
A young man was walking around in a mall, he looked seriously looking for something. But no wonder its existence also attracts many people and continues to walk alone even though it has been using a hat. Until he found someone he knew right away in the drag with him.
"Origin! Temenin cave bentar yok!" Said the young man to the high school teenager.
"Why Andre? The cave's here with the cave!" Ali glanced at some of his friends who were also staring at him.
"That's them brother!" Ali then glanced at Andre.
"Loe temenin cave bentar, later the cave buyin gift deh! Guys the cave borrow him back!" Andre.
"OKo brother! Safe!" Follow one of Ali's friends, and they leave.
"Okay, brother Loe likes what stuff?" Ask Andre.
"The cave doesn't know! I think she was." Ali suddenly realized that there was nothing she knew about her brother.
"Well, he likes it? If the cave buyin necklace he must be rejected because of the cost, brother loe was too appreciative of money!" Andre.
"Yes!" Sahut Ali.
"Loe knows why she is? Because he has learned to make money since childhood and knows how difficult it is even to get Rp.1! He is different from us who just ask and receive."
Ali looked a little pensive, though,
"You buy him a hoodie! Gua look at him so often pack a hoodie and training!" Said Ali.
"Good idea, huh! Come on!" Andre rushed to choose a hoodie and of course helped Ali.
After finishing choosing and paying the time for Andre to treat Ali.
"Btw why did you buy a gift for Alora alone gini? Why don't you take him directly?" Ask Ali.
"Make her birthday present, you know what? Lora's actual birthday is tomorrow to coincide with the day of her parents' deaths, do you think she wants to have fun buying gifts?" Andre Obviously.
Ali was shocked to hear that statement.
"Oya Loe what do you want to buy? Caves danger loe likes jackets, Alora always says want to buy you a jacket when she has money! Which one do you want?" Andre also took a look around to add to his collection.
On the other hand, Ali who was also looking at the jacket, he seemed unfocused because of his brother's thoughts.
"It's kalo? He wanted to kill himself on his birthday and coincide with the death of his parents?" Batin Ali's.
Andre approached Ali and asked again,
"The cave is also tomorrow's birthday, according to Loe Alora who made the cave? I can't wait!" Andre again hit Ali with his guilt.
"Gift?" Ali asked him and he said, "endless sorrow!"
***
D-Day
In the middle of the late night, there was a girl curled up alone under her blanket, she was cold but her body was warm, she was very sleepy but could not fall asleep, so many boisterous sounds filled her head.
"Alora's aware! Awake it!!" (Beni Voice).
"Don't stay with Lora's papah!" (Dad's Voice).
"Lora stop beating yourself up! You are not wrong!" (Grandmother's voice).
"Let's die at that time! We don't have to live like this anymore!" (Ali's Voice).
"Don't stay with me baby!" (Andre's Voice).
"Lia can't live without Loraa!" (Lia Voice)
"Loe's a problem-bearer!" (Anian's Voice).
"Lora live happily!" (Grandmother's voice).
"Lora stop!"
The sound that rang out mixed in his head endlessly made him curl up in tears. The shadow of sadness was again drawn, his memory when the loss of his parents was again painted clearly. It was as if he felt like he was a mistake because he was born.
"I'm fucked! What's name? My emotions are messy! Do I really have a wound? I have been given life, so everyone thinks I will be all right! In reality life is too crowded even to breathe. I'm tired of asking why, but one I know..."
"When things got better, but my wound was scratched too deep and the problem was. The wound was never treated and sometimes still painful..."
"Alora is not healed yet! Wasn't it! Alora can't heal that easily!"
Pillows that continue to suck salty liquid make it moist, as well as blankets that begin to lose their function in the increasingly cold weather. Slowly the puffy eyes were shriveled and began to close, but the whisper of the supernatural was still roaring in his crown. The drowsiness finally won, the girl fell asleep despite the sound of sobs.
...
Morning greeted perfectly, how the universe supported this sad story by bringing down rain on the day many tears would fall. The two eyelids that had been sleeping for three hours were open again. Rain spots appear from the window whose curtains are flying in the wind.
The girl got up from her bed, she went to the study table by the window and opened the curtain and sat on her stool. He looked up at the sky covered in black clouds, but the bottomless water continued to fall making him bathe.
"Where did this water fall from? Why not look?" The messy-haired girl raised both her legs on the chair then hugged her knees while looking straight out the window where the splashing rainwater made the earth wet innocently.
"The sky does not show the origin of the water (sadness) it came, but it still pours out as it pleased, and again looks bright when the black cloud is gone!"
"But the human mood works the other way around, although no one knows the source of the pain, but it will still be in pain even if it is covered up again when the mask is reattached."
"Wheel! Take me home!"
...
Although the universe still presents a speck of rain that never subsides, but Alora was ready to leave with an umbrella in her hand.
"Where's Lora going? It's still raining and it's still raining!" Said the father and approached the girl.
Before long Ali also passed by there and only glanced briefly at her brother.
"Lora wants to go to college pah! Today is not a holiday!" Sahut Alora then put on her sneakers. The girl even forced a smile that even her inner self rejected doing that.
"Dad between ya!" Said Hilam then moved about to take his jacket hanging in his room.
"Bah no! Lora wants to walk alone!" Alora stopped her father by grabbing the man's hand and tightly hugging him.
"Bah! Alora promised to come home! Don't worry, yeah!" Add the girl and take off the hug.
Alora opened her wide umbrella, then walked quietly in the rain. He walked to the bus stop and took the bus when the bus came. The girl was just sitting pensively on the side of the bus window, where when her head was slightly stumbled by the bus window as it stuck its head against the wall, she did not even feel it.
...
The bus stopped in its tracks, the girl got off at a stop, but not a stop near the campus, but a stop close to her grandmother's house. The girl walked slowly towards the park until she arrived at the graves of her father and her biological mother. He sat at his side and sprinkled the flowers out of his bag.
"Lora comes mah, pah!"
The girl just kept quiet, this time she did not cry anymore, she just took a deep breath and sighed heavily.
"Lora wants to meet mommy papah! Lora is so kangen!" Say the girl.
After a few minutes, Alora got up from there and stopped and sat down in the garden. The girl was silent and sad. The rain started to show itself again, the girl just opened her umbrella by staying seated there.
"Is it time?"
.
.
.
Tbc