Not an Ordinary Widower
Chapter 4 Bad memories

"It should be me, not you" Kenzo said as he drove his car.

"Om I don't know what it's like to be married, have another baby. Though I am still cute Om," replied Rosalina with annoyance and her lips back pursed.

Kenzo laughed and heard Rosalina's words. Just this time he was able to laugh after his marriage to Levia, his late wife. Since her marriage to Levia, she has become increasingly cold and indifferent to her surroundings.

"Well, you fit a baby. It's a sign that you're getting married" Kenzo said, chuckling.

"Who does not have a boyfriend, who wants to marry?" rosalina peeked angrily at Kenzo.

"Yes, I don't do it" Kenzo said, chuckling at Rosalina.

Rosalina squinted her eyes looking at Kenzo in annoyance. Then he said,

"I think Om is very satisfied with me."

"You're so funny, after all," Kenzo replied, wiping the tiny drops of tears in his eyes, mostly laughing.

"Yes, pay O.. I'm not a comedian, so it's not free entertainment" Rosalina said, raising her hand in front of Kenzo.

Kenzo glanced at Rosalina's hand that looked up at him.

"Matre is really a girl," said Kenzo who is still concentrating on the streets in front of him.

"Must dong Om. If not then I'm not alive" Rosalina said quickly.

"Yes, it will be paid, as long as you do the right work. Be aware that your work is not right, I will not pay your salary," Kenzo threatened Rosalina with a thin smile on her lips.

"Yes.yes. yes, just a matter of taking care of the baby is easy. It was my daily meal" Rosalina said proudly.

Kenzo who was still concentrating on the streets again smiled at Rosalina's words. It seems like today is a different day for him. He felt more alive and comforted by the presence of Rosalina who had just been a few hours in his life.

"Eh Om, Om's wife where the hell, how can I not see at all? Is he working?" ask Rosalina curiously.

"Ehem..," Kenzo cleared his throat and allowed his seat.

He really did not want to talk about his late wife, because only the wounds he would get if he remembered them.

"She was already dead in giving birth to Chintya," Kenzo replied flatly.

"Oh. I'm sorry Om," said Rosalina Iirih feeling guilty.

There was no chat in the car until they reached Kenzo's house.

Kenzo became quiet again after Rosalina asked about his wife. And that made Rosalina feel very guilty. He feels that Kenzo has reopened his grief, the grief of being left behind by his beloved wife.

That's according to Rosalina's mind. It is different from what Kenzo feels. Nobody knows about them except Kenzo and Levia.

Kenzo smiled cynically as he laid himself on his bed remembering about Rosalina's question.

"Wife..., is it true that we can be said to be husband and wife?" he said while smiling cynically.

Then his eyes closed remembering the shadow of the incident so far, all about him and Levia was clearly drawn in his memory. Until it was not felt, Kenzo fell asleep with his memories.

Rosalina felt so guilty about Kenzo. He was not calm because after they came home, Kenzo did not come out of his room at all.

"Rosa, Mr Kenzo where are you going? I want to go home. I have prepared dinner. Then try to get Mr. Kenzo for dinner. Don't let her not have dinner" said Bik Narmi before she left Kenzo's house.

"So he went into the room. But why not get out, Bik?" Rosalina.

"Just try calling Mr. Kenzo in his room. Anyway don't let him miss his dinner," bik Narmi orders Rosalina.

"Well Bik, I will try to call him later" said Rosalina by developing her smile.

Now the baby Chintya has fallen asleep in Rosalina's arms, after which she puts the baby Chintya into her baby box.

Rosalina's footsteps into Kenzo's room came to a halt right in front of Kenzo's door. He hesitated to knock on the door. The desire to knock on the door made him think again.

The forward retreat of Rosalina's legs occurred in a few times until she was tired of doing it.

"Iss.gini very, just want to knock on the door just have to think many times. Just knock don't be afraid," grumbled Rosalina in front of Kenzo's room door.

Tok...

Kenzo's bedroom door was knocked by Rosalina many times, but still there was no answer from the owner of the room who was in the room.

Curious and worried, Rosalina tries to open Kenzo's room door.

Chequek!

Kenzo's bedroom door was opened. And now he hesitated to go into the room.

He fears Kenzo will get mad at him and end up firing him.

Am I going in now? But what if he gets angry? What if he catches me because of this? I'm gonna need that money. How's dong? Rosalina said in her heart while on her tiptoes looking at Kenzo's bed that was located a fair distance away from her bedroom door.

Suddenly there was a groaning sound from Kenzo who was still in his bed.

Without a second thought, Rosalina immediately approached Kenzo to see the situation.

It appears that Kenzo is currently shivering and whimpering with cold sweat dripping down his forehead and temples.

Seeing that, Rosalina became anxious and without thinking anymore she checked Kenzo's body temperature by sticking the back of her hand on Kenzo's forehead.

"Hot, how's this?" he said with his trembling hands.

"Ah... compress... compress.. I should get the compress first," said Rosalina then rushed to the kitchen to pick up the equipment used to compress Kenzo.

Kenzo's eyes opened slightly, he slightly looked at Rosalina's shadow. His lips wanted to say something, but he was unable to move. And finally he closed his eyes again.

Not long after, Rosalina returned with equipment to compress Kenzo.

He slowly wiped away the cold sweat of Kenzo that flooded his forehead and neck slowly. Then he taped a wet towel to compress Kenzo's forehead.

Slowly Kenzo's eyes opened as he felt a wet towel sitting on his forehead.

"Om, I-I'm sorry, I just." said Rosalina frightened to see Kenzo's suddenly open eyes staring at him.

"O-Om eat first yes, after that take medicine and rest again," said Rosalina stammering.

Without waiting for a response from Kenzo, Rosalina immediately went out to get food for Kenzo and brought him back into his room.

"This is the food, sir" said Rosalina while offering a plate of rice and side dishes.

Kenzo just stared at the plate without interest. He remained silent without answering or taking the plate.

He's sick again, he's lazy to eat. But he had to take medicine, so he had to eat. Normally if I was like that, my mother would have bribed me. Hah, means I have to bribe him dong? OMG...

Rosalina said in her heart as she stared at Kenzo and the plates she was carrying alternately.

Doubtfully and trembling Rosalina directed the spoon containing the rice and side dishes in front of Kenzo's mouth.

Actually Rosalina was afraid that Kenzo would later scold her for being presumptuous in her opinion. Sassy entered into his room and presumptuous had dared to bribe him.

However, beyond his expectations. Kenzo's mouth was open and willing to take a bribe from Rosalina.

It felt a long time for Rosalina to feed Kenzo because she had to be painstaking. One bite after another and finally only a little Kenzo refused to eat it.

Rosalina immediately moved from her seat after giving a glass containing water and medicine.

Taps!

Rosalina's hand was held by Kenzo to stop her steps when she was about to walk out of her room.