My Selfish Woman
My Selfish Woman (19)

My Selfish Woman

Section 19

Day to evening, the breeze is no longer felt as usual. Indeed, there is no significant change in the coolness of the city twilight. Vehicles and people no one turned away. Also, the fallen leaves in the hallway we both passed by, never absent littering the road. Looking to the right to the left is as fragile as the beginning sentence in this paragraph.

Again, read the first sentence in this section. Happy not to really stop by. Mundahs don't really settle down. Only time can tell when to come and go. Hola, I'm just gonna take a corner of town. Like a crowd, but not my circumstances. Like the loss of a needle in the middle of sand, shallow but difficult to find.

Ay has cultivated the nature of the closest friends are no exception Earth. He said 'what you see, what you experience with me, that's me. If Ay is good in your eyes then fine according to you, but if my appearance is bad then selfish is the answer'. Briefly, his speech was not joking.

There are not many messages that Ay conveyed to Bumi ahead of the departure time at the Port. Just 'don't be long, remember Ay' and a box with a bracelet. If it is listened to correctly the strands that Ay revealed, it has a very deep meaning and double meaning. However, Earth is the one who understands what Ay said the most even if only one letter. So, implicitly the Earth has studied further.

Two weeks is not a short time for people who are in long-distance contact, including Ay. If you see the seriousness of the Earth melted hard rock Ay, there is a change little by little. It was because it was in the same location and met every day. If you are in one location, Ay does not really care about the Earth let alone being in the distance. Read the two words at the beginning of this paragraph. During that time the woman who owns the thin mustache does not respond to the Earth. Phone, chat, video calls are never picked up. Unable to guess his will.

Sometimes there are trivial things that become a reason why he did not respond to his handsome girlfriend. It was not just the Earth that he treated like that. For everyone with an interest in it.

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Bumi had been trying hard to contact him since the ship he was sailing to reach the destination port, to tell him that he had arrived safely, never to be answered once. One, two, three days in the beginning, Earth still understands Ay's behavior. He watches Ay through his friend Joke. Although sometimes the Earth berates itself to vent emotions. Still holding on to not saying bad words.

"Dad." The first message that Earth sent when the ship he was riding was already leaning in the harbor of his beloved village.

"I've arrived Ay. Thank God I'm okay. It's just my bad feelings, for missing you." Further Earth slightly adds the words mode as a sweetener to a girl he loves very much. It's ticked two, but it's not blue. As usual, it eliminates some of the functionality of the app. For example, he deactivated the blue light. The base of Ay's agate head, haha.

"Please reply Ay, plissssss." Connect the man owner of that patience. The last message sent already ticked two as well.

It is still one day An LDR, Ay has shown his indifference to the Earth. How about for the next month.

The earth breathed a long sigh, then exhaled slowly while placing the device on the table next to the salon. Then, he shifted to the edge of the bed, breaking down the body and mind for a moment to eliminate the soybean and the hubbub of the mind. The white bedroom sky accompanied the nap, the atmosphere of the quiet house there was only the Father, Mother, and her sister. Two more brothers have disappeared since two hours ago, either where they went or what busy they are completing.

I slowly heard a soft voice calling my name. Wiggling the body also occasionally breaks down strands of hair. So comfortable, that in the vision began to guess who was beside me. I had time to say, hopefully the one who woke me from sleep soundly is Ay. Because of what happened the last few days, it led to a deep longing for him.

The longer it takes 15 minutes, in the recumbent position of the Earth realized the nuances of different rooms. The rustic atmosphere is seen from the shadows of the trees near the Window. Shake your eyes and call Mom who is washing dishes in the kitchen. Apparently that soft voice was my first soul mate, mother.

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Compared to Ay who chose to not communicate, the Earth is more tormented because it is ignored by his lover Ay. If Ay is not feeling how the Earth tries to contact him, it disappears just like in the swallow of nature; compared to 100 % with the Earth at all times asking for news even though it is the slightest thing. Ay's back in the nest, chuckle and

selfishness is more in control of the mind.

Often, Jenaka is overwhelmed again bored. Ask why are you bored? Well, the answer is none other than because every minute seduces Ay to respond to Earth. Almost free time, Jenaka's work is faced with the problems of Ay and Earth. No idea why these two humans survived for almost 3 years of love. If you look around, there are no rats and cats grabbing fish heads in the middle of the night,

exact same.

"Ay, try to answer the phone dong from kak Bumi." Say jokes in the silence of the night. Ay just stared at the cynical joke from a lying position.

"Try Ay explain, why is brother Earth ignored continuously? Is there something wrong or is there something else that Ay doesn't like? Go, explain! I as your most beautiful friend beat the clear face of the mothers of Arisan, ready to hear your complaints." Joke gets closer to Ay, pulling on Ay's favorite blanket. He has been covering his entire body since the time has passed. Joke was confused by his cold attitude.

"Na, you can be quiet! Get the blanket, here. I don't want to argue, I want to sleep." Ay got up for a while answering firmly full of seriousness. No less serious with his eyeballs.

"Eatya, if you do not want to debate the response dong with the Earth sister." Answer Jokes.

"And I told you Ay, once you waste a man like the Earth sister there is no second chance for you to fix. What you're doing is past Ay's limit, where there are men surviving if not Earth's sister. Never think, love will grow if treated with one person. Look, you've wanted three years. And what happened all this time, just brother Earth trying, while Ay, a second never." Joke like a cult in the middle of the night with a congregation of one person. However, what cares about the woman who has thick eyebrows, even she closed her hearing tightly with a blanket that she took back from Jenaka.

Unsatisfied Jenaka gave an understanding he opened a new question "Why, sister Earth cheating huh or sister Earth is too possessive?"

"Jawab Ay, otherwise we can't be friends anymore." Horrified also the joke.

Random hair, marks in the corner of the eye piled up, Ay loudly woke up sitting upright right in front of Joke "Na, you ever think how I feel not? From the time you were with me, when you were not familiar with my nature. I'm tired Na, I'm tired. If Bumi asks me to answer the chat, phone, video call every minute, do I ever ask not to call me? It never is. Tell Bumi, I'm not going anywhere, but don't call me like her boss treats her secretary at will. And I'm not that secretary." He immediately stepped away, open the door carrying a soap basket to the bathroom to wash his face.

"Huh, this a..pa? How I was blamed. What's my fault. Is trust not important? I'm just conveying my trust from Brother Earth." Joke blurted in surprise with Ay's attitude just now.

"If I had not known these two cold humans, I might not have been this busy filling the internet quota. But, there are benefits too. Because if it's not Bumi's sister who chatted me, my phone notification is quiet like a public grave, hihi. Strange, strange.kok yes possessive men meet women cold like ice cubes fish yes, haha. You're an empty sling." The hilarious manner of the joke itself lays a sexy body on top of that simple bed.

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