
" That..."
I who was in the arms of Mandala and preparing to sleep suddenly remembered something...
"Hmmmmm"
"Kartika's married.why don't you tell me..."
"When we were in Turkey.. I may have forgotten.. Why?"
Mandala opened her eyes and asked..
"You met Kartika?"
"Yes, with her husband"
"Meet your ex dong"
"Why don't you tell me that Kartika is married to Dr. Ryan... ehh wait? dr. Ryan is not my ex..."
Mandala laughed at my expression...
"At first I didn't know either. Until then I saw Kartika's post. It turns out that Dr. Ryan can already forget you..."
I muttered little...
"The same heartbreak united..."
"What? what are you muttering?"
"justified? Kartika is heartbroken because of you too..waiting for you for so long.but you still do not accept it..."
"Doctor Ryan, too, right?"
"doctor Ryan didn't wait too long for me. And also I clearly showed rejection to Dr. Ryan..... But you??? always giving hope to Kartika"
"I was originally thinking of marrying Kartika..."
"WHATAAAA?"
"Seriously.if I didn't find you at that time.I'll propose to Kartika next year.I'll let Kartika get close to me. But the soul mate said otherwise.I managed to meet you.."
I shook my head to look at Mandala...
"What cruel..."
"Indeed cruel, but the feeling can not be lied to. I also never expressed love to Kartika..."
"But neither refuse..."
"We should have a backup plan when the first plan doesn't work?"
I took my breath and exhaled again violently...
Mandala just laughed at me...
"That's the past.. Kartika is happy now"
Mandala pulled me back into her arms...
"What's your backup plan now for me?"
I asked Mandala...
"Reserve plan?"
"Yes, if I can't give you a child, what's your backup plan..."
Mandala tightened her embrace on me...
"Destiny finally brought us together, although I never thought at all that one day would meet you...all of this finally opened my mind that something we never thought would happen if Allah wanted it.... "
Mandala took a breath before continuing to say...
"So does my child.my backup plan is to pray to Allah.There is nothing impossible for Allah..."
"Alloh want us to date first.we never date..It is better if we both first..so enjoy this time, before we are busy taking care of the child later..."
The mandala started kissing my neck, and that was usually a signal of the beginning of the night attack from the Mandala.....
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This morning, we got a call from the hospital that Sarah was bleeding...
Me and Mandala rushed off...
On the way I called the hospital to be late for work...
And Mandala, because she had to leave this afternoon, so this morning she took her time to see Sarah's condition..
"What happened to the doctor?"
I asked the doctor Irawan who stood in front of the action room while Sarah was handled by the obstetrician...
"Somethah, according to the nurses, Sarah still likes to jump on the bed while now pregnant"
"The name is also the brain again disturbed..."
Mandala looked at me sharply. It was as if I was saying that his wife's brain was disturbed....
"Sarah does not understand what he is doing. His mind is still like a child..."
I made clear my words earlier regardless of Mandala's gaze....
"We wait for the results of the examination..."
If I were in Sarah's position now, would Mandala be like that too??
Yeah, I remember when I was sick at Melky's wedding... Mandala was worried about me...
worried about the child in my stomach at the time..
But now, he was worried because the child was in someone else's stomachπ
I'm still jealous...
Jealous of Sarah am I??
Jealous of Sarah's Pregnancy?
Or jealous because Mandala is now worried about Sarah's content?
Sometimes I feel my jealousy towards Sarah is excessive considering Sarah's current state...
But as a wife, I can't see my husband watching other people...
there's still this tightness in my chest..
The door of the action room opens...
Doctor Mia, the obstetrician is out of the room...
Greeting me and doctor Irawan...
"How's Mia?" doctor Irawan asked first...
"Good bleeding is not much.. can still be overcome. has been given fetal reinforcement..but Sarah should not get out of bed first for three days, I leave it to you, obviously if you want her son to be safe, Sarah needs to be calmer..."
"Thank You Mia. "doctor Irawan again shook the hand of doctor Mia..
"How are the Chintya doctors"
"I wasn't pretty before..."
"Of course, still narcissistic.. keep Sarah.. if things continue like this, she must give birth in the next month... for this month, the age of the baby is not enough. if born this month, the baby will experience defects.if not physical defects then defects in the brain..."
Irawan and Doctor Irawan also Mandala nodded in unison...
After doctor Mia said goodbye and left in front of us... Me and Mandala are the same as seeing Doctor Irawan...
"What is the next step of the doctor?"
Mandala asked...
"When she regained consciousness, Sarah would have gone berserk seeing the infusion in her hand. I could no longer give Sarah a sedative injection because of her pregnancy... I hope you're here to win Sarah when she wakes up..."
"Sorry doctor, there's a body waiting for me at the hospital..."
I told doctor Irawan...
"I have to leave this afternoon, but I can be here until the time to leave later..."
I looked at Mandala... Mandala will be here waiting for Sarah??
My chest is a little tight...
Mandala wears her office clothes... if Sarah sees that... will Sarah hug Mandala like yesterday??
Will Sarah cry in Mandala's chest??
My head suddenly became dizzy thinking about it all...
Mandala saw the movement of my hand that arrived to hold the forehead...
Mandala hugged me...
"I'm all farewell, from here I'll go straight to the base... Eat first before going to the hospital. later you faint.I am confused to take care of two women..."
I pinched Mandala's waist...
I was happy, but at the end of the sentence, Mandala teased me again...
Mandala kissed my head and forehead..
" Don't forget to keep looking at Sarah and Ama..."
I just nodded...
Then say goodbye to doctor Irawan who from earlier just smiled to see the two of us π
At first glance I saw Mandala who entered the room with doctor Irawan...
I took my breath.At least Mandala was still paying attention to me...
So you mean.. If Mandala still cares about you, it's okay for Mandala to share her heart with another woman???
No no no. That's not what I mean...
Aaaarrrgggghhhhhh I confused myself with the thoughts that popped into my head...
Quiet...
I finally drove my car to the hospital where I worked still with a strange thought in my head πππ
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