My Secret Alora's
Feelings

Falling in love makes a person change. Not all love can give and take.

- Bomy

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Alora went to the hospital to change the bandages on her head and legs, but her legs looked more swollen especially after falling on the floor because Mila kicked her stick.

Apparently there is a bone that is somewhat cracked, so it takes approximately 3-4 months to heal. Hearing the doctor's statement, Andi felt increasingly guilty.

"After the swelling disappears, it is likely that after 1-2 weeks Alora will be able to walk normally because the crack is not severe only looks like a scratch, but should not run or lift heavy loads, and also should not walk too long" explained the doctor who made the two people who heard him sigh heavily.

"Well, can't I work doc?" Ask Alora.

The doctor shook his head in response.

After coming from the doctor's room, Andi immediately took the car from the parking lot and picked up Alora who was waiting in front of the hospital.

After helping Alora get into the car, Andi went back in and said "Lora, I will compensate for the compensation you have to receive from your work, so you." Andi stopped Alora.

"It's okay! Brother, Andre has also helped me a lot so brother Andi does not need to." said Alora again stopped the young man.

"That's Andre! Not me! Please Lora, I'll change! So you take it, it's my fault!" Denying Andi.

"No brother! Alora has taken a lot of drugs, so Lora can't take any more sister's money!"

"Lora! Denger, without income you want to eat what? I'll feel so guilty if you don't want to get my compensation! It's my fault"

"This is all Lora's fault! Lora who stood on the road and at that time Lora realized the lights were green, so thank you very much for all the responsibilities that you gave me was enough, you know, Lora will also feel guilty if she has to accept the exaggeration"

"So you realize the lights are green? Then why were you standing on the street that time?" Ask Andi seriously.

Alora was silent for a moment to think, then replied after deciding

"Lora can't answer sister!" Shifting his eyes from Andi who was waiting for his answer.

"Why?" Andi asked again still staring at Alora.

"Nan syugoshipo's! (I want to die!)" Alora Sahut.

"What?"

"Lora wants to end it all, try not Andi brake that day, all will pass"

"You have g*la? Death will not solve everything! It used to be that your parents saved you not to see you kill yourself that way!" Andi looked emotional.

"So they died saving Alora? So how do you get to see Lora in this life again? A life that feels lacking and confined in solitude" the girl's eyeballs begin to glaze over.

"Actually, Lora really wanted to know about Lora's lost memory, but at this time Lora was afraid.."the clear liquid just flowed.

Andi tried to pat Alora's back softly which could not hold back her crying anymore.

"With everything going on, don't forget the people who love you! Your grandmother, Aunt Ina, Lia and even Andre and me. I represent them that we don't want to lose an Alora. The path of life is unpredictable, there must be a reason behind me hitting you and not someone else, this is all so that you stay alive!" Andi was obviously trying to cheer up.

"I used to feel the most failed in my life, when I couldn't save my dear sister, I almost lost her (Andre), and almost destroyed myself to enter the fire, but a good woman sacrificed herself without knowing how her son's life would be without her, until now I still feel guilty for the child" andi's eyeballs also glanced at Alora because they felt emotional with her old story.

"This is how the circle of life has been neatly arranged, I found the child and will continue to help him, as well as I will help you! So just accept it!" Andi ends the sentence and turns on the car to go home.

In the car, Alora stared out the window with a million sentences in her mind.

Arriving home, Alora tells Andi not to tell anyone about what they are talking about today.

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Later that night, Andi finds Andre busy studying in his room. He came to disturb his beloved sister by sleeping on Andre's bed.

"Loe what the hell? Do you not see still neat? If you want to sleep, move to your own room!" Andre who did not like his goods to be touched by others immediately vented his frustration.

"Loe is so stingy!" Reply Andi who has laid his body.

"Belgium!"

"Eh but, where did you go back to school? How about Lora? Lia papah Lora clay cave alone, he said Alora fell that way, fit in check even apparently there is a cracked bone"

"Lora fell why?

"Where the cave knows! Loe's supposed to take care of him, replace the cave at least! Watch him mentally shaken again too, do not get his physical as well" the sentence just came out of Andi's thin lips.

"Loe mean what bang? Change loe? Ah what? Mentally shaken?" Andre's full of question marks in him.

"Ah cave means right, mm. he just finished an accident because of the cave, so loe as a cave sister to take care of him that way, regardless of the status of your boyfriend because after his mental accident must not be all right" ngeles sentence that came out just like that from the head of the young man disguised brother.

However, Andre was back in his musings. His mind often keeps asking what makes him sad when he cannot realize what he really wants. All this time he was happy to have Alora as a wall to block himself from the crowd he hated. Why does it feel different now?

Why did he feel sad every time he saw Alora with a fake smile that was put on as a mask. It was as if the fake smile was attached as a wall that sealed the girl away.

"Actually what kind of wound is loe still hiding from the Al cave?" Andre's mind was still awake in the middle of the night.

The real reason Andre hated the crowd was that he could not trust anyone who was a stranger nearby. A trauma caused by the big accident still felt fresh in his memory. Apart from his humble and friendly personality, he actually prefers his solitude and his "me time.

The wounds that once felt now are nothing, until others can not see the gap anymore, but the inside is still scratched and will be felt again in the worst moments in life.

That's how I feel right now!

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Tbc