
" Mother, whose house is this ? " ask Fawwaz was confused as he walked into Grandma Zaskia's house.
" It's a great-grandfather's house" replied Zaskia.
" Where is papa ? "
" Papa is still delivering Mama Ara" replied Zaskia again.
Bia smiled as she rubbed Faiz's sleeping head in her arms.
" Sleep again. It's still night, baby. That, Mas Faiz was still sleeping, "Tian said as he held Fawwaz.
Fawwaz nodded as he tightened his embrace on Tian.
" Take them to Mama's room, Kak Tian" said Zaskia.
Wimpi takes over Faiz from Bia's sling to help her.
Bia looked towards the very end of the room. It seems like the room has never been opened all this time.
" Who's room is Ki ? "
" Kak Al's Room. "
" I'll just sleep there Ki. "
" Eeehhhmmm,,, "
Bia's brows furrowed as she looked at Zaskia looking puzzled.
" Why ? "
" Kak Al never sleeps in that room again. "
" Where to sleep ? "
" In his study. Downstairs. "
" Why ? "
" That room,, eehhmm, the room where Kak Al got his kdrt from Papa. That's why Kak Al won't sleep there again. "
Bia looked at the room and then her steps moved towards the room. Opens slowly.
" The room is big Ki. It should be comfortable. "
" Kan Kak Al has bad memories in that room, brother."
" I'll sleep here with the kids. "
" Hahhh, Brother Bia sure ? Brother Al could be angry with me Brother "protest Zaskia.
" Mas Al must learn to forgive his past. Forgive Papa. I'm gonna sleep here. I will answer if he gets angry later. "strictly Bia.
" But,,, "
" Kia, it's okay" said Bia reassuringly.
" Sister Wimpi please Faiz is laid down on that bed. "
" Non Bia Good. "
" For a while let Sis Wimpi sleep here." said Bia.
" All right, " replied Zaakia.
Tian handed over Fawwaz who had fallen asleep in Bia's arms.
" This is my room, sister" said Zaskia. He pointed to the next room.
" Rest, Bia. This is your first time coming to Borneo. Welcome Bia. "master Tian.
" Thank you. Haha. "
The three chuckled for a moment. Then Zaskia and Tian excuse me to go to his room. Bia also entered his room.
Scanning all of Al's stuff. The room was clean, and nothing changed. Bia opens Al's closet. There's still a lot of young Al clothes there.
Bia continued to look at pictures of Al as a young boy. A clear smile on his lips.
" Let Fawwaz be laid down first Non. " said Wimpi as he extended his hand,
" Thank you, Wimpi. Rest Kka. I want to pray first. "
" Yes non. "
Seven days later.
" Kia, what is it ? " ask Bia when she saw Zaskia was packing her laptop by the pool.
" Mama and Kak Al are in Singapore. Want to not want Dewandaru to be my responsibility. "his responsibility.
" I'm sorry, I can't help Ki. Because you know, I usually cook instead of playing laptop. "tease Tian while feeding Zaskia a spoonful of fruit salad.
Zaskia chuckled at Tian's joke.
" Isshh, early in the morning it's romantic." ledek Bia.
" I learned this from you and Ghazzy Bia" chirped Tian.
Bia chuckled, the corner of her heart was sore from missing Ghazzy.
" What are you going to do Bia ? " tan Tian asked seriously.
" I ? Do what ? "
" Are you going to stay in Borneo ? "
" Huh ? For what ? "
" Bia, sister,, !! Brother Bia forgot that now Brother Bia is Kka Al's wife. "
Bia. Every time Al tidka existed she felt she was still a widow who was left dead by her husband.
" I don't know. " answered Bia.
" Sister, don't play my brother. "reprove Zaskia.
" Who dares to play CEO Dewandaru Ki. I don't deserve to be next to him Ki . "
" It's. Continue your debate. I'll take the kids to Mom's house. "part Tian.
" Kok suddenly, Brother. I still haven't finished working on the report yet " complained Zaskia.
" I've been waiting for you two hours Ki. "tian protest.
Zaskia looked down regretfully.
" It's. You guys just go. Let me continue with your work. "
" Seriously Bia ? You can ? "
" Mas Al came up with a famous mentor to teach me first" Bia replied with a chuckle.
" Oh yeah. I forget. Mercifully. Sekarnag Kak Bia continues to make his report. I'm gonna change clothes first. Wait a minute, Brother Tian said "Zaskia as she moved to her room.
" This is your first time coming to Borneo. Don't you want to go for a walk ? "
" It's not ethical. We're here because we're grieving, not for sightseeing. "
" Right, right, when is Brother Al going home ? "
" I don't know. "
" Bia, you're his wife. Should,,, "
" You know she is my wife !!! " sound behind the back garden door.
Tian stood up, Bia grabbed Zaskia's laptop and stood up.
" Mas,,, Al, "call Bia in doubt.
Because Al doesn't seem okay right now. His eyes were red, his eyebrows were furrowed. He looks very angry.
" Brother Al, Brother Al has gone home ?! Where is Mama ? " excited Zaskia pleased.
The smile on his face disappeared as he looked at the enraged Al.
" Can't you take care of your husband !! "
" What the hell Brother. Come immediately angry. "the Zaskia protest.
" Never talk to another man Bi. I don't like it !! "
" What other men. He Tian, Kia's husband, your sister-in-law Mas. "said Bia mediate.
" But, she once intended to marry you first !! "
Tian chuckled to her. In contrast to Zaskia and Bia who gawk at hearing the reason Al .
" Come Ki. We leave. "let Tian not care about Al's anger.
Zaskia nodded while muttering indistinctly.
" Bia's sister. I bernagkat. Assalamualaikum. " cried Zaskia while pointing her little finger and thumb to form a phone. Which was answered nod by Bia.
Al pulled Bia's arm until she took a few steps back.
" I'm not done talking ! " hardic.
" What else do you want to say ? "
" We're talking in my study room" Al replied as he pulled Bia's arm into his study.
Al released his grip on Bia's arm. Then look at him sharply. Bia rubbed his arm which was painful due to Al's grip.
" You can make out with Tian. Don't you think about my feelings ?!! "
Bia sighed. Letting Al express his anger with a grumble.
" What I've been feeling means nothing to you Bi. You can smile with other men. Why can't you do it to me ?! "
Al kicked the table because of emotion but still tried to be patient. Afraid of hurting Bia again. Especially this house, making it even more chaotic. Silhouettes of memories of his past in this house sprung up in his head.
Bia saw there was a teapot filled with white water. He poured it into a glass that was there. Then he approached Al who was defending him.
" Sit down first" said Bia as Al turned his head.
Al sat down on his desk. But still don't want to see Bia.
" drink. Let's not keep the emotion. "
Al drew Bia's hand, he drank the water with Bia's hand.
" It's better ? " ask Bia.
" I'm still angry with you, Bi" he replied, looking down and holding Bia's hand.
* Warm, is Mas Al still sick ? *
Bia put the glass next to Al. And touched Al's forehead with the other hand. Sontak Al looked up.
" You have fever. This is very hot " said Bia panicked.
" You're worried about Bi ? " tanay Al happy.
" You said what the hell. We go to the doctor, right ? "
Al shakes. Then rub Bia's right cheek.
" I just miss you Bi. "
" Isssh, I'm serious. We go to the doctor, yes. Here, where is the p3K box ? Is there a thermometer ? "
Al laughed happily at Bia who was panicking.
" Kok Mas laughed instead. The book is answered. "
" Look at you this sweet, I'm glad Bi. "
" Apaan anyway. I call Brother Wimpi first. Want to ask for delivery to rashh sick. " said Bia while releasing Al's grip.
But Al pulled him until he got docked with Al's body. Feeling the body temperature of Al who has a fever.
" Mad, don't be like this. You fever. We're going to the hospital. I will call Sister Wimpi. " complained Bia anxiously occasionally touching Al's forehead and cheeks Al.
" I said sudha. My medicine is here, " said Al as he moved closer to Bia. Until Bia's body really docked into his body.
" It's a freelancer !! Its serious. We're going to the hospital ! " reprove Bia upset.
" I'll take a break for a while. Maybe just jetflag Bi. "
" Are you sure ? "
Al nodded.
" O Sudha rest. I helped her into the room. "
" Room ? You prepared the bridal room for us ?! Is it because you feel guilty after making out with other men ?! " exasperated Al.
Bia grunted annoyedly.
" Your room, Mas. Penagntin's room anyway. Rest, you are getting worse and longer. "
Al jerked.
" You slept in the upstairs room ? "
" that's. That's your room. When I slept in Mama's or Kia's room. "
" Why did Kia let you sleep there." she snapped.
" Where did I sleep ? Want to sleep in Kia's room ? Later you misunderstand again kayak sekarnag. "bia's nag.
" yes. But not in that room Bi. You can sleep in my study. There's my room. "
" This is your workspace. You want this room to be messed up with kids ? "
Al mendnegus was upset. Even to release his hook on Bia.
Bia smiled, already guessing Al's expression would be like this.
" Yes if you want to be here. I'm going to my room. I want to rest " said Bia.
Just now Bia was about to open the door of Al's study. But a tight hug behind him made his steps stop.
" This time only. Stay here with me. I wasn't ready to be in that room. "
" It doesn't matter if you're ready or not ready. You have to start forgiving your past. Especially forgiving Papa. "
" I beg Bi. Just tonight. I'll try it tomorrow. "
" really ? Promise ? "
" yes. "
" Promise first. "strictly Bia while looking back.
" all right. I promise. " said Al then kissed Bia's lips briefly.
" Iisshhh, can be aja if the mode. " protest Bia while berushaa release Al's embrace.
Al laughed as he tightened his embrace.
" I told you. You medicine. Your lips have made me addicted. "
" Here rest first. Release me. "
" Wouldn't. Accompany me to rest. " said Al while pushing Bia's body into one of the doors.
Bia gawked at the room behind the door. Smaller and simpler. But if he was told to choose, he would rather have this room than the upper room.
" The room is simple. But it feels warm. "
" You like it ? "
" Likes anyway. But if the above is more comfortable because there are children. "
Al sat Bia on her bed. And sit and align her body with Bia's knee.
" Rest first. I made something to make your body warm. "
" Here is. I need you. "
" I'll be here again. "
" You've been avoiding me too often. I don't believe it anymore, "says Al.
Bia smiled keki.
" Eh, really. I just want to make ginger lhoo. "elak Bia while standing up.
Al sat down again with Bia.
" Why ? Are you afraid I'll mess around ? "
Bia nodded and shook his head. To make Al laugh and then push Bia's body to lie down. Back to lay Bia when she maish revolted. Al lay down beside Bia and held her so as not to rebel to wake up.
" sleep. I'm not gonna fuck around. Eehhmm, maybe just smell you. "
" That's her name all sorts of things. "gruttu Bia.
" You're my wife. Of course it is halal. Even though I haven't inaugurated it. I'm sorry. "
Bia. Feeling guilty.
" I'm sorry, I broke my promise. I didn't come after your iddah period was over. "
Bia rubbed Al's face. I feel more guilty about this discussion.
" Rest Mas. Your body needs rest too. "
" Take me here Bi. Don't leave me. "
" I'll stay here. Sleep now. "
Al nodded while peeping Bia's head.
" I miss you Bi. Miss you so much. I am grateful to be able to marry you again. I don't want to lose you again. Even though you maish haven't felt anything to me. "
Bia crying. If you can be honest, Al's sincerity has always made Bia love him. Maybe not as big as Al's feeling right now. Anyone who is loved this big will certainly not take long to be able to return those feelings.