One Heart Two Love
chapter 39

" Kia, you are so beautiful. "praise Clara when she sees Zaskia already wearing a robe and veil as well as Azalea. All three wear a robe and veil like Bia. Fortunately, Clara chose to wear jeans and a long-sleeved shirt.

" Kak Clara is also fashionable "praise Clara.

" I'm like seeing three Bia guys here. "

" really ? Am I as pretty as Bia ?"

" Iishhh what the hell." Bia nagging.

" Kia's right Bia. You are getting more beautiful after giving birth, " praised Clara.

" Alhammdullilllah" said Bia.

" Mother. When do we go to the mall. "whimper Fawwaz.

" We're leaving now, baby. Randy's. We're going to the mall. Wimpi is also. "

" Yes the big Nyo." answered Randy.

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" Oomm Tiaaann, you,,, !!! "

" Eehh, be careful baby ! " exclaimed Zaskia while watching the steps of the twins who pulled his hand to immediately go to the Tian restaurant in the mall.

" Waaahh, Om misses you. " cried Tian as the twins took turns saluting him.

" Kangen the same children what the same Tantenya. "goda Bia.

" Bia Ihh's sister. "

" Om, the air is up. "ask Fawwaz who really likes to eat fried shrimp.

" You want to ? Om make it now. "

" But we want to take a walk. Buy a hijab for Mama Ara " replied Faiz.

" Mama Ara ?? " tian asked confused while looking at Zaskia.

" Sister Clara. "

" Oh. Mr. Al has returned. "

" Why still call Mr ? She wants to be your sister-in-law. Must get used to Om Tian. Isn't that Oma ? "

" It's true that Tian. Get used to calling them just as Kia was picking up meerekaa. "

" Yes Ma. "

Clara smiled hearing that.

" What's the fried shrimp, Mother ? " ask Faiz.

" Shrimp let Om make it first. You guys take a walk first. Stop by here again, " replied Tian.

" Yeeeeaaayy.. !!! "

" Eiiiettzsss,, what did dong say ? " tegur Bia's.

" Thank you Om Tian. " cried both of them.

Tian rubbed the twins' heads in turn.

They told Tian to go for a walk to find a suitable robe for Clara. With the body as it is, of course, Clara has no trouble finding the size that suits her and feels comfortable for her.

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Clara woke up at exactly one o'clock in the night. I have been in this house for three days. Comfortable, calm and warm at home can relieve the pain of Clara's heart by Al's attitude all this time.

Routinitaas that he lived after waking up to sleep again just done Clara. Though it's a trivial thing that should be used to done by everyone who has a religion like it. A muslim.

He recalled the time the twins banged on his bedroom door in the morning blind only to wake him up praying the congregational prayer. Start getting used to saying greetings and kissing the palms when you want to travel or go home.

For everyone it is trivial. But for Clara, this routine was only done when she got to know Bia and Ghazzy. Clara's parents were different religions. His father was a Christian and his mother a musslim. Therefore they never forced Clara to worship. They gave Claara complete freedom of religion according to her beliefs.

Clara shed her tears, each seeing the romance of Ghazzy and Bia. Every time he shouts Al. The house is very far from the word romantic. Never mind for romance, to travel alone Al must adjust his schedule first. Clara is really lonely. And his presence in Azalea's three-day home erased that loneliness.

" Sister Ara, why are the nights still on the balcony ? Cold, brother. Later Ara brother catch a cold. "said Zaskia while pulling Clara's arm.

Well, ever since the twins called her Mama Ara. Zaskia also called him Ara.

" I still want to be here first Ki" replied Clara while she brushed off Zaskia's hand.

Zaskia furrowed her brows as she saw Claara wipe away her tears.

" Ara, why ? Sick ? " tanya Zaskia was anxious as she held Clara's forehead.

Clara shook her head while holding Zaaaskia's hand.

" I, I'm, I'm, I can't seem to stand Ki anymore. "

" What does Brother Ara mean ? "

Zaskia fell silent, trying to guess what Clara meant.

" That's what Brother Ara means, Brother Al," Zaskia's sentence was cut off when she saw Clara crying again and nodding her head.

Zaskia covered her mouth with both hands. Her tears came to see Cllara crying. He knows what it feels like to hold a love for someone who is not sensitive to the love we feel. She finally realized that Cllara had suffered so much.

" It seems, until anytime I will not be able to replace Bia in the heart of Al, Kia. Me, I'm not comparable to Bia. She's a beautiful Sholehah woman. I'm , not nobody Ki. "

Zaskia hugged Clara until they roared back. Then, Zaskia sat Clara in a chair still in the balcony.

" Did Brother Ara know. During her marriage to Bia. Kak Al even almost every day asked Mama to propose to Kak Clara. Kal Al loves Clara very much. "

" really ? Then why in his eyes, I only saw Bia Ki. "

" Maybe after Brother Al regretted everything he ever did to Brother Bia. "

" Regretted ? What did Al do ? "

Zaskia pulled her phone out of her pajama pocket. Then look for the files he's been hiding for almost two years. Then show it to Clara.

" This is it, Al,, ??? "

Zaskia nodded her head.

" Well, Brother Bia has always been Kak Al's impingement. Because I can't get Ara. "

" That was Ki. I'm sure you know better what Al's been feeling. Please, don't cover anything from me. I'm really tired of my house. "

" What does Brother Ara mean ? "

" Kiaa, " complained Clara upset.

Clara sat in the chair with her knees together. He put his face down and heard his stuffing. Zaskia cries, puts down her phone and goes into her room to pick up a tissue.

Claara's hand nudged Zaskia's phone as she was about to retrieve her mineral aiir. Video saaat Al and Bia talking in the back of the park when Al finished swimming with Leon was twisted accidentally. Clara looked at Zaskia's phone closely.

" Ara's sister ?! " zaskia exclaimed in shock when she saw Clara watching Al's video at that time.

Clara laughed bitterly. Then put Zaskia's phone on the table.

" There's already evidence like that, but you're still covering it up from me Kia. "

Zaskia was crying again.

" My presence is wrong. This marriage from the beginning was only because of compulsion. Al just pity me for what Ayden has dumped. And now I've also been dumped by Al, even after our status changed to husband and wife. "

" Ara, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cover it up with Brother Ara. I think by being far away from Kak Bia, the easier Kak Al forgets Kak Bia. I'm sorry Brother. "

" Al is different Ki. Once he fell in love. He will love with all his heart. Until he will realize by himself if his love is wrong. "

Zaskia fell silent, not daring to look at Clara who was back on her feet leaning against the balcony railing facing towards Zaskia.

" You know Ki ? "

Zaskia looked up at Clara. There were wounds imprinted clearly on Clara's eyes.

" Al never even touched me again after he mentioned Bia's name shortly after we had a husband and wife relationship. "

Zaskia was again made dumbfounded by her sister.

" Well, as you think. It's been a year Kia. Every time we touch physically. Like hugging me, Al always even took Bia's name. Almost every night he slept deliriously calling Bia Ki's name. His heart and mind were filled with the shadow of Bia. "

" He even locked himself in his workplace when Om Leon told him about his DNA test results. He was drunk and wouldn't let anyone into his study. He destroyed Ki. Her love is so great for Bia. Until now, he still could not believe that the twins were not his children. Although he forsir himself for the work of the apeas. "

" Ara is fine ? " ask Zaskia asked as she stood in front of Clara.

" What do you mean my heart Ki ? "

Zaskia nodded. Clara shrugged both of her shoulders.

" I don't know, maybe it's numb. "the answer is flat.

Zaskia hugged Clara sadly.

" I'm sorry Brother. I'm selfish. Ii'm sorry. "

Clara returned Zaskiaa's embrace.

" I love Al, Ki. But until when did I become Bia's shadow ? I can't compete with Bia. I can't take it anymore. I want to give up Ki. "

Zaskia's tongue felt faint to comfort Clara who was pouring out her heart.

" I'm jealous of the Bia and Ghazzy household. I also want a household like that Kia. But the truth is, my house is like a grave. I even only met Al when we had breakfast. And he sleeps in his study more often. Then what do I expect from my household Kia ? "

Zaskia's getting more and more hilarious. Don't know what to say. Because he himself could not imagine being in the same situation as Clara. He was also envious of the warmth of the Bia and Ghazzy household.

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Ghazzy wiped away the corner of his eye that was starting to heat up and condense. Intention to take mineral water on the balcony undone. He went back into his room.

* I know you love Bia Al. Otherwise, you won't ask for a DNA test. Taapi, I'm sorry Al. This time I did not want to make a mistake for the second time. I really love Bia.* Inner Ghazzy.