Not A Perfect Marriage
CHAPTER 11 Missing Sena

"I'm just in love with you, you have to believe that!!"

"believe it?" said Sena with a tone that seemed full of doubt especially her who was far away there was not unusual to see what happened so far and Angel's attitude to Rio who might be ordinary to make Rio interested in him.

"I beg you, trust me! you're the only one in my heart since I first saw you!"

Rio was trying to have Sena believe and not doubt the sincere love of his heart. If Sena knew she wanted to continue with Sena even though she did not have children. In Rio's eyes, Sena is a perfect wife even though everyone in the world says Sena is not a good wife for her but for Rio it is only their assumption and he is the one who has the right to judge his wife as what.

"Well! I can't believe it! I wasn't there and you could have lied!"

Sena still does not believe everything Rio said because Sena still doubts the loyalty of Rio plus Angel who is still ABG and innocent can be arranged as Rio could have Rio put his heart to Angel.

"You want proof?"

"Evidence?"

Rio could clearly hear the sound of Sena's laughter. I don't know what Sena's thinking right now.

"Yes, what do I have to do to make you believe?"

"What do you have? huh!"

"I always follow what you want and this marriage? you're the one who asked?"

After Rio said that Sena did not directly reply. Rio said this pseudo in order for Sena to be aware of what she had done.

"Yes I asked you to marry again but that doesn't mean I let you love another woman!"

"I told you I only love you!"

"Oh, aren't you lying?"

"I mean it! you're all I love!"

I don't know how many times Rio said that he only loved one woman, Sena, but somehow Sena must believe everything he said, it was really from the bottom of her heart.

"You could have lied! the words are easy to say but the reality can be different!"

Rio sighed. What else must Sena believe, if indeed he wants to find another wife, Rio has done it long ago and Sena has become an ex-wife but until this moment Rio is still loyal and only gives his heart only to Sena attention to Angel just limited to ordinary attention and in the eyes of Rio himself Angel only as a complement to marriage while this alone is nothing more.

"Dear, listen to me! what exactly do you want and why are you angry like that?"

Rio's voice was still smooth without any increase in tone of speech and no emotions were restrained. Rio tried to hold back so that this condition would not get worse.

"Rome"

"Yes dear"

Rio still remained patiently serving Sena whose nature was still the same when he first dated. Sena didn't seem to want to tell me what she felt.

"Why? from yesterday I called but not accepted, you are still busy? do not work too much later you are sick and I am Indo while you are in France if you are sick I can not take care of you"

"Why did you get to come here to get me?"

"Are you patiently waiting? the distance Indo - France is far dear"

"Keep you won't visit me if I'm sick?"

"I must be there, take care of you!"

"Promise?"

"Yes my darling!"

"Okay, I believe and I'm asking for more money! do you know for yourself how I'm bored?"

Rio smiled faintly as Sena who was end-to-end asking for money should have just Sena said it immediately and did not need to invite a fuss like that.

"Dear I know, don't be so angry like that makes me sad"

"Thank you baby, bye!"

Sena immediately disconnected her phone. Rio who still wants to hear Sena's voice can only resign.

"You love me or my money? why can't you still understand? Sena please make me love you more so that I don't love other women"

Rio could only hope and hold fast to his slowly changing heart. Rio did not reveal that Angel was more attentive to him than Sena. Rio was trying to keep his heart engraved with Sena's name so that no one would barge in and replace that name.

"Sena, I remember the first time I met you"

flashbacks

8 Years ago SMAN 03

She was beautiful, her smile captivating all the beauty as if emanated from her ayu self. I have long wanted to get to know him from the beginning of the registration of a new student until the day of graduation, actually I already know what his name is but he does not know me. Me? I'm just an ordinary young man while she's a popular girl at school and she's also like her ex makes me think I deserve her.

"Rome"

"Eh?"

I was surprised and immediately turned to look, it turned out that Andi was my friend and of course I will miss him because we often exchange cheats.

"You still watching him?"

I know what he meant, and what Andi meant by "he" was Sena. I just cleared my throat and was answered by Andi.

"Eh! if you just look at him but you're not samperin it's a lie! it's a graduate of P'ea! is your courage still as big as dust?"

Andi already knew my feelings to Sena and Andi also often told me to even force me to meet Sena, invite Sena to get acquainted but I always refused because I was not ready. Andi often mocked me because my inaction made Sena be held by another young man and it made me hot because he saw Sena being held by someone else.

"Ck! don't be so fucking ignorant!"

"Diddid? when do you want to be air like this? attention but cannot be seen! hunt samperin sonoh!"

Andi told me while pointing at Sena who was smiling sweetly. That smile made my heart beat.

"It's dumb again!"

I can't turn my eyes to Sena. If only I had more courage. God help your servant!. Is this my feeling or what? did I not see wrong? Sena walked towards me. That look in Sena's eyes and that smile for me or for someone else? I wish that look and smile were for me.

"Hi"

Sena say hello to who? me or Andi?.

"I unplug first, afraid of disturbing"

Andi whispered and left me with Sena.

"You're Rio, right? you're the number one?"

I never thought I would finally be able to meet the girl I always dreamed of in my sleep.

"L.iya"

"Help well"

Sena held out her hand and I shook her hand. When I came into contact with her skin I felt smooth.

"My name is Sena"

"It's nice to meet you"

Sena just smiled and made me hot cold.

"Deliver?"

"Eh sorry?"

I immediately took off my hand. Duh, why am I being like this? it felt awkward what else I finally held his hand. Hope Sena isn't angry.

"It's okay, I seem to see you a lot"

"Huh? just your feelings, time?"

"Oh yeah? but really! when I was training cheerleaders, I saw you on the sidelines"

I can't believe Sena saw me and she understands my face.

Sena scratched the nape of his neck maybe he was embarrassed that his words were wrong but he shouldn't have to be like that. That is what I am.

"Maybe yes" I said and made Sena as usual unlike just now.

Drrrtts

Drrrttt

That's not my cell phone means? Sena took the phone from her pocket. Sena picked up the phone from someone, I don't know who but the look on Sena's face turned sad.

"Yes Pa is okay, Sena can go home by taxi"

Sena closed her phone. But he said he took a taxi, did I drive him home? but I have a bike, I'd better ask him if he wants it or not later.

"Why?"

"That's Papa I can't pick up"

"You want me to drive back, but I'll take the bike, won't you?"

I hope Sena wants me to drop off but maybe I shouldn't expect much and maybe not this pretty girl on the bike, maybe her skin is burning in this hot sun. I was still waiting for an answer from him who seemed to be thinking.

"I want to but you're not duplicating?"

"No, I'll take you home"

I immediately pulled Sena's wrist towards the motor park.

I don't know what dream I had last night to hold the girl I've always admired.

Upon arriving at the parking lot I immediately took off my hand.

"Not exactly nicotine?"

Sena asked again if maybe he didn't want to bother me but I didn't feel bothered at all especially I was happy to take Sena home and I could tell at his house that I was allowed to play home. Kenpa is a gini mode?.

"Any daydreaming?"

"Eh? was I daydreaming?"

Sena nodded and this embarrassed me a lot. I scratched the nape of my neck that didn't itch.

"Duh sorry yeah? come"

I gave my helmet to Sena when Sena hesitated to accept it. Is it possible Sena thinks my helmet stinks.

"Why? I shampoo every day"

"Eh? not that!"

"Keep what?"

"It's supposed to be you who's wearing it"

Sena's looking at me. The look from those pretty eyes amazed me. I'm fine if I get hurt later but if Sena gets hurt I'm afraid Sena won't see me again and I will definitely blame myself for my whole life for not being able to take care of the people I love.

"I don't want you to do anything, wear it"

I put my black helmet on Sena's head and locked the security. Is this my only feeling or is Sena blushing in shame? I don't know today is my lucky day.

I got on my bike and I helped Sena. Sit behind me.

"Hand!" tell me to turn on my bike for a second and Sena immediately draped her hand to my waist.

My motor sport is now driving on paved roads. The hot sun now feels very stinging and of course the girl behind me is overheated. I decided to take shelter in a minimarket parking lot that is quite shady.

"Why stop?" asked Sena directly when my bike stopped in front of the minimarket.

"Do you want ice cream?" bargain me and look Sena's very happy.

"Now"

We entered the minimarket and went straight to the ice cream section.

We immediately chose the ice cream we liked and walked to the cashier.

"I'm the one who paid" Sena said directly when I wanted to take my wallet.

"Yes already"

After paying, we ate the ice cream we bought.

We were busy with ice cream and our thoughts made it awkward like this, nor did I know what to talk about especially my heart is beating so fast that Sena would not hear it.

"Eh?"

I think a soft touch on the edge of my lips. I immediately turned my head and found Sena's hand that wiped the stain on my lips.

Looking into each other's eyes, made me look at my saliva.

"sorry"

Sena immediately moved her hand away from my lips. Seems like Sena is uncomfortable.

"Coc-sorry? what did you make a mistake? I should've said thank you to you"

Either there was something wrong with my words or what was it that clearly Sena lowered her head and her cheeks were red?.

"Rio let's go home! it's not as hot as it was"

I also obeyed Sena's request. My motorbike drove away from the mini market to the housing where Sena lived and luckily I turned out to be Sena's housing next to my housing.

My motorbike entered the residential alley of Sena and Sena said that her house was near the post saptam.

"Which house are you?"

"Two more houses painted pink"

"Thank you" said Sena while returning my helmet. I also accept it.

"Yes, will I pick you up tomorrow?" haggling to Sena. Sena doesn't seem to believe what I said.

"No need, I don't want to take nicotine" Sena subtly refused maybe she felt bad even more recently acquainted with me.

"Nerepotin really, my house is also deket from here so all of you just go together. Yes if you want, I really do not maksa" I said in a normal tone but actually I ngarep anyway. Who knows if Sena feels what I feel.

"Emmm. I'd like to but if it's not nerepotin?"

"No, see you tomorrow"

I put on my helmet

"Almost yuk?"

"Telat, from the cake" I said with a joking intention but seemed to be received by Sena.

"Duh, sorry yeah"

"I'm just kidding, I'm home"

I who realized that I had said "sweet" immediately rushed my bike. I'm afraid Sena's angry.

That day I always took Sena and we now exchanged short messages until late at night. I assumed Sena was getting interested in me so I was choosing the right time to express my feelings.

Today I promised to accompany Sena to buy new clothes to wear at her birthday party and I was invited by her.

I was waiting for Sena in the yard well even though her mother Sena's aunt Silva told me to wait inside but I refused I was afraid Sena was in a hurry and felt bad because of me.

I smiled as Sena walked out of the house wearing clothes and makeup that made me fall in love.

"Sorry old yeah?"

"No, leave now?"

"Yes ayok!"

...

cempaka white mall

It's been two hours we've been walking around the store in this area and both my hands are now carrying Sena's grocery bag and I just found out that the woman was very crumpled when shopping.

"Rio you're not smitten?" ask Sena to me. I want to answer honestly if I am tired but I do not want Sena sad and do not want to invite me again later.

"No, just calm down"

True my guess Sena seemed relieved to hear my words.

"If you're tired of saying yes"

"Hemm" I just cleared my throat. I don't know why I think women have extra energy to spend. For example, Sena who looks very excited around the mall with high heels.

Sena stepped back into the clothes shop and I, like her bodyguard, continued to follow behind Sena. I don't mind doing all this to get Sena's heart, the girl who stole my heart.

Sena is choosing a different pink dress model seems like she is confused to make her choice.

"Which Rio bagusan?"

Sena looked at two very beautiful dresses, one short dress and one long dress, if I'm honest, I was also confused about which one, all very beautiful.

"I don't know everything is beautiful either"

"Haaahhhhhhhh. Come on, just point!" Sena whining like a child makes me want to pinch her cheeks.

"I beg you! choose for me?"

Because Sena looks so eager for me to pick her clothes I just show her a long dress.

"This one?"

"Yes"

"Thank you and after this we go home, besides you also have to prepare for my party. Don't be late! bring me a gift!"

"Yes"

....

I entered Sena's house which had been made as beautiful as possible with the typical pink knick knacks birthday girl 19 years old.

I brought a gift in my car and I brought a bouquet of pink roses for Sena. I'm looking for Sena's whereabouts to give you this flower.

My chest felt very tight when I saw what was in front of me. I saw Sena being with a young man who looked very familiar with Sena and her parents.

I could not feel the flower in my hand falling on the floor when I saw the young man peeking Sena's left cheek and Sena looked so happy maybe I was too hoping Sena loved me.

I walk this leg out of Sena's house, I could not care about Sena and enjoy this party with other friends but this already existing squeeze makes me breathless.

I decided to head to the park not far from Sena's house, I just passed two more houses.

This cold night froze my heart, my hope was dashed, and it broke my heart to see him happy with someone else.

Could this be my fault too? I was too afraid to express my feelings until finally someone else got his heart. If I could turn back the clock I would have said this feeling earlier and I wouldn't be this sorry.

I looked up at the sky, the crescent moon shining brightly without the sprinkling of stars like myself without any compassion. Unfortunately my fate is from the beginning of entering High School to want to graduate I am still single and have to endure heartache when I see people I love join hands with others.

That moment I felt like someone was sitting in my samoingu. I turned to the side and it was Sena and what she was here for.

"Why are you even here? the show has started"

"Tetus why are you here?"

"I know you, my brother you go that way when I want to introduce you to my cousin"

"Your cousin?"

"Is that the young man you saw?"

I remember back at Sena's house what was the guy who kissed Sena?"

"The same as you?"

"Yes"

"Follow me a minute, yeah!"

"Where are you going?"

"Udah come! I have a gift for you"

I pulled Sena's wrist towards where I parked my car. I am grateful that the young man is not Sena's boyfriend but her cousin and that means I still have hope of becoming Sena's lover.

"Rio, what do you want to give me?" Sena seemed curious about the gift I was about to give her.

"Later you know for yourself! if I tell you that's not his name"

"As much as you"

15 Minutes later we finally arrived where I parked my car.

I told Sena to open the trunk of my car. Sena according and direct.

"This Rio really?"

Sena was surprised to see pink gas balloons coming out of the trunk and the largest balloon was written I LOVE YOU right in front of Sena.

"That's for you, all this time I liked you the first time I saw you"

Sena looked at me with a look of disbelief. I immediately knelt before him and grabbed his two hands and continued my sentence.

"I was blown away when we were inMOS. You're so charming and your smile always makes me miss that's why I've seen you practice and I'd love to say this to you "would you be my girl, Sena"?"

Sena immediately shed tears after hearing my words and she immediately nodded.

"Yes or no?"

"Yes! I love you to"

I immediately got up and hugged Sena tightly.

"Thank you"

.

flash end

Rio sighed heavily. Miss wanted to hug Sena so heavily. If Sena wants to understand it definitely will not be this heavy, holding back the desire and desire to spend time together only Rio and Sena no words of work, busyness and distance anymore but when?.

"As for you, I still don't know your way of mind and I still have things to take care of"

..

Rio entered the room and found Angel who was playing a game on his phone but what made Rio upset that the rice on the plate was still the same as when he left Angel.

"Why is there so much gini?" rio asked directly with his face off.

"It's not bad, it's not good" Angel replied without looking at Rio. Rio sighed, Angel is so childish when she knows her condition now.

"OK if you want to be spicy"

Angel immediately turned towards Rio with their smile on her lips.

"Really?"

"He really kept packing your clothes and moving to the hospital!" rio answered with great emphasis making Angel wiggle and shriveled chin.

"Don't make me anxious like this, same husband"

Angel put down her phone and grabbed a plate not far from her. Angel put rice into his mouth with force, his stomach was really bad.

Rio who saw Angel like that immediately grabbed the plate in Angel's hand.

"You're! yesterday you said "A lot of people out there can't eat" but why do you eat it like this? aren't you grateful to eat?"

"Not that"

"Continue what? want to kiss first? yes it is"

"That Rio!"

With a quick motion Rio kissed Angel's lips make Angel upset.

"What's? Now eat!"

"But I'm full and I'm sleepy"

"Yes asleep, I'm kelonin"

Angel broke his body. Rio also already felt a deep cough lying next to Angel. Denga the position of Rio's body that is tilted so he freely stroked the soft head and face of Angel. The gentle touch from Rio made Angel's eyelids slowly close.

It didn't take long for Angel to fall asleep. Rio always asked himself why Angel always quickly fell asleep when he just stroked the hair of his second wife's head, even Sena never asked for this kind of kelonin.

"Good night El"

Rio gave a glance at Angel's forehead then prepared to go to sleep.

Next day. Angel opened her eyelids and immediately saw the wall clock that had shown at 09:00 am.

"Geez!" pekik Angel directly occupied his body. Angel's cold sweat came out when he knew he had been very bad luck.

"Sister Rio"

Angel turned her head to the side and found Rio who was no longer beside her. Angel started to panic, surely Rio was angry with her.

When Angel wanted to get off the bed someone came with a doll, who else if it was Rio.

"Where are you going?"

"Sister Rio? you're not going to the office?"

"I can't possibly calm down like this"

Rio walked towards Angel. Angel's gaze was fixed on the pink teddy bear brought by Rio.

"I've kept my promise, haven't I?"

Rio threw the doll he held onto his wife's body. Angel scrunched up her chin as if Angel didn't like it. Rio realized Angel didn't like the gift of looking disappointed.

"Why don't you like pink?"

"Yes" Angel replied briefly making Rio snort in annoyance. As far as Rio is concerned the average woman likes things that are pink.

"Do you want chocolate?"

"Hemm"

"You were yesterday!" annoyed Rio.

Angel turned towards Rio with a suspicious smile.

"Bo-ne-ka?"

Angel recalls what Rio had given her and as she remembered Rio never gave a brown teddy bear just that Rio once wore a brown bear costume, what it was meant by Rio. After recalling that all the mischievous ideas popped up in Angel's head, Angel immediately looked at Rio with a suspicious smile. Rio gulped his saliva forcibly it seemed like his wife was going to prick him.

"I want Rio's brother to wear that costume today and Rio's brother to be my puppet!"

"..."

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