not take his eyes off the laptop.


"But Mr. Arga could be sick. I order food, yes, we eat here" said Alvin.


"Whatever." said Arga resigned.


Not long after Alvin's food order came. Two sushi boxes of various types. Alvin knew the food was Arga's favorite.


Arga seems busy eating Sushi while Alvin is calling someone.


"Kok can't connect anyway" muttered Alvin.


"Why Vin?" ask Arga.


"No, this sir again wants to call Kasih kok inactive number" said Alvin.


"What is it that's necessary?" ask Arga curiously.


"Just want to ask how he interviewed today" said Alvin casually.


Arga immediately stopped eating and placed the chopsticks on the table.


Alvin just nodded.


"Arrghh.. Why does everyone always tell you lately. He was not an interview. I forbid it" said Arga sarcas.


"I'm sorry sir, I didn't interfere but didn't Love want this? He has the right to pursue his goals too, right?" Alvin Protest.


"But I don't want him to leave" Arga said.


"She just works, fills up free time so as not to get bored. I know Kasih will not leave Mr. Arga." he added.


Arga was momentarily silent. That's exactly what Alvin said. The girl must be very bored everyday just living in an apartment alone without any meaningful activities.


His high obsession with Love and fear of excessive loss slowly make Arga more selfish. He didn't think until there.


And the severity of the action that Arga did this morning must make Love afraid. He has had trauma in his past.


"I'm afraid that if Kasih works elsewhere it makes him unsafe. Know for yourself his former in-laws are very cruel" said Arga.


"Then let him work in this company, sir. We can watch him too" Alvin said.


"You said Vin. Alright I will arrange it" said Arga a little relieved.


While in the Apartment looks Love who daydreams all day while staring at the window of his room.


His heart still hurts so much. Her tears were dry and tired of crying.


Again he had to swallow the disappointment of Arga's actions. It would be stupid if yesterday-yesterday he had hoped to have Arga. Apparently that guy was just like the others. He just wants his body.


Even now Love no longer has the right to make its decisions. His life was like a rat living in a sewer. Can only look at the world through a small gap without being able to feel that freedom.


It's not fair to always be like this. No one really cares about him. Only one person was his late adoptive father. He always loved Love, but now he is gone.


A moment passed in his mind what if he followed the father? But he reconsidered it.


The father's last message was to stay alive despite any hardship. The world is sometimes cruel, but ending a life does not necessarily solve the problem. It could be after that getting miserable. No one human knows.


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In the afternoon Arga was finished with all his work. He rushed home to the apartment.


Currently the rain is very heavy accompanied by lightning that continues to thunder in the sky making its journey slightly hampered due to limited visibility. Arga must drive carefully.


At the apartment, he found the room completely dark. Not a single lamp was turned on.


Arga looked at the astonished quiet room. Suddenly his mind became confused. Don't-don't love go.


Quickly Arga Turns on all the lights.


The balcony door was left open with curtains fluttering because of the wind and the wet floor because of the incoming rain.


Arga immediately went to the room looking for the existence of Love, the room also looked dark and the window was opened with a gust of wind mixed with splashing rain water.


But what makes Arga very relieved is the figure of the woman he was looking for was sleeping on the bed. His body was wrapped around the blanket. Arga smiled seeing her girl asleep.


Arga immediately took off his suit and lay down next to Kasih, slipping his hand to hug the woman.


There was the sound of the balanced breath of love. It shows that he slept well.


Arga slowly kissed her nape gently. Inhaling the vanilla aroma of Love's body that he really likes.


While Love feels such comfortable warmth. But slowly he smelled a masculine perfume that was very familiar to him.


Suddenly Love awakens from sleep. He felt the hands on his body.


"Mas Arga?" instantly Love let go of that embrace and inched away.