My soul mate

My soul mate
CHAPTER 112


The sun enters through the hordes...


I opened my eyes. It was noon. I saw my watch..


By phone at this guest house, I asked permission to go to the hospital last night...


And through one grain of sleeping pills, I was able to fall asleep at three in the morning...


I stretched the muscle in my body...


Open the room curtain and let the sunlight hit my face...


What am I doing here??


Why should I hide...


No matter what happens, I'm an independent woman..


I shouldn't be afraid of leaving the mandala..


I have a steady job..


I can support myself...


I can go back to the area without having to think about Mandala...


huh. I brushed off the evil shadow of myself that made it into my brain..


Mandalas...


Must have been worried all night...


He must have been looking for me where..


Will he act crazy to look for me...


Or the....


She's glad I didn't come home πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯


I covered my confused face...


I have to go back today anyway..


everything has to be clear today...


After the shower, I decided to go back to the dorm...


But these legs feel heavy..


Ega...


listen to the mandala explanation....


I'm calling a cab...


If Mandala does not work, we will meet at the Dormitory...


But if he works, I decide to pack up all my stuff...


Taxis enter the gate of the hostel...


I opened the car window showing my face to the guard...


"doctor, why take a taxi?"


The guard asked me. I just smiled...


This morning the dormitory is deserted...


Children are still in school, and mothers are still with their own activities..


The door of the house is closed.Mandala car is not there.meaning the mandala is not in the house...


I entered the house.right, the mandala is not at home..


the room is still neat, meaning that the mandala last night did not sleep in this room..


I took my suitcase...


Suddenly there was the sound of a car on the brake quickly and the sound of a door that closed loudly..


Mandala came home.Something might report to Mandala if I'm back in the dorm...


I continue what I've done..


Mandala went into the room with Melky...


They looked at me for a moment...


Mandala hugged me.. I just kept quiet...


Melky came out and closed the door...


"Where are you? what the hell are you doing?why your phone's dead"


Mandala hugged me while asking.there was no angry tone in her voice. still with her gentleness spoke to me. only her voice slightly trembled...


"You want to kill me, give me poison, don't kill me with your departure"


My tears suddenly dripped hearing all the words mandala said..


Why isn't Mandala scolding me??


Why is Mandala still saying softly to me?


After what I did last night obviously made him worry...


"I'm having an affair, I'm sleeping in a hotel with another guy"


those words came out of my mouth...


Mandala tightened her embrace...


"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I hid about sarah to you"


Sarah???? oh, that's the girl's name...


Mandala spoke but kept hugging me...


"Everything is not what you think. Calm yourself down. I'll explain everything.."


I took a deep breath..


I need that explanation, I thought to myself in my heart..


Still in a position to hold me...


"You can hear my explanation? want to sit down or keep hugging me?"


I pushed the mandala, which means I no longer want to be in her arms...


Mandala let me go but still held my shoulder...


"Sit down.. Have you eaten? I bought you a meal first, yeah.."


Mandala asked me to sit on the bed and then out of the room..


I heard the mandala asking Melky to buy me food, then the sound of the door closing and the sound of the car preparing to leave..


Mandala came in to bring me my favorite glass of chocolate milk...


I glanced at him...


There was no sign of anger on his face...


Just a worried face and lack of sleep..


I feel guilty...


I'm not entirely sure the mandala has a wife anymore..


But the evil demon possessed me yesterday and kept me from going home..


"Drink to fill the stomach.. Melky's still buying you food"


I took the glass in Mandala's hand..


The mandala crouched down in front of me. It kept looking at me. It occasionally cleaned the rest of the drink on the edge of my lips with a tissue...


I just kept quiet without a sound...


Mandala knows my nature.If I am angry or there is something I do not like, I will just be silent without a sound..


Mandala took the glass in my hand.put it on the dresser...


"Throughout the years I've been looking for you, I've found you and made you my wife.I love you. Would I be a fool if I had another wife?"


Mandala held my hand..


"Don't you believe that I can't do all that?"


I still did not budge.remain silent listening to all the words said by the mandala...


"I want us to trust each other and be sure of each other. that we both love each other. won't do anything wrong for our love"


"But yesterday you doubted me. You didn't trust me. You left without asking me for an explanation.it hurt me dear.."


"I was nervous when you didn't come home.I started to worry when your phone couldn't be called.. I was angry at the assistant in the mansion who hid your arrival and met with sarah, but of all that, the most important thing was I was disappointed because you didn't trust me.."


My tears began to drip one after another..


Mandala held my hand..


I can't even wipe my tears...


The mandala let my tears go down and continued speaking..


"I'll let you go if you want to get away from me, but don't be angry and disappointed.I don't want to close our love with disbelief"


The drizzle dripping in my eyes began to rain.the mandala stood up and took me into her arms...


I cried in the arms of the mandala...


Melky knocked on the room door and brought a pack of rice dishes..


Take a plate from Melky...


"Go home. We're fine"


Mandala said to Melky..


"Abang also has not eaten from yesterday.I bought more rice.it is on the dining table, brother must also eat"


Melky said as if to tell me that Mandala hasn't eaten because she's looking for me..


"Well I'll eat later. Tell Ama not to worry anymore"


"I'll go home first..."


Melky came out. The mandala followed Melky..


after that there was the sound of the car leaving and the front door being locked...


Because it was just the two of us at home.the mandala did not close the door of the room..


"Let's eat. I'm hungry too.."


Mandala's voice as usual..


I lifted my face. I looked at the mandala.. Mandala smiled.I extended her hand to me. I was still looking at her.. Mandala took my hand and led me to the dining room..


"Don't eat in the room, do you like to scold me if I eat something in the room"


Mandala sat me in the chair.punched the rice wrap for me. Only mandala sat in front of me. also opened the rice wrap...


"Let's eat.. "


Mandala eat as usual.I also come to eat because indeed from last night I only eat the bread I bought before entering the guest house..


Sometimes I look at the Mandala who is eating voraciously...


His attitude, he said..


Aaarrrggghhhhh stupid me...


Why did I run away from him last night...


My eyes are starting to get cloudy again..


"Eat first. not good if the rice is in the love of tears"


The mandala wiped away the water that had not dripped on the edge of my eyes...


"Sorry.."


I finally opened my mouth...


The mandala stopped the movement of her hand that was preparing to bribe the rice...


"Eat first.we'll talk later"


I also finished half a pack of my rice..


and Mandala spent all her rice wrappers..


The mandala cleans the dining table..


Gave me water...


Peeling oranges for me..


and sit in front of me..


I'm a little more calm..


I also sat back and took the fruit that the mandala gave me..


The mandala was always smiling and looking at me...


"Let's go to the room.."


Mandala took my hand and took me to the room..


Mandala undressed...


"Put your shirt back into the closet.I take a shower first"


Mandala stroked my head and kissed me on my forehead...


You are stupid Ega..


Look how good Mandala is to you..


How much he loves you...


It's just Ega's tactics...


he was kind to you so that his true nature would not be discovered..


husss.. hussss...


"Yes..."


I don't know since when the mandala has returned to the room with her wet hair and saw me shaking my hands in front of my head...


Mandala took his clothes...


dry your hair with a towel...


I usually help her dry her hair...


"My company is sleeping. I'm sleepy"


The mandala pulled me to the bed...


"Here..."


I was still wearing full clothes with my headscarf...


took me back into his arms and stroked my hair...


"I was like a dead man last night I died and today I'm coming back to life.I'm also like a madman looking for you all over town.. I miss you baby"


Mandala tightened her embrace..


"Sorry. I was wrong. I worried you.."


I finally opened my voice...


"I'm confused..."


My tears came back out. wet the mandala shirt...


Mandala kissed my head...


stroking my shoulders calms me who keeps crying...


"His name is Sarah, she's only twenty years old"


Mandala began to explain...


"Three months ago in the tsunami disaster.we found him.. Ama took over to be her guardian.Take her to the capital and take care of her in the hospital.one month ago we found out she was pregnant... Melky found out about her family..."


The mandala took a deep breath and resumed...


"Sarah already has a husband, just one month married before the disaster occurred.His husband was also a victim and has not been found until now..."


"Her husband's family is still alive, but because the situation there is not stable.."


"Her husband was also an Air Force soldier and is now in pilot school, so every time I see him wearing army clothes he will react.. but if I'm dressed normally, she doesn't react to me.."


"So you refused to go to the big house when you picked me up at the airport? because you were wearing your pilot outfit?"


I asked Mandala...


"Yes.I haven't told you about it. I'm afraid you misunderstood.it turned out to be true.you misunderstood"


"Why not tell me?"


"Too much has happened.I don't want to add to the burden of your mind.You're too tired to take care of everything after you die.. I also didn't expect that you would go to the big house by yourself"


"Can I trust your story?"


"Your unbelief is hurting my heart..


you can ask Ama or Melky the truth of my story"


"They could be allied with you"


Mandala bit my ear..


"Oh. hurts.." I'm yelling..


"Ama loves you like her own child.. Melky respects you more than she respects me. How could they lie to you..."


I hugged Mandala...


"Your disbelief in me hurts more than the knife that pierced my body.."


"I'm sorry.I doubt you. From now on I won't act stupid again.."


"Trust me that I will never betray you.."


Mandala kissed my head again..


"I'm sleepy, but I wanted to punish you first for running away from me yesterday"


Mandala started kissing my lips. down my neck and the rest of my body πŸ™ˆ.


Mandala started the action..


I received punishment from Mandala by staying in bed and being in the arms of the mandala until we both fell asleep in the dream...


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