My Secret Alora's
Tangly

Everyone lives on their own problems. Is there a perfect life? Of all the most potent drugs are the tears that continue to accompany each drop.

Some time ago, I discovered the fact that "never play around with the pain of others" because we never know the meaning behind the lips that smile but the eyes that try hard to hide the wound.

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Andre just walked towards the classroom after leaving the UKS. His mind is mixed between how to let him know what really happened to Alora, and he is also curious how Beni got close to Alora.

On his way Andre finds Beni standing as if waiting for himself in front of the class.

"Wait a minute!" Beni said to Andre and then stood in front of him.

Andre just stared blankly at the young man who was 1 cm taller than him.

"Alora why is it that you get sick?" Beni asked after a moment of silence against her prestige.

"uh? Why would you want to know?" Andre again asked but was a little surprised by the psyco's random question.

"The cave officials told the cave to find out why the girl was sick, but the cave could not have been the person, so that's why" said Beni cut off.

"Loe loe?? What exactly is your relationship with All?" Andre somewhat raised his voice from feeling annoyed.

"Loe curious? Why don't you go straight to that girl loe?" Beni's habit of responding by provoking his interlocutor is indeed unstoppable.

"The cave question answer! What's your relationship? Take bokap loe.." Andre doesn't want to continue he said.

"The two don't know either! From where the bokap can be news that the girl is sick, the cave in the school just do not know" somehow this time the young man gave an answer, usually he just left his opponent with curiosity.

"Yes! Take care of girl loe! Sayin! Stop disturbing the cave! The cave doesn't need a young mama" Beni turned his body over after saying then left.

Andre was left with a million questions still filling his brain.

After school, Andre returned to the UKS but Alora turned out to be home early.

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In front of Alora's house, Andre who was still wearing the school uniform had already knocked on the door several times, but there was no answer. He tried to grab the doorknob and pressed it and the "clack" sound of the door opened. Turns out the door wasn't locked.

Andre entered the house slowly until he found the figure sitting behind the dining table staring at the large tree behind the kitchen window.

The young man continued to approach the seated woman to make sure that she was Alora. It was true that the woman was Alora who was dissolving in her mind with clear drops falling from her thin cheeks.

Andre's gaze turned sad, then directed his hand to touch the girl's arm to wake up. The young man's actions made the two brownish moist beads lead to him. Andre decided to hug Alora who seemed to be holding back his cries. Alora returned the hug and drifted inside.

Andre could feel the warm drops wetting his school uniform. He patted Alora's back to calm her down for a few minutes.

After a range of 3 minutes of silence after taking off each other's hugs, Andre still held himself back from asking. The young man with the title of fake girlfriend wanted Alora herself to tell him when the girl was ready, without having to ask and bring up the pain she wanted to bear.

"It turns out they're not my real parents!" Alora said that made Andre focus on her.

"My mom's dead, and I don't know who or where my dad is".

"The reason I don't have a love language is because I don't accept affection, so I don't know how to love properly and don't care about others and live as if everything is nothing."

"Having no goals or ideals, keep pretending to be strong, as if everything is nothing"

"But I can't keep looking good when I'm angry and want to end my life."

"The big wall blocking my path is still very high, I can't break it or climb it. Should I give up?"

Andre was just listening word by word with his eyes that had glazed over.

"Yes! Surrender!" Andre answered the girl's last question.

"Not anything give up, there is no harm in resting for a while, after that let's get up again! Try searching again! Whether it's a goal, a hope or an ideal. If you fail again rest! Let's try something new again!"

"Life has a lot to do, just trust all the above, all will pass and the wounds will also fade" Andre concluded, then returned to silence.

"To start a new thing we must first let go of the past, right?" Ask Alora quietly.

"Yes" replied Andre without taking his eyes off Alora who was staring out the window again.

Highlight Alora's eyes again found another pair belonging to Andre, both of them dissolved in the face of each other.

"If so, let's break up!" Alora

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Tbc