My Secret Alora's
Chaos

Why does the word 'hope' always play tricks on people?

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Slowly for sure, the pillow under the girl's head began to get wet, her hair was random, her facial muscles were attracted and it hurt because it held the sound of crying so that no one would wake up in the middle of the night. Cry silently until the eyelids and eye bags are swollen.

Want to vent, but the girl felt others would not understand because every life is different. Comfort yourself by hugging tightly and immersing your face into it while hearing the song Taeyeon-Can't Control Myself.

Because not always the sadness can be withheld, and the saddest thing is to feel alone in this human-filled world.

"Mrs Ommangia!! (I'm fucked!)"

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Throwback last week

"Loe's fired!"  Saying relax

"But what's wrong cave?" Alora stared in annoyance with her rather glazed eyeballs.

"First you've got a snob talking cave fitting in school, second loe chatty, third cave don't like loe work here!"

"My price is ruined but what can I do?" Inner Alora grumbled.

"Okeh the cave go! As the Boss's son wishes!"

"Alora for the severance please come tomorrow yes, today I have not prepared" said Indra seemed not willing to release employees diligently like the sweet girl.

Alora took off the rough aprons, stepped her feet towards the changing room to change her clothes then came out with a reddened face holding back the anger just staring straight and went home.

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Days since being fired for no real reason, Alora still keeps circling looking for a part-time job but has yet to find one either. His savings depleted even he skimmed by eating once a day.

Until the last day of the week right after losing her job, her mother came home after almost a month of not coming home. Anita went straight to her daughter's room as soon as she came.

The sound of her bedroom door opening made Alora who was sitting at the old study table turn her head.

"Alora can you borrow money?" Anita said so in without further ado.

The girl opened her mouth slightly followed by a furrowed eyebrow as she still could not believe what she was hearing.

"Mom's coming home to borrow money? After a month of not coming home, mama.." clear liquid started to dam at the end of the girl's eyes.

"Where are you going? Do you know the rice cooker is broken? The gas is gone, the food is not there, I'm hungry... I don't have any money, I'm fired!" Clear liquid flows itself in an emotional tone.

"You should be doing her real work" Anita snapped because she was upset that Alora didn't give her the money.

"What's? All this time I never asked for anything with mom because we know our lives are difficult" said alora stopped because she did not want to continue.

"Our life is hard? Aye! We're tough guys! You knew? Mama's been suffering ever since you got into this family!" Anita still uses her snapped tone.

"Yahoooo!" Alora finally raised her voice then rose from her seat.

"Alora is tired! Mama please come out! Or I'm the one who came out" after finishing said the girl went out and left Anita alone inside the house.

Just walking down the street, it was dark but he did not want to go home and he also had nowhere to go. After a few more steps he found a bus stop and stopped by.

Sighing heavily on his breath by closing his eyes then opening his eyes and just staring blankly at the streets. He hid his hair behind the hodie he was wearing and then pulled the hood over his head and raised the zipper up to the neck. He leaned his body against the corner wall of the stop and his head touched the foundation post. Alora's eyes slowly closed.

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Alora opened her eyes and her vision blurred only to see the white room. After completely opening his eyes he saw the infusion liquid attached. His eyes followed in the footsteps of the infusion hose and finally found his hand had been attached to the infusion.

"Dreaming cave?" Inner asked.

"Loe pake sick all the trouble to be a person!" The first word that came out when the young man entered.

"The nightmarish cave" Inner Alora.

"Dragon talk loe yes, mentang loe ganteng do not talk carelessly, cave plug gangorikan loe use pen tau rasa loe! Most everyone can be sick, beware if you are sick will not cave jengukin!" Lia's nagging was long as soon as she walked in and hit Andre's arm in annoyance.

"Looraaaa kok loe can ginii siih" the cute beautiful girl immediately embraced her best friend who was still lying down.

"Aakh" Alora hissed in pain "Apaan means cave don't dream!" His inner being as he realized his hand hurt interested as Lia hugged him.

"Where are you going to school a week? You eat it regularly, right? Why do doctors say you are malnourished and soy sauce anyway? The cave comes home, loenya gaada Loe where to go?" Lia just kept nagging because of worry.

"Udah-alah Liaa! Let Alora rest first, just as she's healing!" The beautiful maam just entered distracting the three students.

"Beautiful Mom?" Alora looked stunned.

"You're lucky, quickly taken to the hospital. Thanks to Andre! He is also the one who carries the cost of the hospital" said Ms. Indah.

"Andre?" Ask the girl who is lying down.

Andre seemed to put on a lazy look then glanced at the girl.

"Thank you!" Alora looked at Andre.

"Yes yes!" Andre Sahut.

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Last night, a young man who was coming home found Alora unconscious, and his body fell off the bench. This young man directly got down from his car when he happened to open the window and looked.

"Alora! Alora!" He said as he patted the thin cheek softly.

"Please open the back door of the car!" His orders to the driver.

He carried the unconscious girl to his car and put her in his lap.

"Snap to the nearest hospital!"

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The break bell has rung, the classes full of hungry humans come out one by one. Andre who had narrowed his eyes looked straight at Alora who was sitting in the back of the corner of the classroom.

After tidying up the book on her desk Alora prepared to lay her head on the thick book she placed for the pillow on the table.

"Loe's not a snack?" Ask my friend Lia.

"Hmm hmm. cave sleepy" said Lia's colleague while shaking his head.

Finally Alora spread her head and closed her eyes.

"Cave fart! Someone wants a bullshit cave" said Andre approached the target girl from earlier.

Alora is forced to wake up because of her debt, thinking that since Andre helped her he must also be kind by following behind the handsome young man.

However, this school was never as crowded as the sound of the screams of the girls when Andre passed them, ranging from shouting in excitement, greeting shyly and calling his name.

However, instead they instantly fell silent as I passed them 30 seconds after Andre.

After arriving at the deserted school field the handsome young man stopped his steps and turned around. Alora stopped and only her ears looked around with a confused expression.

"Yok's dating!" Andre said successfully made the girl's eyes wide open and hooked her forehead in confusion.

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