
My watch is increasing.
I had to go back and forth to the two hospitals to see Ama and Sarah.
I can visit Ama in the morning before I start work and in the afternoon after work hours because Ama is at the hospital where I work.
During the day at recess, when I have no urgent work, I will visit Sarah.
Calm Sarah to lunch.
In the afternoon I will return to visit Sarah until Sarah rests.
I just got home at nine in the night.
Twelve more hours I spent each day.
Tired, frankly I'm tired.
I don't even have time for myself.
At night when I usually use to indulge with Mandala even if only by phone, now I use more to sleep.
Five minutes Mandala called me, I fell asleep without many more words I spoke to Mandala.
And what makes me more tired, every Mandala calls or sends me messages, the first words other than the greetings said and written are
"how's Sarah?"
"how's Ama?"
My physique is very tired Captain. Don't make my heart tired too ππ
I understand that Mandala is worried about Ama and Sarah. But he also asked about me.
Mandala finally asked me how I was doing, but it was a few minutes after Mandala learned about the condition of the two people she was worried about.
Has Mandala changed for me ???
Shift my position in Mandala's heart??
Ega, your jealousy is unwarranted.
When you can receive a call from Mandala, Mandala is sure that you are okay, so do not add to the burden of Mandala's mind.
Do I have to disappear first?
Aren't I gonna pick up the phone from Mandala, let her care about me?
Wrong Ega.
Mandala will try to find you, trying to contact you in various ways, but do you think because Mandala cares?
Mandala cares because no one else can take care of Ama and Sarah.
Mandala cares because only you can help her take care of those two people.
Then Mandala just used me?
Make me a nurse for Ama and Sarah?
You should be grateful for Ega, because Mandala still needs you. If not, maybe Mandala will leave you and marry Sarah.
Why did Mandala marry Sarah?
The child in Sarah's stomach is not Mandala's.
Sarah also lost her memory, does Mandala want to??
You think no other woman comes close to Mandala?
What is Mandala doing at her place of duty?
Do you think Mandala can stay silent without going to nightlife?
"Mandala is not that kind of man".
I muttered to myself.
If you are sure Mandala is not a man who likes to find entertainment outside the home, why do you have strange thoughts like this?
Why don't you just let things go the way they are?
The stench in store as good as anything will definitely smell. So don't worry and keep thinking strangely. If indeed Mandala does something strange and you do not like it, it will definitely be discovered. All you are doing now is praying to the Power, so that your household and Mandala will be blessed.
I spontaneously shook my head.
The demon in black and the angel in white continued to look alternately before my eyes and disturb my brain.
If this keeps up, maybe I'll replace Sarah in that psychiatric hospital.
I'm depressed Captain.
I need a vacation.. Lho???
Why vacation?? hehehehe
BRAAAAKKKKKK
"Astaghfirullah alazim"
That's all I said before it went dark.
"Doctor. Doctor Chintya"
"Ega.. Wake Ega"
I feel like someone's patting me on the cheek.
I opened my eyes. I saw two people standing next to me. They were clearly not the devil and the angel who disturbed my brain, but they were the nurses and doctors I knew.
I held my aching temple and it turned out that there was indeed plaster attached there.
"What's going on?"
I asked Doctor Iin who was standing next to me.
"There's been a back-to-back accident, the brake truck's a blong, you've been hit, hit in the back, lucky only a minor injury"
doctor Iin explained to me.
"Just a wound in this temple?"
"Therefore I say you're lucky. Rest first until the infusion runs out, all observations first, fear you are dizzy"
"A lot of other sacrifices?"
"Lumayan, don't ask, just rest first. I've called Irawan to look after Sarah. I called the nurse in Uncle Mandala's room. I called your husband, and your brother-in-law was here. But I said, don't worry, I'll take care of you. Now take this medicine and rest. You're like a zombie. Now it's time for your rest"
Iin gave his khultum to me. I can only be quiet. I looked around, I was not in the ER, but in the rest room of the doctors in the ER. Means this is in his break room Iin.
"In, why did you say I was like a zombie?"
"It's a zombie, eye bags are as thick as glasses minus ten, not to mention a thin body lacking nutrition."
"Not malnourished."
"You took care of his Uncle and Sarah. But not taking care of yourself. That's a big mistake Ega. Now that I'm freeing you from all that, close your eyes and rest"
"Mandala must be worried that no one is looking after Ama and Sarah"
"Are you the only one who can do that? I'll scold Mandala if she shows up in front of me later"
"Italynnnnn...."
"Soooooo... I'm your doctor now, you're my patient, I'll give you dope if you don't obey me. Close your eyes and rest. Don't think of anything. Remember that !"
"Why do you say that?"
Iin laughs.
"I've known you all these years, I know you're smart, but your cleverness is often peppered with strange thoughts. You like to imagine yourself and make your own opinions in your smart brain"
"hehehehe, so embarrassed"
I held both of my cheeks while showing Iin a sweet face.
"Oh, stale and sweet smile.. I have to get out, once I get back, you've got to sleep. If not, I'll give you some dope"
"Ready boss!"
Iin left me out of the room.. I know, he's got to see his other patients.
My prayers were answered, I finally got some rest.
Although it has to go through this successive collision event.
A mandala?? what about Mandala??
Who's helping her keep Ama if I'm sick. Mandala must be worried about Ama and Sarah. In addition to my current news, Mandala will definitely get more anxious.
Egaaaaaa, as doctor Iin said.
Don't think too much. Mandala must be worried, and it is natural because all are members of her family and loved ones.
But Mandala is also not a child anymore, she can think rationally, unlike you who always think strangely.
hehehehehe.
I won't think anymore.
I'm gonna go to bed.
Enjoyed my quiet rest.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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Don't forget the vote
LOVE YOU πππ