
I couldn't sleep last night...
And this morning.My eyes look like pandas...
I really thought all night...
What am I supposed to do??
Should I cancel this wedding...
Ayu advised me to pray istiharah last night...
I've already done it...
Waiting for what God wants...
And this morning, you called me...
Mandala from yesterday didn't call me either...
But I did turn off my phone last night, and just activated it this morning...
There is no chat coming in from Mandala as usual...
I sat at the dinner table facing my father..
"Last night I called Mandala to tell her everything, and the mandala gave you a decision.."
Mandala handed all her decisions to me?
Tumben... Why did Mandala give up?
"Why didn't Mandala speak to Ega directly?" ask me father..
"Can you be on the phone? is your phone active?"
"Mandala has said, if you sulk, you will not want to listen to him.."
I'm speechless...
"The invitation will be spread the day after tomorrow... Mandala will also cancel all her family flights.."
I stood up and prepared to go to work..
"Think well... Mandala is fine waiting for you five more years.but don't be selfish, think of everything calmly..."
I just kept quiet without saying anything...
When you left, I went back to my room and took my phone and searched for Mandala's number...
I hesitated to call Mandala, but I had to talk to her...
"Hello.." I heard Mandala's voice there...
"Assynoltom..."
"Waalaikum... "
Mandala sounded like she was lazy to talk to me. There were no words of affection that she always said to me...
"You're busy, call her later.." I speak very slowly..
"No.. Tell me what's going on?"
I took my breath...
"What should I decide for this wedding?"
"As far as you are, it's your decision.."
The mandala cut me off..
"You mad?"
"What should I be angry about?
don't you think I was wrong?
I don't think I'm any better than Dr. Ryan
You think I'm the man who bought you..
now tell me what should I be angry about?"
Mandala's voice is very loud and the sound of objects falling across the phone.It seems like Mandala slammed something to vent her emotions..
The atmosphere on the phone is quiet...
I'm silent.. The mandala is silent...
"I am wrong to love you.I am wrong to do anything for your happiness..
if at that time you are happy in a match with dr.ryan...
I will not go down this road...
But I saw you cry...
I saw you fighting on the phone with your dad..
I saw you cursing Dr. Ryan in the hospital..
This is the path I take to save you.
If you feel that I'm wrong..
I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."
I was silent.Then my tears came...
I didn't make any noise, just the sound of a pull on my face that made people know that I was crying...
"I'm gonna call Turkey to tell you all this, and I'm gonna call the other family, I'm gonna hang up.."
"No. wait..."
I finally made a sound...
"Don't cancel.I will continue this marriage.I don't want to be selfish anymore.just think of myself.but I have some conditions.."
"Why should marriage have conditions?"
mandala's voice again sounded emotional..
"This is just a financial agreement to distinguish between rights and obligations..."
"okay..what's the condition?"
"i'll let you know later after we meet in person.."
"I'll come the day after tomorrow..."
"Yes, the day after we met.."
"All right, I'll see you.."
Mandala turns off her phone first...
I don't know why I decided that..
But maybe this is the best decision..
I just wait for God's other path for me...
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Two days later...
Mandala and her family have arrived...
The day after tomorrow is a study event at the home of the wedding shower...
The invitation is already spread, and I am preparing to be the main female lead...ππ€ͺ)
Tonight, I'm going to the hotel to see the Mandalas...
I came by myself, escorted the driver...
I called Mandala, and Mandala told me her room number...
In front of the mandala room I pressed the bell...
Melky opened the door..
Brother. there's a sister-in-law.." Melky yelled inside without letting me in..
"Where are Ama's rooms and the others?"
I asked Melky...
I could see the shadow of someone wearing clothes, only then did someone come out to see me..
"Let me take you.."
mandala goes first..
I'm silent in place. It's not as usual...
every time I see my Mandala will hug me and kiss the tip of my head..
why has today changed?
"Abang.." melky called out to Mandala who was walking very fast while I was just standing on the spot..
Mandala stopped her steps..
"Say I met ama. come on.."
Mandala gave me the code for the road..
I smiled at Melky...
then walk towards the mandala...
Mandala didn't take me to her family room, but took me to the restaurant...
" said mo speak. say.."
Mandala said to me...
I took out the paper that was prepared.In it there is a pre-wedding agreement that I made in the notary..
The property of the Mandala before and after the wedding is absolutely the property of the mandala completely..
I will not receive a penny of Mandala's salary until I can pay off my father's debt..
Allowing me to work to earn money for myself and to pay my debts..
If there is a divorce, I do not have the right to sue for gono gini...
Mandala read the agreement I made, looking at me...
"Why does it seem like I'm selfish and afraid of my property you're running away. I don't approve of it.." Mandala gave me the paper back..
"I'm just telling you that I won't use your property anymore..."
I also handed over the ATM that the mandala had given me..
Mandala kept looking at me...
"I told you, even though this organ is what you asked for, I will give it to you. Let alone this treasure"
"I love you... I'm serious about this marriage, whatever your thoughts are like. But what I do I've been thinking well... I just wish we could build this same household together..."
I looked at Mandala..
"But debt is debt, right??" I asked the mandala
"Yeah, your debt has its own agreement"
"Well you're out of age, will I bear that debt?"
"No.. My wife doesn't owe me. If you're out of age, you're out of debt.."
"Where can it be like that..."
"In such a written agreement, the debt is only borne by the father.I release the father from the debt if the father is out of age.."
"Why is that?"
"Because I love you..."
"If we get divorced?"
"There's no divorce in my dictionary..."
"If..."
"Nothing if I'm only going to get married once"
I lost this time arguing words with Mandala..
Usually the mandala will budge with me. But this time Mandala really does not want to lose to me...
"Can I go to school again after marriage?"
"Nobody forbid you for that..."
"May work in a hospital, even if the work schedule is erratic.."
"After marriage, you can do whatever you want..."
"Promise..??"
"Do I have to make a written promise too so you can be sure?"
"Can I avenge Dr. Ryan and his family?"
Mandala fell silent and laughed...
"Don't worry, Melky's taken care of it.."
"Melky?? can she?? you said he wasn't an adult..."
Mandala finally showed her smile looking at my expression...
"Don't worry about it..."
Mandala stands...
"Let's go to the other room. later they get angry if they know from Melky..."
"Capteen..."
Mandala looked at me...
"Promise me one more thing..."
"What's that?"
"Don't hide anything from me anymore. Don't play secret again..."
"I promise..."
I also walked beside Mandala...
Pulling a little Mandala shirt..
Mandala stopped her steps...
I looked at my hand that pulled his shirt...
"Why ignore me??" I asked in a soft voice..
"Because I'm mad at you..."
I was down. Mandala hugged me...
"But I can't linger long angry at you..
never mind. We're a spectacle of people here "
Mandala took my hand and took me away...
I breathed a little. I hope my decision is right..
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