My Selfish Woman
My Selfish Woman (17)

My Selfish Woman

Section 17

His heart's broken. The more it falls. Apparently Ay had a nightmare in his long sleep. A cute and sensitive friend beside her, dribbling Ay's head for a moment leaning on her shoulders. The soft fingers continued to untangle Ay's hair strands. As soon as it was Jenaka knew the feelings that his closest friend was experiencing.

It is undeniable, how many years he has been sharing grief and jokes, just this time Ay looks as hiccup as a dream of a man. Lastly, Jenaka saw Ay as sad as it was when the ship took off its anchor to sail towards the remote land. The same portion, if the port is the place to meet also the separation of our most silent loved ones, meet and part in the dream as well as the port.

Ay tightened his embrace, his back trembling withstanding the sound of crying. Not ready for a joke to ask what exactly happened. Let Ay let all the feelings of sadness, then he asked about his dream.

On the screen of the phone, it has been pointed at 6.42. Joke pulled the hand she gave Ay.

"Yes, drink some more yuk." Joke Suggestions, seeing Ay a little tired from her crying. He poured water into the glass, then handed it to Ay.

Ay just nodded. His eyes began to cheerfully. Slow controlled calm. "I'm Na's dream!"

"Night you have a nightmare?" Tanya Joke.

"Yes, I dream of Earth. In the dream he was an accident." He took the blanket off his body.

"Haha, finally you cry too." Instead of asking about the accident how in the lead Ay, Jenaka instead laughed cynically by pointing the index finger at the eel Ay. A cold-hearted woman, miraculously sheds tears just because her lover dreams of an accident, and she cries. According to Jenaka, it's just a dream reaction is quite big.

"Kok laughing? You're happy that you were in an accident?" Hardly Ay throw Jenaka's index finger off her forehead.

"Yes, that's a baper. I mean laughing, a friend Ay Jenaka so loh, this morning managed to cry. That new dream and that dream is a sleeping flower. How is it that sister Bumi who every day in cuek mulu ya same girlfriend."

"Yes his name is also human, there was a time when he was devastated. It's nothing yes, I cry because in the dream my skirt is wrapped around the motor chain."

"Oh, that's it. Kirain. But, by the way you kangen is the same brother Earth? The LDR. There's no friendly chat-chatan from sister Earth?" Hidden talent Jenaka is curious level Arisan moms, hehe.

The joke continues to tease Ay, swiping his right arm at Ay, and creating a haunting sound in front of Ay. The friend who has the chin looks disgusting with a joke attitude. He rushed to cut the distance, sprightly Jenaka pulled his hand until his curve body fell into a soft mattress.

"Iihhh, disgust me. Lo why the hell Na? Don't-don't you go lesbian..."

It's not over said Ay, Jenaka cut and poked Ay's stomach. "Basic perverted brain. Gini if you watch a strange movie.

"Eh, this is half eight. Bathing yuk Na, we send you to Earth at eight. Quick. You're the first to shower." Ay prepares to send Earth to the Port.

"Yes, yes." Reply Jenaka who has a soap basket.

"Don't take long, two minutes." Said again.

"Gigi lo two minutes, 20 minutes if I take a shower."

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Not turning away the glances of his eyes, imagining the days to be passed now, tomorrow, and a month ahead. Somehow every time I close half the body beside him, there is a comfortable swish even cool. I thought that, I was guarding a Kindergarten at school.

After all, Ay was the only age to step on the head of two, but his thoughts were not. I also know, the selfish attitude that he has shown so far, does not describe his subconscious that still shows his effective attitude. That made my worries peak when I was about to leave him alone.

Reach his eyes, visit one by one corner of the waiting room, his left hand looks back and forth open a small black bag. The last time he took out a black bag. Approaching me.

The earth that was shocked by the gift had no intention of asking what it contained inside.

"Huh.iya, yes." The Earth quickly unzipped a medium-size backpack and kept the pouch from Ay.

"No thanks?" Ay frowned.

"Hehe, forgot. Thank you Ay." Her speech.

"Don't block my number often Ay, we're the LDR one month. I'm sad if it stays on the block." Continue Earth. His body is pinching Ay's left arm.

"I'll do it!" As usual, the sentence never disappeared from his memory.

Meanwhile, the Star, Joke, and the other that comes between are about 10 meters from the seat of Ay and Earth. They give their own space for the two creatures who are filing the soul to take care of the taste from a distance later.

"Good morning. For passengers on destination xx (city name censored) we welcome to the ticket checkpoint. Thank you." Thank you." The presumptuous voice of a woman who served in this Harbor scattered Ay from her eyes to the Earth.

The earth rushed to its feet, fixing the position of the backpack on its back. Jemari squeezed the finger of the beautiful girl beside her who looked cloudy, her lips twitching, eyes flushed red.

"Be careful here! Don't be naughty, joke around when you go out for a walk." Only Earth's gentle demeanor managed to drop Ay's bulir from its source. The earth rubs its head with its left hand.

Ay nodded, his eyes falling on the floor of the waiting room in his position. He could not answer the words of the earth. Just nodding and softly muttering. "Emmm".

"Don't cry, it's only a month." Speak the Earth that sees slender women, wiping droplets of longing. "Drug."

The end of this morning's look. The earth quickly turned its back on Ay stepped definitely into the ticket examination room. The back never once looked at what was happening in the back after the fingers had come off.

Joke is sensitive to Ay's condition, throwing a smile and nod to the sign that there is still him who is ready to accompany the next days. Dropped the phone out of the bag pocket, squeezed the contact 'Ka Earth' sent a message.

"Remember Ay, don't stay there long!" What feeling came so that the finger typed that command line. Not usually.

Check two, but the grass has a reply. Maybe the Earth is busy with ticket checks. Or feel the same.

"Huffff..." A rough gust of his long breath. "Na, wait for the Earth to pass from the passenger bridge and just go home." He pointed towards the passenger bridge.

Usually on this bridge the last part of the passengers can be seen. After that, the space leading up the stairs to the destination ship.

After three minutes, the Earth appears up there.

"Drug.drug..." Ay had been waiting from earlier to raise both palms to reply to the code from Earth. Although the smile could not be reached by the Earth from above, it still widened its lips giving the most beautiful smile to half a soul.

* * *

This morning took away the shadows. How the lounge hall shows people hugging each other, letting go of longing ready to part with our loved ones. Although some went to come back again, to scavenge the windfall, and ended up parting did not find a way home. I saw, all shoulders trembling slowly, holding back the indescribable pain.

Is that so the pill of this graying room? Or is it just my feelings that are good?. Joke this time who felt the sadness of the scenery in the first place it was the site. Anyone out there, must have felt how loud the cry of letting go.

From his best friend Ay, Jenaka is increasingly convinced there are some places that are most solemn for us to contemplate, in addition to places of worship, also the prostration room in the boarding room is the Port. From Ay, Jenaka is increasingly convinced that there is nothing really ego, it all takes time and effort.

Seriate...