My Secret Alora's
Nostalgic

"My life is a mess" this phrase is hidden behind the sweet lips that smile every day.

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People just want to see what they think is right and hear what they want in response. But behind all that, everyone has a trauma that they hide to form their character today.

Today a girl named Alora just came home from work after Magrib. He rained along the way and kept glancing at every hawker shop he met because he felt very hungry, but could not buy it because he did not have enough money.

The girl with the half-torn dongker coat reached her house cold. He found his father and sister who had come home for a while before returning to work out of town.

Shortly after changing clothes, he headed to the nearest minimarket to buy a pack of instant noodles. She cooked it at home. The noodles that have been inflated are placed on the table for a while because they have to go to the bathroom. When he returned he saw his noodle container was empty, and located a few pieces of dime on the side of the container.

"So Ali ate his noodles, you bought them again just keep making them again!" his father said and left.

"Yeah Alora's hungry too, why aren't you so sensitive?"

Somehow it made him sad and angry, because he felt his father did not care for him. His tiredness and hunger were nothing, although his mienya was changed, but it was clear that his father only loved his sister.

After all his noodles were gone, he only ate rice with oil and salt accompanied by the remaining salted fish yesterday. He ate while crying alone.

The heavier the life lived makes a person more sensitive and too quick to conclude. Not because they love each other but are not appreciated.

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The clattering sound of birds singing in the morning wakes Alora who wants to spend her weekend sleeping. He finally woke up and could no longer sleep. He went to the terrace of his house and just sat staring. This house is as quiet as usual.

"Hey All" someone patted her on the shoulder.

"Huh?" The girl who let her hair unravel looked a little surprised then turned to her right side, looking as if Andre was already sitting next to her. Alora hooked her forehead and eyeballs asked.

"Aaaaaaa" the tone of the handsome-faced young man rhymed. "Cave see the gate open cave entrance, besides the cave is also again joined at home, fitting cave loe deh clay!"

"Continue?" Ask Alora.

"Hmm... actually anyone wants tanyain cave, loe.... already got the job?" Andre hesitantly asked.

"Udah, in the coffee shop near the school" Alora said calmly.

"uh? Not a coffee shop, but a coffee shop? Visitors must be gents, can not find a job in a better place what?"

"Loe thinks finding a job is easy?"

"Makanya gua says, so cave girl, cave pay-loe!"

"Cua doesn't need money! It's quiet now that nobody bothers you anymore, so we don't have to pretend in front of them anymore"

"You know, they're just looking at us for a week, they're gonna be suspicious!"

The girl silenced without an answer, she looked at Andre and thought "i envy you!"

"The cave will still help you loe kok, as long as you do not interfere in the private affairs of the cave!" Alora.

The two of them seemed to just sit quietly staring at the overcast sky.

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"Thursday, July 29 last year

The day I realized I only had myself in this world.

A month earlier I had an accident, since then I started getting moody and very sensitive. The times I was weakest and needed a helping hand, but there's no one. My parents were indifferent, ranging from the cost of compensation to treatment, I paid with my savings from work.

I also understand they have no money so I demand nothing. But can't they just give a little more attention like other parents?"

The taste does not fade at all, but is seen more clearly as time goes on.

"Love?" Andre seemed to take a pikr after listening to Alora who had just arrived to tell a story.

"Why cave story to the ello?" Alora let out a heavy sigh and said "lupain aja babbling cave earlier"

"So because you only have yourself so you work hard? According to the cave no human was truly alone, they must have had people who supported them silently, he said, without realizing it they actually exist and many people are not able to show affection even though they want to"

"Loe know? Cave life is also not so lucky, the cave also has a thing that the cave holds itself" continued Andre.

Alora just kept quiet with a silent look. Andre glanced at the girl with a different look than before then said

Yet Alora remained silent and simply stared blankly at the ground.

The weather was getting cloudy and it finally rained, both of them ran into the house. Two warm cups of coffee on a window-side table whose glass condenses are exposed to splashes of rainwater. The two men just sit still occasionally sipping their warm coffee.

"Loraaaa! Ujan-ujan gini delicious eat Pop noodles, skuy!" Shouted Lia who came in a hurry with her yellow umbrella.

Like her own home, Lia went into the kitchen to turn on the dispenser and headed for the living room.

"Eh? How come you're here?" The little girl was surprised to see Andre with Alora.

"So. guaa.." haven't had time to finish the sentence, Lia cut.

"Oh sure loe rain right back home, Alora invite loe in so as not to get rained! Good Loraanya Liaa is very good xixi" this girl chuckles to herself while covering her small mouth and brandishing her two thumbs towards her bestie.

"Where's the pop noodles?" Ask Alora.

"Omg cave only take two!" Lia wearing

a serious look and the two people in front of him just fell silent to each other throwing glances at each other and le towards Lia.

"Please, the cave there bring more hihi" Lia's face seketia changed back cheerful.

All three cup pop noodles are filled with water on the table, then just need to wait for the noodles to expand.

"Guys story dong! What cake? Sepi was very just heard the sound of rain touching the tile" Lia raised her voice because she could not stand the silence.

"Okeh, let the cave tell. It used to fit the first cave here at the age of 10 years, the cave met a girl she was 1 year younger than the cave. Twice a year the cave back here the cave always ends time with him because he has no other friends"

"Then anyway? Cowo as good as loe don't have any friends? Loe's lie!" Sahut Lia enthusiastic.

"Yes the cave is serious, and the most inget cave always rains fitting cave with him, he said, we quietly played in the rain and went home while our clothes were a little dry so we didn't get a spiritual flush with mom hihi" Andre laughed at him and Lia laughed and Alora just smiled a little.

"Yeah loe bener, the cave also played rain gegara follow cement, the return of spiritual flush plus water again from the mother in told to play rain again so that it hurts, let all buried he said, saying, mak gua was horrified" said Lia and laughed.

After the two teenagers who told him that ending the last second of his laughter, they stared expectantly at Alora, so that the girl in front of them also shared a story about the rain. Alora realized four beads were highlighting her.

"What? The cave did not want a childhood cave! As the cave recalls.the cave never plays rain"

"Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh" Andre and Lia simultaneously voiced in increasingly lower tones.

"The noodles can already be eaten, let's eat!"  Alora continued after lifting a spoonful of noodles from her cup, she blew slowly and sipped to enjoy it.

Lia and Andre ate in the rain that day.

Not long after, there was a knock on the door. Lia got up from her chair to open the door.

"Kok loe is here?" Lia's voice echoed making the other two teenagers head towards the door and show the same expression.

"Art?" Alora seemed to open her mouth in disbelief as she looked.

The mystery of Beni who just arrived at Alora's house was not answered, because no one dared to ask this Psyco hansome again, honestly they just did not want to get into trouble.

"The cave just brought 3 pop noodles, you want? Eat have a cave!" Said Lia bending her lips because she was afraid and annoyed to have to give up her noodles.

Silence without answer. Beni only glanced at Alora since she came, the scary look did not move to make Alora think she would be in trouble until she did not exhale. The time to sigh was only when Beni blinked for 0.1 second Alora with her brief calmness.

"Loe's gonna kill the cave?" Alora finally looked at Beni.

"What the hell is Alora horrified by the question!" Said Lia looking shocked as well as Andre who widened his eyeballs.

"Loe wants to die, huh?" Beni said to Alora successfully made Lia gulp her saliva.

"Yeah if that's what you want please! Gonna pack what? the poison? A knife? Over where? Scratch on the neck of the puncture on the stomach?" Oceh Alora.

"Loe dared to abort the cave?" Asked Beni with his sinister tone.

Lia looked worried, he could not stop Alora who did not want to lose to Beni, because still upset he was fired for trivial reasons.

"Hush you guys why gather here? Speaking of what try to pack all knives, already! disperse! Lia go back home! You young people can already go home the rain has subsided! Alora goes to the aunt's house to eat" Isma, Lia's mother, comes to the rescue of two people who are suspected of psyco.

They came out together, Isma with the two girls left first. There remained two handsome young men in front of the gate of Alora's house. The two stared at each other sharply, after a few seconds turning their faces and walking in the opposite direction.

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