My Selfish Woman
My Selfish Woman (1)

My Selfish Woman

Part 1

Actually the taste will grow and then decay over time. Sharp bends adorn the tracing of young souls. A little backward, forward again, pull over, go extinct.

Raga has a beautiful level does not determine how spacious the chest looks painful. Weakening does not make the end of destiny come near. Cheering also does not make destiny stop.

True His words “Follow my orders, stay away from my ban” more or less like that.

Against the current ready to pick up defeat.

A small estimation, if weighed weight is able to occupy a ton, the vocabulary he was carrying while with me.

If my main cycle follows look-acquaintance-befriend and then just act normal, maybe the wound is not deep.

Ahhh. regret always comes later, the first one is sweet.

Hopefully, outside he does not place hope in every corner of the female niche.

Ting, incoming notification on WhatsApp app. I opened the application there is a name Kk Bintang there.

"Assalamualaikum Ay, what else to do? Not busy?

I read his message repeatedly while guessing what he meant by his question. Until back and forth the chat application with a sense of curiosity. I closed it again, opened it again so a colekan ripped me out of daydreams. Wellh, who else if not the joke of my friend the most Comedy.

"Apasih Na colek. There's a meatball who wants to be in makeup". (Na, that's the greeting that used to be used by Joke friends)

"Why? Shocked yes. haha so play hp tuh do not be serious. Reply to the chat." Cielah just reply chat kok long very. See that I ting ting ting ting many notifs enter (while showing the contents of the message). Lah elo it's just thought long kek stacking sripsi aja loh"

I ignored his very short, dense, and vague speech. 33333, I touched my phone screen at number 3 five times. Read again the contents of the message from kk Bintang and. now on the mobile phone screen already at 11.15 pm.

"Waalaikumsalam, again relax aja nih kk, why?"

"Widihhh where have you been so long ago."

"It's normal, tomorrow there's no schedule for college so busy watching this, hehe."

"Someone wants me to talk about Ay. That's why I'm busy, right?

"What the hell is kk?"

"Earth. Do you know Earth? So gini, this afternoon while we were relaxing in the boarding house, suddenly Earth said the same to me, he said he liked ama lo Ay. Said since I met you last night at Asti's boarding house, he fell in love with you."

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I didn't tell her screams because last night I stayed up. Ordinary, an app I visit that has a lot of action movies in it.

I really like action films and detectives so sometimes when chatting with Joke what is played in the film I express also to Joke.

My vision is in this small room that uses blue chat, white chat ceiling, and carpet pocket prices blue in line with the color of the room wall. While the entire room is surrounded by planks of teak wood.

Well, Jenaka and I are indeed one class and one school since Junior High School, also studied at the same university but different majors. We both graduated High School in 2015 and entered college at the end of 2015. So that both my nature and his nature we already understand each other very well.

"Wake up Ay, from earlier hp loh sound continues, there is a call from Kk Bintang." You have a lecture schedule today, it's 10:12 loh see... (Jenaka while showing her phone screen in front of me that is still crouching behind the blanket).

"Yes Na, yes. Where are you going to be so neat?"

"Where not, why if the morning was neat. Wrong huh?"

"Not really, that's it."

"Eh wake up yuk, accompany me to go buy noodles. Laper me up."

"Yes, wait a minute. Make the feeling better first. Hufff."

The kiosk we were heading to this time was not far from the cost, it took a minute to arrive.

We both come from a family that is quite simple to understand, college does not need a luxurious residence and luxurious style, as it is. The important thing is that parents give the opportunity to go to college are very grateful. Primary education prestige 100th affairs.

This cosy number is 20 rooms, on the first floor 10 rooms and on the second floor 10 rooms. The entire first floor room uses a wall while the second floor is surrounded by teak wood planks. That is why we both choose rooms on the second floor in addition to the cheaper price compared to the first floor we also avoid flooding that often occurs in the rainy season.

It is very comfortable and safe because the owner lives here. So, the stall we were heading to was the kiosk of the boarding house.

"Fried steamed noodles two packs of bu."

"Is this for breakfast or lunch Na?"

"Hehe, for two, ma'am."

"The money fits Na, 5000."

"Yes mom, thank you."

"Eh, did you fall asleep last night? I see that you are still on fire and your eyes are closed with a smile. It's pura pura sleep, fantasize, or....".

"Or whatever hah, you think it's weird I'm shaking all these two-plate noodles."

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