My soul mate
Chapter 145

I've been sitting on the plane. Look out the window. Will I go back to this city?. What about my household after this plane takes off and lands in my hometown.

My chest feels tight again. Feeling of wanting to cry.

Rini's coming home. We were in one plane but the seats were different. Rini sat across the row from me. So that Rini could easily see me. But I kept looking out the window. Hope Rini doesn't see the restlessness of my heart.

I last met Mandala when we went to the Villa. Mandala just sent me a chat through Rini this morning.

"Darling, be careful on the road. Greetings to mom. Rini will let me know if you guys have arrived. LOVE YOU"

I want to feel like I asked.

"Where are you, Captain? Sleep where are you? Who are you with now?"

But none of that ever came from my lips. I just try to trust Mandala. This man who has been my husband for six years.

"Mom, what do you want to drink?"

The stewardess' voice woke me up. I looked over and asked for a glass of soft drink. I see Rini also looking at me. There was a worried look on Rini's face. We haven't known her for long, but Rini and Rita have been so kind to me. Maybe because I was the object they had to guard, so they were worried about me.

Two hours of travel that I felt was a long time. I did not close my eyes at all. My mind wanders everywhere. I don't know how many islands and countries I think in my head hehehehehe.

"Mom's okay?"

Rini touched my hand when we were already inside the luggage waiting room at my hometown airport.

I tried to smile at Rini.

"Mom, do you want to talk to the big boss?"

"No, if he wants to talk to me. Let him call me"

I walked towards the luggage compartment, leaving Rini who was looking at me in surprise.

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At home my mother looked shocked as soon as I appeared in front of her.

"Darling, why don't you tell Mom?"

"It's not a surprise that Ega's telling mom"

Mom hugged me tight. As a mother who gave birth to me. I must know something's happened to me.

"Are you okay, baby?"

I heard my mother say that. I want to cry in the arms of this woman I love so much. But I don't want to worry mom.

"Why are you coming home, baby?"

"Mother's kangen"

"Mother's son is good at lying. What was? tell mommy about it"

"Ega will tell you, but let Ega eat first. Ega hungry mom"

Mom stroked my cheek which was getting thinner. My weight is reduced. Makes my cheeks look thinner.

"Come, I'll prepare the meal first"

I followed my mother into the kitchen. I spread my eyes all over the house. A house full of memories from my childhood. A wonderful childhood, full of happiness. Why am I not happy after I grow up?

Is this karma because of what my grandfather did in his past? Karma for making a woman suffer. Now her own grandson is experiencing it.

"Mandala's not coming?"

"No ma'am"

Mother looked back at me who had been greedily eating mother's cooking.

"You guys got into a fight?"

"She'll tell me later to mom"

"Eat, I'll wait for you to tell me"

I just nodded and came back preoccupied with my food.

After eating, I helped my mother clean up in the kitchen. At home there was an assistant who helped my mother. But I'd rather do everything myself. Sports said mom.

"Raclut? let's rest in the room"

"Who's in mom's room?"

Mom nodded while stroking my head.

I entered mother's room. Memories with my dad in this room. I used to go in the room to disturb my father. Lying in the middle between mom and dad.

Arrgggggggg. Take out a machine that can return me to that time.

"Gee, come here baby"

Mom patted my bed and asked me to sit next to her.

Mom stroked my hair. My tears started to come out and drip one after another.

Word by word, with tears and a disjointed voice I told my mother everything. I don't care about anything anymore. Mom is the only one I have. I want to express all my current emotions and feelings to my mother.

You should know my story. So if anything happens to me. Mom already knows the truth.

I told him about God, Ama, Melky and Vasektomiya Mandala. I also forgot to tell you about my divorce plan.

I shed tears hearing my story.

"Darling.."

Those were the only words that came out of mom's mouth before mom hugged me tightly. My crying became even more when I was in my mother's arms.

"About your grandfather's past, I already know it. At that time, Grandpa told your father. Asking your father to find out and apologize"

"Do you know if the woman is pregnant?"

"Yes, but your grandfather was afraid to see him"

"Have you ever met that woman?"

"Yet, the information is very limited. It's hard for you to find out"

"Mother, if Mandala told me from the beginning about this. It sure doesn't hurt this much."

"Darling, this is what those people say a hand. So, what happened today to you, it was written in your hand before you were born".

"Mother, can't Ega be happy?"

"Aren't you happy as a child? now Alloh gives you sorrow because Allah loves you"

"Mother, if I divorce Mandala. What do you think, mother?"

"Don't Mandala say you're not really getting divorced?"

"Get a lot of lies. You can't live like this. Full of purebred. If parting with Mandala can end all these sad stories, Ega sincerely"

"Are you not sad?"

"Sad it must be mom. But with time, Ega can still set Ega's heart back"

"You seriously want a divorce?"

"Ega doesn't want any more scenarios in Ega's life. All full of settings. Like there's a director who orchestrates every move of Ega. No more freedom".

"Mom will always support your every decision, baby. Do whatever you think is good. Ask for directions to Alloh. God will give His way"

"Thank You Mother"

I hugged my mother back. Mom kept stroking my hair until I fell asleep in my arms.

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My phone rings. Rini called.

Rini did not stay at home because I did not know Rini. Rini was also only in charge of taking care of me during the trip. Not when I'm home.

"What's Rin?" I answered lazily.

"Mom, I have to meet mom. Mr. Major wants to talk"

"Sorry Rin, I need some time with my mom. Your Mr. Mayorm has my phone number and home phone number. He can call me himself"

"But mom.."

"I'm tired of Rin living in your settings. Now I'm at my house. I am with a mother who loves and loves me. I'm not afraid of anything happening to me anymore because I'm already in my own house"

Rini was silent for a moment.

"Mom, did you give up?"

"Either this is called surrender or not. Obviously I'm tired. I want to be free to do something without anyone stalking me, escorting me or being my shield"

"I was amazed by my mother. If you need my help, you can call me"

"Even if the help I want betrays your big boss?"

"I was amazed by my mother. I'll help you without getting caught by Mr. Major"

"Thank you very much Rin. For a while, let me enjoy my time with my mother first. Let me calm down for a few days. Until I decide what my next move is"

"Good ma'am. I hung up the phone"

Our conversation has stopped. I also went back to my bed. Look out the window of the room. Hope my next days will be as bright as the weather out there.

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