Not an Ordinary Widower
Chapter 22 What is this feeling?

Rendi was frustrated by not being able to contact Rosalina. He walked back and forth while putting his phone on his ear.

He repeatedly contacted Rosalina, whose phone was not active at all. His anxiety and worry increased as his calls reached a hundred calls.

"Are not active? Did I try to go to that house again?" tanyanya monologues in her room.

After thinking for a while, he finally decided to meet Rosalina at Kenzo's house.

The car driven by Rendi was suddenly driven at high speed when he saw Rosalina in the car that was opening the windshield.

They cross paths because their car is stopped by a red light. Unfortunately they are different directions, so when the red light turns into a green light, their cars cross each other.

Rendi's mood was so chaotic that she would hit a pedestrian crossing in front of her car. Fortunately, Rendi was able to brake his car in time so that the pedestrian was not injured at all.

Rendi's time was wasted when he had to turn around and stop when he was about to hit the crosswalk earlier. So his intention to chase after Kenzo's car failed.

Kenzo's free-running car began to enter his yard. Without waiting for a long time, Rosalina opened her car door and exited the car immediately into the house with the baby Chintya in her cradle.

Kenzo was astonished by Rosalina who looked very rushed out of her car. But he realized that Rosalina had misbehaved in front of him since the hug he gave Rosalina in the car earlier.

Still standing near his car, Kenzo thought as he looked at Rosalina's back walking into the house.

Why can I hold her? Why is my heart so happy when she says she refuses to give her crown to her ex-boyfriend? Why is my heart so happy when I know that? Is it because of Levia? Kenzo wondered in his heart at the thought of what he was feeling right now.

A strange feeling in Kenzo's heart he had never felt. Even what he felt was new in his opinion.

Enter Kenzo into his house after picking up a baby Chintya kit bag. His head turned towards the high fence of his house which was being opened by Mr. Mail, his home security guard.

At first glance he heard that there was a voice of a man asking about Rosalina. According to Kenzo, the voice was not sing to him, of course, he often listened to lately.

And she remembers that the voice was that of Rendi, the man who liked Rosalina and wanted Rosalina to be her boyfriend.

Kenzo immediately entered the house when he heard Mr. Mail's voice which gave an excuse for Rendi to come home soon because she could not meet with Rosalina.

I don't know what Mr. Mail told Rendi. The most important thing for Kenzo is for Rendi not to be able to see Rosalina.

After Kenzo entered the house, he contacted Mr. Mail by phone in his guard post.

"Sir, is that man gone?" ask Kenzo to Mr. Mail over the phone.

What do you mean the man who was looking for Sister Rosalina? said Mr. Mail across the street.

"Yes. Was he the same guy at the time?" ask Kenzo to investigate.

Yes Sir the same. Actually he refused to leave this house before meeting with Mr. Rosalina Pak. But I have overcome it, you do not need to worry, said Mr. Mail by phone.

"Just don't let him and Rosalina meet, anyway" Kenzo ordered unequivocally to Mr. Mail, the security guard at his home.

Ready Sir. But if I may know, why are they both forbidden to meet sir? ask Mr. Mail curious.

Ready Sir. Carry it out, cried Mr. Mail from across there.

Kenzo disconnected his phone with emotion. Somehow he suddenly got emotional when Mr. Mail asked him about his reason for forbidding Rendi and Rosalina to meet.

Kenzo himself had no idea what he was feeling. He did not understand why he told his security guard not to allow Rendi to see Rosalina.

He simply said what his heart wanted without thinking about what the reason behind it was.

He sat in the living room for a moment to think. Baby Chintya's kit bag is still in her hands. He has not given it to Rosalina who is now in the baby Chintya room.

Rosalina's face with her smile and all the actions that made Kenzo smile and even laugh, now reflected when she was thinking about what she felt.

He saw the screen of his phone that he had been holding since. The phone fiddled for a while, then his lips curved upwards.

Love, I'm sure it's love. I love him, like I see on the internet. Everything leads to my feelings not wanting to lose him, Kenzo said in his heart to affirm his feelings.

For a while he calmed his mind and reassured his heart of what he had been feeling lately.

Kenzo moved from his seat with a bag of baby Chintya supplies. She walked with her broad steps towards the baby Chintya room.

Chequek!

Kenzo opens the door to the baby Chintya room without knocking on the door first.

Rosalina who had just put baby Chintya to sleep in her box turned to Kenzo who was walking in towards her and placed the baby Chintya's kit bag on the floor.

Grep's!

Kenzo hugged Rosalina's body. The two of them are now standing and hugging in front of the baby box in which the baby Chintya is sleeping soundly.

Rosalina just kept quiet from being surprised to get a sudden hug from Kenzo. Only Rosalina's eyes flickered, her mouth speechless and her body unable to move.

"For a while, I just want us to be like this for now" said Kenzo Lirih, hugging Rosalina tightly.

Rosalina's lips were about to say something, unfortunately she couldn't get any words out of her mouth.

Inadvertently Bik Narmi who was passing through the baby Chintya room saw Kenzo hugging Rosalina. Just touch the footsteps of Narmi bik stopped watching the hug scene and there was a smile on the lips of Bik Narmi when he saw it.

After a while, Narmi's bik realises that he will disturb them later. With a step of heart, Narmi left the front of the baby Chintya room.

"Oms. Om why?" rosalina asked Kenzo.

Why would I say that? Why is that silly question coming out of my mouth? Should I ask what does he mean he hugged me like this? It had even been twice, Rosalina grumbled in her heart.

"I just want to make sure of something" replied Kenzo who was still at home tightly hugging Rosalina's body.