My soul mate
CHAPTER 149

****If a quiet night feels chest tight.

And burdens seemed to slice hearts and mix with all the feelings that could not be described even with wishful thinking.

If beautiful dreams seem to be shattered with the presence of a shadow that also seems to decorate the dreams.

Although I myself do not know whether this dream I hope or not.

This is the dream that the poets say

as a dream of someone who is in love???

Love??

Is that actually the word??

Is this just a feeling that arises from an empty heart which is just a feeling of belonging and belonging.

Or??

A feeling to fill each other's shortcomings.

If this is indeed true, can a dream fill each other's shortcomings??

Definitely not!!!

Dreams are just a mirage.

But in this world, only facts speak.

Like a rose.

Sometimes he fantasized about being visited by a "Prince of Beetles"

Have you ever seen a beetle come?

He is not a prince.

Even so, the beetle that came was also able to give meaning in his life.

Life is a reality that we must face even bitter, because life is a struggle that always requires sacrifice including.... "Sacrifice for all the bitterness of life and all the memories"

Let the memories as a lesson and experience that will make us more mature and ready to meet a brighter future.

Though memories are not something to forget.

But, it is also not something that makes you have to dissolve in memories. Which makes you even further to reach the "love" that has been something we really hope for. Which we must achieve with all the hard struggle and wrapped with a million sacrifices.

Well.that's life.

Something that we hope for we do not necessarily achieve.

Because there is something more decisive than everything.

Her.. The Creator and Determinant of the end of our struggle.

I hope and pray

We will get the love we want.

I am still your husband.

Adzhkan Mandala Putra Adibima**.

These are the words Mandala wrote on a paper I received with a parcel.

This morning, I got a parcel sent by a hotel courier.

The contents are jewelry given by Amantua and other personal items, including test pack and USG my first pregnancy that I gave as a gift on our birthday. In addition, there are also two pieces of paper. The first paper says.

"I wanted to give this to you yesterday. Sorry, I can't go to your house. It's for our common good"

The second paper is the letter I read.

I fell silent, repeating the words from Mandala.

Since when did the smart Mandala dangle such a word? Don't I know this six-year-old man with me?

Mandala, are we just going to meet in court tomorrow?

I don't have any witnesses. Doctor Heru was not pleased to come with the excuse of not daring to interfere, and did not dare to bring the patient files out of the clinic.

Our first trial tomorrow, I leave it all to my destiny.

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At seven in the morning I was ready. Eat the breakfast that mom made. I don't know why today it seems like my energy is full. I'm so excited. Maybe because I'm meeting Mandala today. But how will Mandala's attitude fit to see me? Was he going to cheat on me for my rejection of him back then?

"Gee, be polite to Mandala. He's still your husband to the hammer. Silaturahmi must still be guarded, however it is"

Mother's words blew my mind.

"Yes mom, Ega knows that"

I prepared my personal files. Who knows, they will be asked back in court. After looking back at my appearance in the mirror, I got out of the room and said goodbye to my mother.

"Quiet, patient. Whatever happens, you have to be strong"

I smiled and hugged my mother.

"Wish Ega yes ma'am"

"Mother's prayers are always with you son"

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I've been in the waiting room of the Religious Court. There's no Mandala there.

A man approached me and stuck his hand out at me.

"Good morning ma'am, I'm Rizal. I'm Mr. Mandala's family lawyer. I was sent to represent Mr. Mandala"

"Family Lawyer? why haven't I seen my father?"

"Because there's never been a problem in the family. I used to be in the company with Mr. Melky"

I smile. Is this why Mandala is not present? Because there is still a strong influence of Ama on this issue. Ama really has to be sure that Mandala will get a divorce from me.

We went into the courtroom.

Mr. Judge read my charges to Mandala's lawyer. Mandala's lawyer issued a letter. Judge called. I saw the affidavit signed by Mandala. It was written there that Mandala admitted all my demands and was willing to divorce me.

My chest suddenly tightened. This is what happened at our wedding. Where's Mandala's promise to me??

I took a deep breath and tried to smile at the Judge. Funny if I cry now. While I'm the one who filed the lawsuit.

The statement also stated that Mandala handed over full ownership of the Clinic to me. Give me some money, buy me a house in this town, and give me the car I've been wearing for myself. With the help of a lawyer, all of that will be handed over to me through legal process.

If I look at the whole treasure, then I can be said to be a rich widow. The mandala left me with so many treasures that I might not have to bother working anymore.

Finally, the hammer was struck in the first trial. I am officially divorced from Mandala. What makes me claustrophobic is, why doesn't Mandala dare to attend? Where's the soul of the Mandala warrior. Why would Mandala be such a coward.

I came out of the courtroom with a piece of court decision paper. Divorce certificates will be issued later.

Before I bring my car home. My phone reads. A chat notification came in. From a number I don't know. Numbers are always changing every time you call me.

"I'm sorry, I'm powerless"

I know it was a chat from Mandala. After that a chat came back in.

**When the handshake starts to stretch.

The farewell sign came.

Without your smile, without tears.

I also have to let you go.

When the moon falls and all comes down

It was clearly in my mind.

When we spend time often.

Enjoy something we all want together.

Over the horizon of love...

(From your ex-husband**)

My tears shed. I was crying in the car. I sobbed. The tightness in my chest grew more and more pronounced.

I try to calm myself.

Ega, aren't you the one who filed the charges?

It's your own fault Ega. I believe in Mandalas too much. Didn't Rini warn you?

No Ega, don't regret what happened. This is your destiny. This is your life path. Your story. You must be able to accept it with sincerity.

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I put my body in bed and cried again. The mother who entered the room stroked my hair and back.

"Patience, you must be strong. You have to be sincere"

I answered my mother with a louder cry.

"Gee, don't be like this. Everything has to be lived. I'm sure your mother's son is strong. You have to start working on your new life. You should get used to it from now on not thinking about Mandala"

This time I nodded, though still sobbing. Tomorrow I have to change my status. From being married to a divorcee. Remembering that, my tears fell back.

Mother stroked my hair again before leaving me alone. I heard mom call Ayu. I must have asked Ayu to come. And sure enough, before long Ayu came to see me in the room.

"My dear, let's go shopping. We forget all this sadness. We spent all the money Mandala gave you, my kayaku widow"

I know Ayu was just kidding. I threw him a pillow.

"Well, Mandala is a coward, she doesn't dare to come. He did not dare to face this. He didn't dare to see me"

"Because Mandala doesn't want to see the wound in your eye"

"What do you mean Yu?"

"Like Mandala's chat, she's helpless"

I pondered Ayu's words. Is it true Mandala doesn't want to see me hurt? that is why he did not dare to attend.

I breathed a sigh of relief. I really should be sincere. Let time do the talking. Let time change everything.

Captain, thank you for your affection all this time. As you said, I will not forget the memories of us, let those memories continue to exist to be the drivers for our future. The future that we each start tomorrow.

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Don't Baper and Angry ma Author yaa 😁

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Divorce is not the end of everything in a relationship, right??

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