My Secret Alora's
Day-1 Emotions

"Looks like death wasn't the answer, I'm increasingly realizing how many people want my life!"

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The day was almost over as the sun slowly emitted an orange glow. This time Alora decided to stay at her grandmother's house, however, this could be her last time with her grandmother.

It looks like the grandmother with Ina and her husband is enjoying her dinner and Alora is sitting by her grandmother's side.

"Lora eats a lot! Let Grandma's grandkids not be this thin, don't eat hungry!" Say grandma while giving a side dish that is placed on the plate of the girl.

"Yes grandma!" Alora then smiled.

"Tuh! If you need money say aja to aunty so that aunt jajanin, yes not mas! Don't go hungry. Consider aunty kayak mama Lora ya!" Ina said and smiled.

Alora also returned a smile, but she blinked many times not giving any chance for the clear liquid to come out of her eyes.

"Lora should live happily! Aunty regretted not coming home early! Try aja aunty first not involved in problems, aunty probably will not lose her sister as well, and Lora can live more comfortably without having to work that hard to thin like this!" It's a little emotional.

"Udahlah Na!" Ina's husband stroked Ina's back.

"Grandmothers at least you're still here! No one goes without saying goodbye anymore! Grandma wants you to be together all our lives!" Grandma Sahut.

Alora simply returned a smile with a hint of guilt.

"Why does everyone forbid me to go?" Inner Alora.

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Late at night, after spending time chatting in the living room, Alora went to bed with her grandmother in the grandmother's room.

"Loh, Lora why don't you sleep in Lora's room?" Asked the grandmother who had just laid her body and saw Alora enter the room.

"Lora wants to be with grandma!" Said the girl and then went to lie in the grandmother's bed, then hugged her grandmother like a child.

"Grandmother's lora is great!" Grandma said as she stroked the girl's long hair.

"Miss!" Call Lora softly and seem hesitant to continue her sentence.

"Yes, what's wrong, son?" Soft Grandma's mouth.

"Grandma's happy?" Ask Alora.

"Grandmother is so happy every time Lora comes home and is always there for grandma! Should be the grandmother who lived Lora, grandmother always felt regretful with the decision of the grandmother at that time! Grandma was too afraid of losing her grandfather after losing your parents, so grandma let you take care of others to make Lora happy, grandma never thought that we would all end up like this!" Grandma said with clear liquid flowing just like that.

"Sir, Lora wants to go far away?" Another question from the girl left the grandmother a little dumbfounded. Grandma embraced Alora even tighter.

"Kalo Lora go grandma will be lonely again! Losing is a difficult thing to face, son. Life is a gift that we should be grateful for, solving problems is not death. Indeed, by dying we will be free from that problem, but what about the feelings of those left in grief?" Grandma explained because she knew what the girl meant.

"But what if Lora's life just takes away the happiness of others?" Lora asked with a clear liquid that soaked the mattress.

"Don't stay in grandma! Grandma won't be sorry for Lora until whenever Lora leaves!" Grandma still hugged the girl tightly in her arms.

"Stop trying to kill yourself! You can't keep finding luck to live!" Inner grandmother while wiping her tears.

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The next morning, Alora brings home breakfast for her father from grandmother's house.

"Lora! Your life is precious! Don't be in vain!" Grandma's message this morning, put the girl in deep thought.

"What am I supposed to do? All of this is starting to deviate, should my initial decision be correct, I will go on the same path to snatch my parents. But why does it feel like my heart is empty." Alora sat on the bus and leaned her head against the window of the bus amid the rain, which supported the dark weather that day.

As she got off the bus, Alora did not realize the black hoodie was following her. The girl walked slowly with the breakfast box in her hand. But as the man got closer to Alora, the man's hand raised slowly about to touch the girl's shoulder.

"Kill the cave!" Alora said that made the person stop the action.

The girl turned around making the person slightly retreat, "what do you want from the cave? Everyone in the world knows that cave is poor! Loe wants the cave dead too?" Snapped Alora who was too angry at the added burden of her mind.

"Quick kill the cave! If killed the cave will not feel that much guilt! Whooo!!" Alora shouted as she became very emotional.

"It's you who killed the cave!" A girl's voice came from behind the jacket. The man handed over the knife that was still sheathed to Alora.

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On the other hand, Hilman who had not heard from Alora since last night felt anxious.

"Origin! Ali!" Call Hilman until Ali comes out of his room.

"Let's find your sister!" Hilman said to his son.

"Males ah!" The young man said, but Hilamn withdrew his hand to come along.

"What a pah!" Ali was a little rebellious.

"He's gone because of you! Lora! Your brother, he again made a farewell with everyone. You sure you want him dead?" Hilman could no longer hold back his colleagues.

Shortly after that sentence, there was a ringing message from the two men who were arguing. Both of them check their respective phone turns out that the contents are transfers of large amounts of money.

"What else now? Why would he transfer this much money?" Hilman was so angry at himself that he ruffled his hair.

Ali got the same notification.

"Look! You can see for yourself, he's that good! Quickly find Lora and say you're sorry and want her alive!" Hilman was a bit pushy.

"Well, Lora's not a kid who's going to commit suicide just because of that fight!" Sahut Ali's.

"But she's Alora! His parents died in front of his eyes at the age of 5 years, in his life full of trauma but still want to work day and night when his new family is in debt! You don't know every day she wants to kill herself, followed by her parents?" The clear liquid just flowed behind that dusty emotion.

"Go find him!" Snappy Hilman who lost that patience.

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On the other hand, Alora still silently did not respond to the words of the hood jacket who asked to be killed and thrust the knife towards him.

"The cave's not a killer!" Alora Sahut.

"But you want to kill yourself?" Ask the guy.

A young man launched his nurse to kick the knife-wielding hand. The girl in a hoodie immediately ran away for fear of her identity being exposed.

"Lora Loe is okay?" The young man asked looking worried, but looked at Alora's usual face.

"What the hell is Ben!" Sahut Alora then continued her steps.

"Loe gil*!" Beni stopped Alora's steps by standing on the girl's elan.

"Stop trying to die! If there is danger of running away! Don't face it! How hurt are you?" Beni said in emotion.

"Loe, the cave's attention is so moved!" Alora Sahut.

"Kalo loe wants to die, the cave will also die along with loe! So just tell me when and where there'll be two other people in the ambulance tomorrow!" Said Beni who was getting upset.

"What the hell is loe? More ngaco!" Alora shook her head hearing Beni's words.

"Loe knows it's a ngaco, right? Then why are you talking about dying that easily? Conscious! Conscious!" Beni yelled at the girl for being too upset and unable to hold back her emotions.

"The cave is tired of living in the same cave! The cave just wants to go and the cave has a reason now! Why don't people understand?" Alora also snapped in annoyance and tampa consciously pulled out the clear liquid.

Unknowingly, there were two people watching while hiding and just listening in silence.

One of them was Ali who realized that his father's words were true about his brother. But his sense of prestige was greater than that regret.

"Please let the cave go this once!"

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Tbc