My Selfish Woman

My Selfish Woman
My Selfish Woman (20)


My Selfish Woman


Section 20


Some things are prepared during a long distance relationship; such as instilling the principle of trusting each other and maintaining communication. So that there is openness in every problem, even the slightest. Although some people prefer to be quiet. Then pour out your heart on social media. However, things are different with Earth and Ay. Neither Bumi nor Ay expose anything too much on social media.


However, what happens if the virtual world is inactive while the two are undergoing a long-distance relationship. Earth is returning home; Ay is busy with her internship duties to meet the requirements towards the next step.


Almost, every day Earth contacts Ay just asking; already eating, with whom, how the atmosphere at the internship place, even uttering words of mutter. After a day, Ay did not respond to a word. The ninja path of Earth is patient. Like steel, strong and durable, that's the sense of patience that men have the burly body.


"Tell you Earth, I'm not going anywhere. But, don't call me every day!" The joke komat manit mentions the sentence expressed by Ay. The words were quite serious and I don't know what they meant.


After Jenaka asked if Kak Bumi was possessive, the chat situation of the two was not as usual, there was a barrier wall. The look on Ay's face that has been selfish from there, looks more serem when the conversation yesterday was so intense and Jenaka seemed to interfere in his opinion. The beautiful woman's cold attitude came out exactly the same as the ice cubes that had been in the refrigerator for many years, cold and hard.


"Ay, today's internship break? Ask Joke from the corner of the terrace.


While Ay is busy fiddling with the keyboard of a laptop that is already old twilight. It often breaks down because it was bought 7 years ago. Maybe it's time to replace it. Her little swaying legs followed the music dip of her dress.


"Ay, still angry? Joke sorry yes." Continue Joking with a soft voice. But still ignored by Ay.


"Huffff, gini is very much alive. It's wrong, it's wrong. The truest chicken, want to stay ngedan aja without knowing the place." Jenaka said interrupted by the busyness of his eyes following the vehicle that passed by on the road ahead of the cost.


Still busy with the laptop, Ay just focus on the screen. His fingers alternately pressed the keys on the keyboard. The sense of the hearer and his sight are not deaf and not blind, he knew and saw that there was a joke sitting in the same room and his ears heard well what his best friend had asked of him from earlier. What problem he tried to neutralize, so to just crush Joke is so difficult.


Finally, Jenaka got up from her seat approaching towards Ay. Can not bear to see the owner selfish trouble focusing the mind on the two objects in front, between the manual preparation of the internship report and the laptop. "Is there anything I can help you with?" The joke offered itself with a slightly firm voice. Think of it as a bribe to find out what he meant by his statement yesterday.


"No need. I'm still strong." Ketus answer.


"still angry?


"You think?


"It's not."


"Quick read, page two paragraph one!" Also soften this rust-hearted woman.


Joke throws a cynical smile. "Don't be your vengeful!" His words relaxed while poking Ay's nose and following the tone of speaking to one of the Indonesian comedy films.


"Who is vengeful?


"You."


"Son, you."


"Loh! How me? Try to remember what ever the most beautiful joke of this vengeance on people? Tell Joke to dismiss Ay's accusation, that he is the one who is vengeful.


"Lazy thought. Help me to read. Otherwise you move from beside me." Every word that comes out of his mouth sharp, vibes like a boss in the work offices. Firm and spicy.


"Yes, yeah. It's not so bad, mom." The joke began to read sentence by sentence until it did not feel nearly an hour.


"Okay, get here a Na." The index points to the book right on a table.


"Later on, towards the end of the internship. I just made his raw report. Full report later after the files are accommodated from a friend of the department." A very polite explanation such as lecturers explaining the material to students or teachers giving material to students, the raw language is also clear and solid.


Joke nods her eyes heavy with sleepiness.


* * *


The clang of the phone that was loud enough shocked Ay from the serious explanation of the material given by the teacher pamong in front of the students. Then, stop for a moment to ask permission for students to answer the phone.


He stepped out of the classroom towards the terrace. He reached into the cell phone from the pocket of the dark blue alma mater. Tumben, this time he immediately picked up. Usually he doesn't care. It increases the brightness on the phone screen to find out who is contacting. 'Kk Bintang' contact name that is clearly displayed on the screen. Come on breathe out slowly.


"Hello kk Bin. Is there a need?"


"Yes, hello Ay. Actually there's no need for Ay. Just want some news. Healthy?


"Oh. I'm healthy kk."


"Hehe. How healthy? It hurt?" To the point.


"Idihhh, serem very question loh. Uh, by the way, somebody wants to talk to you Ay."


"Who? Talk aja. Hurry up, you know, because I'm teaching at this internship."


"Hello, can you recognize my voice?"


"Yes, you're Earth, right!? The face turned irritated and he immediately ended the phone call.


And the closest ninja path he took was to disable the cell phone.


After learning that there is also an Earth, Ay disconnects the phone. Apparently Earth found a new way to communicate with Ay. Ask for Star help as the main mode. However, the intention of the heart to help friends, even the stars of apes made Ay. First, I guess what the stars mean. The mode that Earth and Stars use does not apply to it.


Come back to the classroom. Continuing the task that was rested earlier. The mood is gone, from the soft voice and appearance of an educator to a sharp turn like a Tiger ready to pounce on prey.


Tidying up the books and other items he brought into the room, one by one Ay put into his backpack. He tried to control himself to neutralize the brain, stay relaxed to look elegant in front of learners.


Actually for the time of the subjects that he potent for a while stay fifteen minutes more. Based on the RPP in fifteen minutes was intended to evaluate the material at the meeting, but he was shortened because his mood was damaged. Say hello as a closing Teaching and Learning Activity (**).


"Kids for today's meeting, we got here. See you next week. Wassalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Westarakatuh and good afternoon."


Step over to the exit and turn left towards the special student room prepared by the school for the period of practice or internship. The room is next to the library.


Emotionally, she was in control, and she activated her phone to contact Bintang. While leaning the body onto the sofa provided by the school. One minute, win yourself. His phone rang with the same name 'Kk Bintang'.


"Kkk Hallo." The volume of the sound is very small to impress relaxed.


"It's still the same with Earth? The next is suspicious.


"Emang why Ay? Another storm?"


"No. If it's still there. I'm gonna die."


"Not Ay. I'm leaving."


"Alhamdulillah."


"Well, thank God. He said there was no problem. How now Alhamdulillah."


The Earth is still next to the stars. Repeatedly Bumi asked for help from his sidekick. To find out why Ay blocked all lines of communication.


The star cleared his throat and charged Ay with a few questions. "Your contact block of Earth? I never reply to chats, phone calls, and video calls? Ay busy? Is the training exhausting? Or what?


Ay divided the attention between the discussion of his apprentice and hearing the Star. The focus is not so focused. Both the voice of the Star and the discordant voice of the internship group discussion were equally noisy. Then, Ay raised his left hand giving the code permission to exit the discussion circle.


"Hallo kk Bin's. Can you slow down, right? There are many school children."


"Read chat Ay! The answer is based on the number yes." In order not to repeat the same question, Bintang took the initiative to create a list of questions and send them to WhatApp Ay. There are four numbers.


"Yes, yeah. If I answer the whole thing, can't I?"


"Can. What matters is that I answer. That can't be Ay's always a bitch." Answer is satire. Like a public discussion.


Stars add volume, so that the Earth can listen carefully.


"Gini kk, we've been wanting this for three years. From the beginning I said, I don't like calls, chats, video calls every day. Especially every minute. And maybe you Earth already knows that. Maybe also yesterday then Joke suda kasi know the same to Earth if I'm not going anywhere, I'm here, but please don't contact me. My point is there's no way I'm just serving him. We both have busy lives. If the busyness of ka Bumi only connects me continuously; and my busyness is different, I again complete the internship process. And I'm tired. Lately you Earth seems not to believe me. The charges are also many kk Bin."


"And I've thought it's bad good that I'm gonna..."


Cut the Star "don't dong Ay, talk about it carefully. Don't be in a hurry." As if the Star knew the meaning of Ay's description, he quickly cut off the terrible chirp.


Seriate...