
- Flavors
Every taste is pseudo ...
Fades with time,
Increase in uncertain times.
Once, now, no one will ever know ...
The taste is also sometimes stored neatly in the corner of the untouched space,
Not dead, not growing ...
I just know enough, sometimes a feeling is never enough.
By: Mira Eka Putri
"Jasson, where are you taking me?" Kimmy continued to thrash, but Jasson ignored him and even accelerated his footsteps to invite the woman to a place that is still unknown, Kimmy who wore heels that were not short felt difficulty walking, but there was no choice but to follow the man's lead.
Jasson's steps came to a halt right in front of his car, once again, his sturdy hand smashing Kimmy's wrist violently.
"Lake in!" his orders while opening the door of his car.
"I don't want to!" Kimmy stepped back trying to dodge, but Jasson's lightning-fast hand pulled his hand.
"Come in and come with me!" his orders, bring the woman's body closer to his. The creepy look still frightened Kimmy.
"I don't want to, please let me go!" the door was clear, both corners of his eyes were inundated with clear liquid, Kimmy was still struggling to hope to be released, but Jasson actually further tightened his grip on the woman's wrist.
"Jasson, let me go, my hands hurt." Kimmy relentlessly complained, but did not make the man worship him.
"If you want me to let go, obey! Get in the car and come with me!" his orders.
"I don't want to go with you!"
"Come with me or you'll see my bad side!" he snapped with great pressure, shaking Kimmy's hand, making the woman gasp and grow even more frightened. Now there is no other choice but to obey the man's wishes. Kimmy was forced to get into the car and occupy his body, followed by Jasson who took his seat.
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Kimmy's body seemed to tremble with fear of the man who was currently focusing on driving the car beside him. His two hands brushed against each other, feeling drenched in sweat that was endlessly squeezed by itself.
"Oh my God, where is Jasson taking me? what's he gonna do, why does he look so scary?"
Kimmy could only bend his gaze at his two palms that continued to move irregularly, not daring to lift his gaze or just glance at Jasson. He was scared and did not recognize the man. Whether where Jasson would take himself away, Kimmy's mind was made to guess the direction is uncertain, the car was speeding faster and still he did not know where the destination was.
A few minutes later.
Kimmy's body was suddenly jolted when the car that had originally been traveling at a high enough speed stopped abruptly making his body slightly shaken. Kimmy slowly ventured to lift his face, feeling familiar with the place, because it turned out that now the car he was riding stopped right in front of his yard.
"Home? why did Jasson take me home?" muttered, but Kimmy's heart was relieved, he had thought of the terrible possibility that Jasson would take him as far away as possible and leave him alone and he would be pounced on by a wild beast, but his mind was wrong.
Kimmy didn't dare look at Jasson. One of his still shaking hands tried to open the car door after he removed the seat belt hook that was still wrapped around his body. The car door was almost open, but Jasson's hand held it. The eerie cold gaze was now back Kimmy got, making their bodies close to each other. Kimmy again lowered her gaze, Her erratic heart making her feel claustrophobic, trying to catch her breath.
"Are you confused as to why I brought you here?" Jasson's question made Kimmy nod his head softly, but still did not dare to raise his face to look at the man's eyes. Kimmy tried to keep Jasson's body away, but the man actually pounced on his body, even barely giving a hint of reproach to move.
"Jasson what do you want?" Kimmy ventured to lift up her veined face full of annoyance and question marks.
"Isn't this what you want?" reply Jasson. Kimmy didn't understand what the man meant.
"I don't understand what you're saying" he said, Jasson's eyes could catch the fear in the look on the woman's face that was now in front of him, until finally, he could see, he distanced his body a little and allowed the woman to breathe freely.
"If you weren't drunk last night maybe I wouldn't have this problem!" he exclaimed with great emphasis, not letting go of the woman from his sight in the slightest.
"You're blaming me?"
"Yes, of course I blame you!"
"How can you blame me? I don't even know why I can be with you!"
"You don't pretend to be innocent, I get drunk a lot and my consciousness never goes away! So too with you! So last night you must remember exactly why you were with me!" Jasson clutched one of Kimmy's shoulders, but did not make the woman feel any pain.
"If I hadn't helped you and let your bad boy friend take you away, I probably wouldn't be in this trouble!" coined.
"I never asked you to help me!" Kimmy's near-thin patience made his hands reflexively pull Jasson's hand from his shoulder, causing the man's body to shake. Kimmy was annoyed to hear what the brother of his best friend was accusing him of. "Mark is my friend, he's a very nice guy. And I'm not lying! I can't remember anything from last night!"
"Shut up! I didn't tell you to find an excuse!" snapped Jasson. "Color yourself, papa silenced me! Even mama gave me a slap for the first time just because of you, so this is all your fault!" It sounded with a more powerful voice than before.
This was the first time that Gio and Merry were really angry and silenced their son like that. It really tormented Jasson, he could be silenced by others for many years, but he could not be silenced by his parents even for a second, given that both of his parents had always given him more care and affection without favoritism towards him and his two other brothers, until finally, Jasson immediately moved to change his decision.
"You think it's just you? my father also silenced me, and he forbade me to reconnect with Jesslyn and your family!" kimmy Banged.
"I don't care about that! I'm sure you and Jesslyn did do this on purpose!"
"What do you mean?"
"Kimmy!" A familiar voice stopped the conversation between the two of them. They turned their heads at the same time, seeing Louis and Kelly standing at the door of the open house.
"Down! And follow what I say!" jasson's orders. Kimmy just kept quiet, he immediately followed Jasson who first got out of the car and walked over to Louis who had raised an unfriendly gaze to Jasson.
"Good day Uncle, Auntie." Jasson greeted as he nodded his head.
"What are you doing here?" asked Louis with a full glance.
"Jasson's here to talk to Uncle and Auntie."
"Speak up!"
"Honey, let Jasson and our daughter in first!" kelly. Louis just kept quiet and just walked into the house. Kelly invites Kimmy and Jasson to enter the house, see Louis who first sat his body on the sofa, the three of them followed him.
"Speak up!" louis' orders were rushed.
"Jasson's here to get Kimmy married, Uncle."
Hearing that sentence both Kelly and Kimmy's eyes were rounded and shocked by him.
"No! I don't want to!" suddenly Kimmy. "I don't want to marry you!" Kimmy stood up and gasped at the man's words.
"Kimmy, sit! Why are you being so disrespectful!" snapped Louis. Kelly immediately pulled his daughter's hand and told her to sit back in her place, Kimmy said, she was really scared every time she heard what Jasson said, still did not release the man from his sight with a gaze full of anger.
"Jasson, continue speaking!" louis' orders, the voice and facial features of the male lungaya who had seemed unfriendly immediately changed, sounding a little softened.
"Uncle, Jasson wants to marry Kimmy!" he said once again.
"Papa-"
"Kimmy, quiet!" hatch Louis. Kimmy was instantly non-pussy and just silent, his hands brushed the strong tip of the mini dress he was wearing and still wrapped in the white short-sleeved shirt he used to wear for duty, because Jasson's arrival at the hospital suddenly made him forget to take off his work shirt.
"Did your mother and father tell you to come here and say something like this?" ask Louis then.
"No one told me to, Uncle. Jasson came here of Jasson's own accord!" abugn.
"Jasson didn't come here to admit wrongdoing or to seek a defense, Uncle. But please believe me, Jasson did nothing last night or meant badly to Kimmy. Jasson swore that. Jasson knows how Uncle's family culture, girls are highly valued in Uncle's family, so Jasson's here to decide he'll marry Kimmy soon."
"I don't want to ... I don't want to .... " Kimmy gripped the edge of the shirt he was wearing to suppress his yelling and anger, eager to interrupt the conversation, but Kimmy did not dare to his papa. Kimmy's tears, which were initially only in both corners of his eyes, now overflowed inundated his face, not because of pleasure or happiness, but the woman was even afraid that this marriage would make her more tormented.
"Go home and talk to your father and mother first!" louis' orders.
"All right, Uncle." Jasson stood up and said goodbye to go home. But his steps were about to get into the car was blocked by Kimmy who chased him suddenly. The woman was seen clenching her hands together in front of Jasson with her face still inundated with tears.
"Jasson, please don't be like this, I beg you."
"What are you begging me for?" she wiped Kimmy's tears with her thumb. "You seem very happy to marry me" he added.
"Aren't you happy to marry me? Yeah, I think so."
"I don't want this at all, Jasson. I'll talk to my uncles and aunts so as not to be angry with you, please don't make decisions like this, I don't want to marry you."
Jasson suddenly clutched tightly onto Kimmy's shoulders, his gaze again looking scary. "Do you think I'd marry you?" exclaiming Jasson. "I don't really want to either! But I have no choice! I don't want to just because of this, our parents' friendship is stretched!" coined.
"And what do you want to talk about? I've already spoken to your parents. You want me to take back what I said to your papa so that your papa hates my family even more, do you?"
Kimmy was silent and had no answer to that. What Jasson said was justified by him.
"I'll keep marrying you, but don't expect you to get it all!" Jasson slammed into Kimmy's body until the woman's body was shaken and no longer blocked her path. Then Jasson got into the car and left the place.
"Jasson ...." Kimmy repeatedly wiped his tears that fell in turn, looking at Jasson's car that he could not reach out of his sight. His eyes were closed, until more and more tears were swept there, he really did not want any of this.
Kimmy slowly opened her eyes, then she said, "Don't forget her like and vote support, yes."
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