My Place To Go Home

My Place To Go Home
Chapter 33 Warring in the Heart


Felicia was so angry because of Arga's extremely cold attitude and dumped her.


Apparently conquering Arga's heart wasn't as easy as he had imagined. Even now it seems even more difficult because Arga seems to be really angry with him.


"Sam, where are you?" said Felicia was calling someone.


"Why else would Fel? I'm dealing with you again Can-can be finished off my Arga" said the man via telephone.


"If it's Samuel, I really need you, I don't feel good playing by myself. Only you can satisfy me. Come on Sam, please?" Please Felicia.


For a moment the man was silent. He was still thinking between accepting Felicia's offer or not. Because Felicia is the wife of her own friend. Especially after they caught Arga.


"But Fel, I don't want my life to be full of risks because of you. Don't you remember if I bonyok got beat up by Arga?"samuel Protest.


"This time I guarantee safe. Not home anymore" Felicia kept on seducing Samuel.


By all means Felicia finally managed to convince Samuel. And again the man could not refuse Felicia.


Felicia immediately rushed out of the Arga residence and went to a hotel near the airport which was a bit far from where they were.


Shortly afterwards Samuel came to Felicia in the room he had booked.


"Why look for me again? Is your husband not able to satisfy you?" samuel asked when he met Felicia.


"Don't satisfy me. Touching me no" not wanting to linger, Felicia immediately grabbed Samuel's lips.


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Arga is hugging Love from behind. While Kasih is busy making fried rice.


"Mas, don't do it ah, amused. Not so-so ntar" protested Kasih when Arga kissed her neck.


Arga only chuckled at the complaints of Love. A week of not meeting With Love really makes him very long.


Just by looking at his face, also small touches had made Arga feel so peaceful.


"Hm.. It smells so good. I have not eaten your cooking for a long time" said Arga when Kasih serves fried rice on his plate.


"Mas Arga, never here" said Kasih.


The words seem simple but in fact Love's heart is at war when it says them.


Seen from the look of his face that from earlier was like holding back a feeling. A feeling of longing but also a feeling of guilt.


Then Arga grabbed Love's hand and kissed her. He knew at this moment that Love was holding back an upset.


"I'm sorry Baby" said Arga.


Love only looks at him for a moment and then eats his own food.


During the meal both choose focus and do not say much. Actually both Arga and Kasih feel equally awkward.


Inwardly, Love still wonders why Arga avoided her. While Arga was confused to ask about the relationship of Love and Felix.


Plus Arga's unilateral decision wants to postpone his divorce under the pretext of conscience.


Heart word? Yes, it's a lie. Actually in the heart of Arga did not want it at all but due to burning jealousy Arga so much that.


Finally they finished dinner. The two sat on the sofa staring at the television that was showing a western movie.


As if the focus with the film when their minds are looking far away.


Silence, Love breathes deeply and then exhales slowly.


"Mas Arga" the voice of Love broke the silence.


"I was very worried, at first I thought Mas Arga why-why. But after asking Kak Alvin and Mas Arga is fine I feel relieved" said Kasih a little glance at the man.


"But Mas Arga never returned my message at all, and I finally thought that Mas Arga was bored of me. If only today Mas hadn't come here, I would have almost left.." he added.


Arga immediately looked at Kasih sharply after hearing her last sentence.


"What's? You wanna go? Where's where?" the voice and the look grew sharper.


"I-I don't know.. The end of M_Mas Arga was like not wanting my presence anymore" Love's lips trembled as she said it due to Arga's intimidating gaze.


"Do you want to go back to Felix?" suddenly Arga said it straight away.


"Ti_no.. Where is possible.." Fondness. How could Arga think that.


"Who knows. You look so close to Felix" grumbled Arga.


Love is immediately stunned to hear Arga's words.


"Where does Arga know?"


Arga was silent for a moment. He was really careless to say it so want the shelf want to have to say the truth.


"I actually saw you in the park. You seem to be chatting with Felix." Arga slightly lowered his head.


"So that's why Mas Arga's been avoiding me this week?" Say Kasih's.


"mmm.. I thought you'd come back to him. Because you also said that it's hard to forget Felix as your first love"


Silent love. Finally he knew the reason Arga was avoiding him. But there was a bit of a strange vibe in his heart. Is Arga starting to like him?


"But, Mas Arga would not want to split the same wife mas, even Mas Arga has determined it from the heart" said Kasih slightly held back the tightness.


Undeniably, the name Arga which is quite influential in the business world must be very highlighted, especially until there is a divorce. The impact must have been huge.


"I don't want to break up, I want to separate. But I'm jealous to see you with Felix." Arga smiled bitterly.


"Why does Arga talk like that? Are we not just a contract relationship? Don't be like this, this isn't true. Better we.." has not had time to continue his words suddenly Arga immediately grabbed his lips.


He kissed Love so deeply that Love thrashed out of breath.


Arga let go of her kiss and Kasih immediately gasped for breath.


"Never say goodbye or anything. This contract we are on must keep running until it is completed. The rest we think about later." said Arga while staring at Kasih sharply.


Love can only be silent. I don't know why his heart hurt so much. His heart cannot lie if it starts to love Arga. But he did not deserve to admit that, holding back feelings was indeed very torturous.


Arga immediately grabbed the body of Love. He wanted to make the girl feel comfortable because since then his heart seemed to be at war with a feeling that continued to rage.


Love hugged Arga's body tightly. His hands squeezed the edges of the t-shirt that Arga was wearing firmly. Love tries to hold back her tears from coming out.


Arga stroked the soft hair of Love. Sometimes they gently kiss it.


"Only with you do I feel at peace. You made my life a love color. If only we were met long ago not in this way.don't ever try to get away from me. So be patient for a moment Love." muttered Arga who felt so heartbreaking.


The defense of Love collapses instantly. Those tears immediately flooded his cheeks. Feeling the turbulent tingle in his heart.


Both Arga and Kasih, both have feelings but both are still afraid to admit and start.


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