Not A Perfect Marriage
CHAPTER 58 Don't leave me, Angel!

"....Back"

Rey immediately invited Angel away from Rio's presence. Rio shook his head.

"Don't take him away!"

Pinta Rio yet Rey and Angel continue to step away. Rio doesn't believe Angel will leave when Angel always says that Angel always loves him.

"El...!..Ella!..ANGEL!"

As soon as Rio called Angel 's name, Angel did not flinch even once until both of them disappeared from Rio's sight. Rio felt his legs limp until he fell resting on his knees.

"Why are you going? come home with me!"

Rio felt his chest was very tight. Stirring until he has trouble breathing. Unnoticed by Rio her tears flowed from both of her eyes. regretful? maybe yes but it's too late Angel has chosen another man as her husband. Rio could only regret what had happened. Rio always thought that Angel would obey all his orders especially he called the name KEVIN but the proof was not, Angel did not want to obey Rio's will.

"Why is it sick here"

Rio clasped his chest that felt very painful, though, for a second Rio was reminded of Angel who repeatedly hurt him and means Angel also feels pain like this but of course Angel feels pain many times more than this. He had separated Angel with his son who Rio knew very well Kevin was the source of Angel's happiness as well as Angel's life but he could not help but take all of it from Angel. Angel must have hated herself so much that she was angry with him too. Rio remembered all the promises he had given to Angel but none of those promises were fulfilled.

"Have you been this sick, El? Why is this so painful?"

..

Rey Car

Arriving in the car, Angel immediately sobbed. Rio's treatment is very hurtful to his heart even though he has often felt all this but as strong as this heart still has a feeling that is difficult to remove, a beautiful feeling imagined but pain is carried on. What is this sick love? or because this love shouldn't exist so be this sick.

Rey wiped Angel's tears with affection. Rey's treatment left Angel slightly untreated.

"Don't cry, your tears are too precious to fill a man like him. You've survived all this time and that means you're strong!"

Rey immediately pulls Angel in her arms, hoping Angel will feel better. Rey will do whatever Angel happy. Rey wants to immediately marry Angel and take her to Bali away from her dark past and of course the husband has no heart.

"Not grieve anymore, it's lunchtime. Let's go get ice cream"

Rey took off her hug and kissed Angel on the forehead. Angel smiled faintly, Rey could always make Angel feel calm.

"Come"

Angel nodded. Rey opens the car door for Angel and runs small to the other side.

In the car there is only silence, Angel still thinks with the words of Rio. His heart did not calm down thinking of Kevin what else Rio himself had met him.

"Your son must be okay"

Angel looked straight at Rey. Angel can't believe Rey is saying that as if Rey knows her heart.

"Not to be surprised like that, you are a mother who is very dear to her son"

"You could have"

"Don't be sad anymore"

"Yes"

"Don't crybaby"

"Yes"

"Don't worry me"

"Yes"

"Don't leave me"

"Yes"

Rey continues to tease Angel and Angel only answers "Yes" every question Rey makes Rey want to prank Angel. Even a wicked idea now appeared in Rey's mind.

"Later our son five yeah"

"Yes.. uh?"

Angel immediately saw a creepy look made Rey laugh with crisp while Angel clucked annoyed.

"Five what eleven yeah? you think?"

"Eleventh? do you want to form a football team?" angel asked sarcastically but Rey just threw a smile.

"Babelle!"

"Let's be more dear"

"Whatever"

"You mad?"

"Well, I'm just kinkin!" angel answered and shifted his eyes.

"Cieee my wife-to-be. Looks like he asked to be kissed"

"Related!"

Rey laughed immediately. Angel was really angry with him. Angel who looked out of the car smiling wide, Rey could have made herself smile.

...

Rio saw from his car parked across the street. At the Resto, Angel and Rey were ordering a meal, their seats adjacent to a glass wall.

Rio eyes could not turn away from the two of them. I don't know why his heart hurt this much when he saw Angel leaving with someone else.

Angel and Rey are seen joking while waiting for the order to come. Rio encouraged his gaze as Rey pinched both of Angel's cheeks.

When Rio looked towards them again, Rio was immediately very angry when Angel greeted Rey, it used to be the treatment that made Rio's heart melt. Rio still remembered when Angel treated him well even Sena could not serve him as well as Angel.

Rio who could not see their affection immediately gasp his car away from the front of the restaurant. This feeling was very disturbing, a sense of loss, jealousy, anger, annoyance and I don't know only Rio knows. At that time he was very jealous to see Angel's closeness with Arfan now he must accept that Angel will marry someone else and he must go away from Angel.

"Is this over? I'm so STUPID!"

Rio looked at the gaze of annoyance as well as anger, angry at his doubtful self as well as the prin-plan.

"Geo, you only have and are forever mine! I'll do anything to get you even if you don't want me anymore, keep that in mind!"

Rio's mysterious smile expands on his aunt.

I don't know what Rio will do to Angel and her future husband.

..

Cempaka restaurant

Rey is outlining all the wedding concepts Angel might like. Hearing Rey's explanation that sounded very mature made Angel unable to say anything.

Rey is very serious about her and how lucky she is to have a husband like Rey. Husband who wants to accept it that is already like this.

"Where?"

"I like it, I believe you can manage everything"

"Yes, but I want you to give me input too. This is our marriage, yes actually I want you to make the concept because I want to realize the marriage we want.

"Oh, you know everything I like so you definitely know what I want"

"Bears and red roses"

"Yes and I want my husband to sing a song for me at the wedding"

"Okay, no problem and I want to keep your body the same as this one on our wedding day"

"Loh why? I'm fat now, I want to look slim at our wedding later"

"I just want you to be nothing else. You're beautiful like this, I get so anxious and make me want to" Rey hangs up her words and pulls Angel's cheeks in her arms.

"Aawww"

Rey took off her pinch and saw the master who had cheeks upset him.

"Keep bending his chin, why are the lips on manyunin that or want that? if you want to say dong!"

Angel immediately smothered her mouth with both hands making Rey chuckle.

Rey loves Angel more and more with all her flaws and advantages. Rey wants to immediately step into the fold with Angel, making Angel the only angel in her life and removing all of her wounds. Rey promises in her heart that Angel will forget her dark past.

"Go home, I'm sleepy"

"Since when did an Angel take a nap"

"New habits, you know for yourself"

"Definitely you during pregnancy work sleep continues well?"

"Bring the baby.You know that even though he's still in my stomach the same way as you are, he's very ignorant and makes me anxious myself"

Angel recalls a time when Kevin was growing in his secret. A very good time also pain.

"Huh? really true?"

Rey is increasingly interested in listening to Angel's story and Rey wants to caress Angel's son who is now in her ex-husband's family home.

"Yes, he's very funny. A smile from her tiny lips can always make me happy. His plain eyes looked as if admiring me, whining as if singing to me"

Angel misses Kevin even more. He wanted to know about his condition now.

"Don't be sad, you said that Kevin was with people who loved him, they would take good care of Kevin" Rey said.

"Yes, you're right. I'm going to the toilet"

"Land, I want to pay for this too"

Angel rushed to the toilet. Angel wants to contact Arfan, asking about the situation of his little son.

Arriving at the toilet, Angel immediately pulled out her phone to contact Arfan. A phone call from Angel was answered by Arfan, as if Arfan was waiting for Angel to call.

"You miss Kevin?"

"Kevin, he's okay, right? his allergies don't recur anymore, do they?"

"Well, you want to see your angel? now that I'm with him, he's playing"

Angel instantly turns Voice calls into video calls. Angel's smile expands when she sees Kevin moving his hand as if he wants to reach the toy hanging above him.

"Hi dear"

Kevin stopped moving. His eyes looked for the source of the sound. Arfan pointed the screen of his phone in front of Kevin so Kevin could see Angel.

"Kevin, mama's boy"

Kevin immediately spoke when he saw Angel. Kevin seemed so happy to see Angel, as if he knew that the one on the screen was his real mother.

"Kevin, are you the henchman? do not fuss later if you fuss about Arfan nangis loh can not nenangin you"

"Say your mother "there is a grandmother who takes care, mama does not need to worry". El, Rio still bothering you?"

"No, I'm taking Kevin. I can only hope Kevin will grow up like you, I'm not willing Kevin to have Rio-like nature"

"Don't worry, it's not Rio's nature that Kevin will emulate but you, because you're the one who contains it"

"I just want the best, has it been? I have business, Mama loves you, Kev"

"Yes, my mom"

Arfan moves Kevin Lulu's tiny hand and the phone is cut off. Angel leaned her back against the wall, it felt so heavy away from the nine-month-old boy living one body with her.

"sorry"

...

Rey is worried because Angel has not returned yet, as she is about to catch up to the toilet, Angel is seen from a distance and makes her heart relieved. Rey fears Angel's ex-husband will kidnap Angel when he's not with her.

"As far as you are"

"You want a doll?"

"no, I just want to spend some time with you. Play PS at yuk's house?"

"Come"

.....

14:20 funeral

Rio's car stopped in front of the funeral. Rio got out of the car with a bouquet of roses.

Rio wanted to shove in the tomb of his little princess. He must have been very angry at her for not visiting her for a very long time.

Rio's footsteps stopped at the tiny tomb that he hadn't visited for a long time and Angel only visited this tomb once while Rio if there was free time would have come here.

"Sorry, Papa didn't bring your mama. Oh, baby, you're a big brother now"

Rio bowed, his tears flowing. He looked at the disappointed eyes of Angel. All this time he was just toying with Angel without even understanding the wound he had scratched in Angel's heart.

"Sorry, son. Papa can only hurt your mom, papa wants her back"

Rio started to vent his sense of sadness. Rio had no friends to vent his heart out and only this tiny tomb made him comfortable.

"You know, honey? Your father loved your mother very much but Papa could not express it because Papa did not want to hurt your Grandmother. Papa hurt your Grandma a long time ago because Sena and Papa didn't want to hurt your Grandma because Angel is especially dear to your mother and Papa doesn't want your Grandma to hate your Mama"

Rio let out a long breath. It feels so melting to life like this. Rio cleaned this tiny tomb affectionately and placed the bouquet of flowers he was carrying.

Rio looked around the burial area and it was not just him who was shuffled in this tomb. Many people visited their loved ones and what was a man carrying a baby stood beside the new tomb. Rio guessed that the tomb was the tomb of his wife who died after giving birth to the fruit of their love.

Rio remembered when he kicked Angel out of the house, where Angel was pregnant with her first fetus. It was still clearly heard in his ears the words of the Doctor at that time and also when Kevin was about to be born.

"I'm a bad husband"

...

The House of Jihan Erik

Angel went straight to her room to change her clothes and also her underwear because her ASI came out without her noticing.

"Kevin"

Angel remembered Kevin who really needed this ASI. He told Angel that what he did was wrong, he should have stayed in the house to look after Kevin.

"You must be hungry, if your Papa wasn't like that Mama would have fought for you. Mama doesn't want to add any more trouble, mama's sure you'll grow up well with them"

10 Minutes passed. Angel who had changed her clothes heard a loud noise downstairs. Angel was curious because her voice was more than two people.

"Have you gone home?"

Angel rushes to the living room and Rey's parents are found. Angel was greeted by warm gazes from them, Angel's mother and father had also returned home.

"Honey you are more beautiful" said Arina Rey's mother. Arina walked over to Angel and hugged her. Angel returned the hug.

"I miss you so much"

"El is also Tan"

Arina immediately took off her embrace, she looked at Angel meaningfully.

"Call "Mama" don't Aunt again" he said then pulled slowly Angel's nose bangir.

"Tuh El, he can't wait to take you to his house" Rafa Rey's father said. Rafa already knows very well how his wife is eager to make Angel as his son-in-law. While on the trip Arina continued to discuss the marriage of Angel and Rey and the honeymoon plan for both, Arina wanted to quickly take a grandchild from them.

"Wouldn't Jeng be okay if Angel comes with us?" asked Arina who was afraid that Jihan did not agree because Angel was a child. Arina also really understands what Jihan felt when she separated from Angel because Rey is also her only child.

"Yes that's okay, after all you guys will definitely take care of my daughter"

"Nothing is like this, later if they already have their own home how?" said Erik who seemed to scare these mothers.

Jihan and Arina immediately looked at Erik's annoyed gaze. Rafa could only help but laugh at seeing it. Rey and Angel just kept quiet while looking at a faint smile. Angel begins to feel anxious when they find out the truth that she and Rey are hiding. Rey looked at Angel with a smile on her aunt as if to say that everything would be fine.

...

Bars

12:00 Nights.

For hours Rio sat here enjoying the atmosphere of a very crowded Bar filled with people and also music played with a loud volume.

Some of them come here to relieve fatigue and also the burden of thoughts that never disappear.

Rio poured some more alcohol into his glass, this was already the fifth bottle that Rio drank. Rio drank it quickly until it ran out. I don't know why Rio likes this liquor so much.

Rio gave a rough sigh then ruffled his hair. The burden on his shoulders is heavy. Rio lost Angel very much and he regretted wasting Angel.

"I'll have you in any way I have to hurt you"

....

01:30

Home Amanda/Riko | Rooms Rio/Sena

Sena was waiting for Rio to come home, since the afternoon Sena kept contacting Rio but her phone died. Sena is very anxious and afraid that Rio is now with Angel and forgets about her.

"Ri, where are you?"

Sena approaches Kevin's bed. Sena felt even more upset when she saw Kevin's face that was similar to Angel. Sena gently stroked Kevin's smooth cheek, the caress coming down Kevin's neck.

"Because of your mother, I became like this! i hate you! if Rio doesn't come home tonight I'll end your life"

Sena smiled mysteriously and then she started laughing happily but for a second she cried. Sena bit the thumb nail of her right hand. Bipolar disease is now relapsing, anxiety and fear now make Sena's consciousness disturbed. Sena for the time being was unable to control her anxiety, along with that the room door was opened by Rio.

Seeing Rio already coming home slowly Sena's anxiety changed. Rio came home in messy clothes and looked drunk.

"Rio, where are you from?" sena asked as Rio was in front of her. Rio looked towards Sena.

"What do you know" The smell of alcohol is now on Sena's nose. Rio instantly laid his body on the bed. This kind of indifferent attitude of Rio made Sena even more drowned in the ocean of voidness. Rio was indeed her husband but Sena never felt Rio was her whole. There are always things that make Sena hurt even in the eyes of everyone, she looks fine and there may be some people who see Sena as the domineering wife but they don't know when Rio's coming home with the smell of alcohol from his mouth.

Rio was not a heavy drunk just that when his mind was messed up, he would forget everything and drink up like this. Rio has never been in an accident even though driving with a state of semi-conscious because Rio always comes home when the road conditions are quiet. Seeing a husband she loved so much like this made her even more depressed.

"Angels"

Sena immediately turned her head towards Rio who closed her eyes. Rio continuously mentioned Angel's name, Rio was not aware that Sena was now wrathful towards him.

"..... Why did you leave me"

Sena's tears just came down. Both of his hands were clenched while Rio still continued to call out Angel's name. Sena bowed her heart really hurt as Rio mentioned the name of the other woman in front of her. Although the current condition of Rio half-conscious still this is very painful.

There was a creepy laugh from Sena. Sena raised her head, looking at Rio who closed her eyes. Slowly Sena headed to her dresser. Sena took something from inside her drawer.

"You're mine, aren't you, Ri?"

Sena's left hand plays the end of her hair while her other hand holds a catcher knife. Sena looked at the kater knife towards Rio. Sena's smile was very mysterious, her right hand was playing the catcher knife. Sena walked over to Rio.

"If you call Angel's name one more time, I'll need you"

Sena sat on the bedside floor playing with the kater knife, she scratched the tip of the catheter knife on the floor. The sound that irritated the ears as the tip of the catheter scratched the floor added to the spooky atmosphere of this room. At this point Sena can hurt herself as well as others, Sena can hurt Rio as well as Kevin.

In this room only Sena was still opening her eyes and Rio could do nothing when Sena injured Kevin. Of the two possibilities that will happen surely Kevin who has a great chance to be hurt Sena because Kevin his son Angel and Sena hate Angel.

Sena hummed softly while still scraping the floor with the catheter. Sena's tears came back.

"Dark.lalala...Lala.. I love you and you should be yours forever.. ummm I hate you.. Don't be like that. ah.hahaha... hah!"

"Angels"

Sena turned to look at the bed. Sena got up from her seat. Sena looked very angry at Rio.

"Angels"

"You!"

Sena immediately warmed the hand that was holding the knife. The knife of the catcher was pointing at the severed Rio.

"You betrayed me and you must ma*i in my hands!"

Sena swung her right hand the collar of Rio's chest but before the blade pierced Rio's body, Kevin woke up and cried very loudly making Sena aware of his bipolar.

"What am I doing?"

Sena immediately threw the kater knife in her hand in any direction. Sena grabbed her own hair and cried. This disorder made her very tormented, she subconsciously wanted to finish off her own husband.

Kevin's still crying, he's starving.

"Kevin?"

Sena went straight to Kevin. Sena held onto the tiny body of Kevin who was still crying.

"Don't cry!"

Sena is upset again because Kevin continues to cry for no reason but this time God does not let Kevin hurt by Sena. The sound of knocking on the door made Sena step towards the door, Sena opened the door and it was Amanda who happened to pass Sena's room and heard Kevin's cry.

"Mama?"

Amanda was surprised by Sena's messy situation like this. Amanda suspects that Sena is overwhelmed by Kevin's guard.

"Rio's home yet?"

"Already, Ma"

"Kevin cry continues well? let's change with mama, sinih"

"But ma?"

"Here you rest"

Amanda took Kevin in Sena's bopongan. Amanda immediately tried to calm Kevin who was crying until it looked like a vein on his forehead.

"Break it out"

Amanda turned to walk towards her room. Sena breathed a sigh of relief to Amanda otherwise the story would have been different.

"I'd better take that medicine"

...

03:00 am

Sena still can't sleep. He sat on the sofa while looking at Rio who was lying on the bed, his eyes blank.

"Why is it all like this? are you too afraid of losing you? I'm sick, Ri. Have you ever thought about my feelings? you used to understand me but now, why do I feel like you're far away from me? is it because of Angel? you want to leave me only for the sake of the one who gave birth to you, I also want to become a mother but what is my day. God hasn't given me a chance"

Sena fell silent again, now her eyes were on the ceiling. Sena only realized she had been lonely and just focused on being a model, even she had no friends. Sena longs for High School where she has many friends and full of fun even though she often permits if there is a photo shoot.

"My life is sad, my husband now loves someone else. Why am I stupid? I shouldn't have eaten the trash from all of them! all of this happened because of the mother-in-law who was lacking in the language! I should have asked Rio to move to France"

"Angels"

Sena immediately turned her gaze to Rio. Sena was furious as Rio continued to mention Angel's name. Sena immediately got up from her seat approaching Rio.

Sena got into bed, approaching Rio. Rio was seen slightly opening his eyelids, in Rio's vision, Sena was Angel.

"Angel, you're back"

Sena was so upset Rio like this. Sena felt her heart hurt but Sena's smile expanded perfectly. He teased Rio by unbuttoning Rio's shirt.

Cup

"It's me, Angel" said Sena who was still unbuttoning Rio's shirt. Sena wants Rio to be hers and that means she has to get pregnant despite ending her career as a model. Sena did not want Rio to be taken by a woman like Angel.

"Tonight you're mine!"

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