Not an Ordinary Widower
Chapter 37 Fear Rosalina

"I have to how? Do I have to go out and say hello to Chintya's grandmother? Aaah. He must have scolded me for that matter. Huffttt..," said Rosalina while changing baby Chintya clothes.

Rosalina's heart at the moment. She is very afraid to face Venita, Kenzo's mother who has caught her sleeping with Kenzo. Despite just hugging each other, it was very embarrassing and very wrong according to Rosalina.

Hufffft...

Rosalina again sighed heavily when she had finished changing into a baby Chintya outfit.

It seems like I can't avoid it anymore. I have to meet them and explain what happened last night to Chintya's grandmother. Yes, I must be brave. Come on Rosa, where's the bold attitude you've had all this time? Don't just because of love, you can stumble like this. Huh, love? Do I really love him? Rosalina said in her heart, she was encouraging herself and she was shocked by her own words saying that she loved Kenzo.

"Rosa, have you finished bathing Chintya?" ask Bik Narmi who is now in the baby Chintya room.

"Eh Bibik's. Bik, this is just done. What's wrong Bik?" rosalina asked nervously because Narmi asked her when she was daydreaming.

Bik Narmi smiled, then she approached Rosalina and rubbed her back.

"Mrs Venita is waiting for you in the living room" replied the Narmi bik by giving her smile to calm Rosalina who looked frantic from her face.

"Huffffttt... Am I going to be fired Bik?" rosalina asked Bik Narmi with a heavy sigh.

Bik Narmi smiled again, then he hugged Rosalina's body and said,

"Calm down, Mrs Venita is not the kind of fierce person, maybe she is assertive, but she is compassionate. You don't have to worry, just meet him and answer every question honestly. Remember Rosa, never lie to her, because she's the least likely to be lied to by someone, let alone someone who's very close to her."

Bik Narmi let go of his embrace because the baby Chintya who was next to Rosalina tugged at Rosalina's clothes with her tiny hands.

"It looks like Chintya asked to be carried" said Bik Narmi after releasing his embrace to Rosalina.

Rosalina turned to the chuckled baby Chintya looking at her. Soon Rosalina brings the body of the baby Chintya to her lap. He kissed the baby Chintya all over the face until he laughed.

Bik Narmi looked at Rosalina and baby Chintya with happy laughter. He did not expect that the famous baby Chintya is very fussy and difficult to overcome, can now laugh happily and joke with a girl who does not have children.

From the living room Venita and Kenzo heard the carefree laughter of baby Chintya. The laughter was so clear in their ears because indeed the baby Chintya room was never closed the door, so the babysitting, crying and laughter of baby Chintya could be heard by everyone in the house.

"What is Chintya Mama's granddaughter?" venita asked with her face to Kenzo.

Kenzo just smiled without answering. He saw his mother who seemed surprised to hear the laughter of baby Chintya.

Venita got up from her seat and walked towards the baby Chintya's room. Kenzo followed his mother to see what reaction his mother would show when she saw the baby Chintya that Rosalina had conquered.

Venita looked at the front door without entering the room. He was astonished, not expecting that the baby Chintya, his fussy granddaughter could laugh cheerfully jokingly with the baby sitter loved by Kenzo.

"Where's Ma?" kenzo whispers in Venita's ear.

"It's because of this that you love her and want to make her the mother of Chintya" Venita said softly next to Kenzo's ear.

Kenzo shook his head. He did not justify what his mother told him.

"Not because of that, I did admire him when he painstakingly took care of Chintya and could make her like any other baby. It's just that I feel love here," Kenzo said half-whispering as he pointed at his chest.

Venita shook her head in disbelief at the answer from her son who was known to be very ignorant, now she saw his son was not like before. It even looks once on her face if she is happy to feel in love.

"Mistress, Mr. Kenzo," said bik Narmi in shock as he turned to the door to see Venita and Kenzo standing there.

"Rosa, we're talking outside" said Venita, who walked out of Chintya's baby room into the living room.

Rosalina was surprised, her eyes were patterned in shock and nervousness. She was very afraid if she was blamed and slandered which was not-unlike the words Dina and Dino had told her.

Kenzo walked closer to Rosalina who was still holding the baby Chintya. Bik Narmi who knows the situation, he immediately came out of the room.

"Darling, we go there yuk. Let's go see Mama. From now on Mama has been waiting for you," said Kenzo as he rubbed Rosalina's shoulder and smiled to calm her down.

Rosalina turned to Kenzo with a gaze that Kenzo knew Rosalina was so scared of right now.

"You don't have to worry, there is me who will accompany you" said Kenzo still with his smile to calm Rosalina.

"But I...,"

"You're not wrong. And we're not wrong. The feelings between us are not wrong either. So why are we afraid?" kenzo said as he embraced Rosalina's shoulder.

"Let's go there" said Kenzo as he helped Rosalina get out of her seat.

"I.. I. I seem to be really scared" said Rosalina anxiously walking beside Kenzo.

"Heiii..Where is the brave Rosalina?" kenzo said while chuckling.

"It looks like my courage is gone somewhere. Do I need to find him first?" Rosalina asked Kenzo a silly question.

Kenzo laughed at Rosalina's words. She knew that it was Rosalina's way of calming herself down at this moment.

Kenzo was still laughing and looking at Rosalina. In his heart he said,

Really unique you Rosa, you are indeed the best for me. And I'm sure it is.

Arriving in the living room, Kenzo invites Rosalina to sit next to him and face Venita.

Rosalina who was really nervous tried to be reasonable and invite baby Chintya to play on her lap.

"Your name is Rosa, right?" venita asked firmly and looked seriously at Rosalina like she was asking her answer.

"Rosalina Madam," Rosalina replied with a forced smile.

"What is your goal to be a baby sitter here?" asked Venita back firmly.

"To get Madam's money," replied Rosalina who looked nervous.

"With how to approach Kenzo?" venita asked with a slight smile.

Rosalina widened her eyes. This is what he was afraid of. Humiliating him for his love for Kenzo.

"Ma! Why is Mama talking like"

"Then do you really love Kenzo?" venita asked back with a look of eyes intimidating her.