Not an Ordinary Widower
Chapter 57 Kenzo's Feelings

The crying baby Chintya video sent by Kenzo to Rosalina makes Rosalina guilty.

"Sister Rosa is crying?" asked Rava who was sitting next to Rosalina.

Ravi who was pouring drinks in her glass immediately turned to her brother.

"Sister Rosa why? Is anyone sick" asked Ravi while holding Rosalina's shoulder.

Rosalina immediately wiped her tears dripping down her cheeks and put a smile on her face so that her two younger siblings would no longer see her sadness.

"That's who's crying?" ask Ravi who looks at the screen of Rosalina's phone.

Rava immediately looked at the screen of Rosalina's phone. Hearing her sister's question, Rosalina immediately locked the screen of her phone and pocketed back her phone.

"Who is it Brother? It's a pity to cry until it's like that" said Rava, looking at her brother's face.

Rosalina was shocked to hear her sister's question. Really he did not want to teach lies to his two sisters, only he could not tell the truth this time because there were so many things he had to consider.

"He's his sister's friend Brother. In a moment, Brother will go to Brother's room for a moment," said Rosalina as she moved from her seat.

"Sister Rosa, what do you want to do to the room?" asked Ravi with her innocent face.

"Huh?! That's... Brother is going to the bathroom," Rosalina replied nervously with a big smile.

"To the bathroom do not need to go to the room Brother. There's a bathroom, Sister Rosa forgot?" sahut Rava pointed to the bathroom next to the kitchen.

"Eh yes I forgot. Hehe... Brother go there first yes," said Rosalina with a clumsy smile.

Rosalina immediately headed for the bathroom that was on the lower floor. He played back the video Kenzo sent him.

Her heart was deeply saddened to see the cry of the baby Chintya who was already very close to her. Many times the video was played to treat his longing for the baby Chintya which he had just left a few hours. Unfortunately, she grew sad to see her crying.

Kenzo's phone did not escape from his hand after sending the video to Rosalina. Her eyes widened and her lips curved upwards when she knew Rosalina had already read all her messages.

"He read it. I need to call her right away" Kenzo said, tapping Rosalina's cell phone number.

On the other hand, precisely in the bathroom of Rosalina's house, while Rosalina was still watching the video for the umpteenth time, the name Kenzo who made a phone call to her appeared.

Uncommanded, Rosalina's flick finger pressed the sign of receiving the call, so the phone from Kenzo was connected to Rosalina.

Hello, dear, Rosa, can you hear me? Kenzo began his greeting to Rosalina when the phone was connected.

The deg!

Rosalina's heart was pounding very fast hearing Kenzo calling her affectionate. But, his heart also hurt to hear it. He didn't think that his heart could hurt this much if he stayed away from Kenzo.

Baby, do you hear me? Honey, why did you leave the hospital? I've been looking for you everywhere. I just took Chintya's DNA test. And when I came back, you were gone. What's actually going on? Is there something I don't know? Just tell me. I-i

"Sorry, I have to hang up" Rosalina interrupted Kenzo's words and intended to end the call immediately.

However, before Rosalina pressed the button to end the phone, Kenzo had already said something to Rosalina.

Chintya. She's been crying since you weren't with her. Until now she is still crying. Don't you feel sorry for him? Do you want to listen to her cries now?

"Sorry," said Rosalina in a hoarse and trembling voice.

Then she turned off the phone because she couldn't hold back her tears. His heart ached hearing Kenzo's voice. It feels like he wants to run to Kenzo's house right now. The names Kenzo and baby Chintya were already in his heart at this moment, so he could not easily forget the two of them.

Only one word was spoken by Rosalina. Sorry, that word has a lot of meaning to Kenzo. He was devastated when he heard the apology coming out of Rosalina's mouth.

Why, why would he say that? What am I supposed to forgive? Sorry for what? To not come back? For his departure just now? Or to not be able to take care of Chintya anymore? Kenzo wondered in his heart.

Somehow hearing Rosalina's apology made Kenzo feel pain in his heart. There were even tears that dripped involuntarily from his eyes.

His mind was deeply troubled at the thought of the girl whose heart he had now moved away from him. A million questions ran through his mind.

Kenzo never blamed Rosalina at all. It was because of how great his love and trust in Rosalina was. He believes Rosalina will never have the heart to leave him and he believes that Rosalina will never renege on her promise to leave him.

Kenzo blamed himself. He just wanted to ask Rosalina about her mistake. He thought that there was a mistake that he did not intentionally or a mistake that he was not aware of so Rosalina stayed away from him.

His head grew heavier thinking about it all. Slowly his eyes closed without him noticing. Now Kenzo's tired body and mind rested on his bed.

"Rose... Rosa's... Rosaline... Don't leave me, honey... Need you. Don't leave me... Dear... Rosa...."

Kenzo deliriously mentions Rosalina's name in his sleep. She saw Rosalina coming and took care of her who was sick, just like that time, at the time she was sick.

Tok...

"Kenzo's... Kenzo's...."

Kenzo's bedroom door is knocked from the outside by Venita. He repeatedly knocked on the door and called Kenzo's name but there was no word from inside the room.

Chequek!

"Kenzo, let's eat first. You have to eat, you haven't eaten yet" Venita said as she walked into Kenzo's room.

There was a faint sound in Venita's ear, Kenzo's voice calling out Rosalina's name.

Soon Venita approaches Kenzo and wakes him up. She had never seen Kenzo like that as long as she was a baby until now.

"Kenzo's... Ken's... Kenzo...!"'s search...!"

Venita shook Kenzo's arm and called out her name. But Kenzo didn't open his eyes.

His eyes remained closed, cold sweat running down both of his temples. And he mentioned Rosalina's name.

"It's very hot" Venita said as she placed the back of her palm on Kenzo's forehead.

Venita is very worried. He doesn't know what to do. It's been a long time since he's taken care of a child. And all this time if they are sick always call their family doctor.

Venita immediately runs to call Narmi's bik to help her.

"Bik... Bik.. please Bik.. please Kenzo," exclaimed Venita who entered the baby Chintya room to call Bik Narmi.