One Heart Two Love
chapter 52

Bia's tears did not stop seeing Ghazzy who was lying weak. His head was covered in bandages. And so is his arm. Leon is checking on Ghazzy's current condition.

" By, "call Bia Parau.

Al was fixated, not expecting Bia's call to Ghazyy to have changed.

* By,, ?? What did Bia call Ghazzy mean?*

Ghazzy's gaze turned to Bia. Leon also shifted his place to stand so that it could be occupied by Bia. Al moved his wheelchair closer to Ghazzy's bed. He rubbed Bia's head gently.

Bia again wanted to protest with what Al did. For fear that Ghazzy will think of things later. Finally Leon took the initiative to reduce his awkwardness.

" I'll elevate the position of your head Ghazzy. " Said Leon while doing what he said.

Bia grabbed Ghazzy's hand and grabbed it.

" What about his condition. "

" Thank God. I miss you, baby. "

Al looked down, there was pain in his chest.

* This sick man, and no one wants to understand my feelings.* his mind.

" What about your feet, baby ? "

" It's better. "

" Alhmmdulillah. What about the kids Om ? "

" Faiz is very healthy. He was on a walk with Kia and Tian" replied Leon sennag.

" Al, it's here. That means Fawwaz, what about Fawwaz Om ? "

" His condition has stabilized Ghazzy. Fawwaz is out of his critical period. "

" Thank God" said Bia and Ghazzy.

" It's already night. You better break Ghazzy. " said Leon reminded.

" Can I wait for him Om ? " ask Bia.

Bia looked at Leon expectantly, as well as Al. With a different hope. Leon took a long breath.

" Don't Bia. You should also rest. I'm sure you two are very keen to recover quickly because you are tired of accompanying me a day in the hospital. "

Ghazzy chuckled despite still being weak.

" Can't we just put it in one room ? " ask Ghazzy.

" You are sick again. Not a honeymoon. Just delicious. I can't, I can't, I'll be the third person if I want to check on you. "kidding Leon.

" For that, marry me. "the Azalea seru while hitting Leon's arm.

" Ma in a moment" replied Bia as she rolled her eyes at Leon.

" Eehh, was he here ? " ask Leon in surprise.

Bia nodded with a laugh looking at the embarrassed Leon.

" Aaahh, already. You need to go back to your room, Bia."

" no. Who is Leon Bia ? " ask Azalea curiously.

" Dusk. I promise you the day after tomorrow I'll introduce you to him. It's already night. They had to rest a lot. "reprove Leon while pushing Azalea to get out of Gahzzy's room.

" Rahatlaah dear." said Ghazzy.

" You too By,, "

" Al , I'm sorry I troubled you this time. "

Al just held his thumbs up and threw a smile. Not saying a single word. Because it will only sound raucous in the ears of the people there.

" I'll wait for you to sleep until you get back to my room By. "teegas Bia.

" Dear,, "

" Sleep first" said Bia, kissing Ghazzy's palm.

Ghazzy's hand extended to Bia's head. And rub it gently. Until the rubbing felt up and finally stopped. Ghazzy had fallen asleep after Leonn injected an oobat that caused drowsiness.

" You also have to do Bi." said Al.

Bia just nodded. Without much protest. Thinking about how Al could forget. Clara's changes didn't even have any effect on Al. Even Bia felt Al's feelings getting deeper into her. Not to mention now, Al was no longer ashamed to treat Bia with affection despite Azalea or Zaskia. It's not impossible that one day Al will do it in front of Clara.

" What are you thinking about Bi ? What is thinking of me ? " ask Al while sitting in front of Bia's wheelchair. After being in Bia's room.

Bia smiled, not expecting her mind to be guessed Al.

" You're smiling. I think it's true. I'm glad you think of me Bi." replied Al gladly.

" Ehh who said ?! Iihh, really geeer. "

Al is laughing. Bia just stared at Al with sadness.

" Well, you're so cute if you laugh like that. But why put a face like that on Mama and Kia ? " syndicist Bia.

" You have to rest. ", said Al back again.

" That would have eluded me. Answer dong. "

" There is nothing Bi needs to answer " said Al while holding Bia's hand.

" Do not do this. " said Bia while releasing the hand link Al who grasped both hands.

" This is my medicine Bi. "

" What medicine. Paasti is just a moooduus. "

Al laughed again. Glad to finally talk to him.

" You're the only one who can make me sleep well. "

" What does that mean after hitting me ? " ask Bia in doubt.

Because the other day did not know if Al slept with his hand.

" You still remember it. Is it because I can't forgive you yet ?? "

" I've forgiven you. You yourself have not forgiven yourself. "

" It has. "sighly.

" Really ?? "

Al nodded for sure. Bia's hand extended to Al's head.

" Why is it so hot here ? Not to mention this, "index finger Bia pointed at Al's forehead.

" It's been too much wrinkling. It must have been too full of quota Mas. "kidding Bia.

Al laughed then pulled Bia's hand.

" I know one way that can make it not too hot anymore. Let's get to refresh. "

Bia's eyebrows wrinkled confused.

" How ? "

Al sat on the floor. Then put Bia's hands back on her head. He led his hand to rub his head.

" Like this. "he cried.

Bia laughed, she was about to pull his hand but Al prevented it.

" Biarrahan like this is bi. I beg. "

Bia fell silent then let Al's hand still lead his hand rubbing his head. Seen in Bia's eyes, Al's eyes again condense while looking softly into Bia's eyes.

" I'm tired of Bi. "he said as he put his head on Bia's lap.

Al feels tight. Only a few days ago did he feel such great happiness. The same happiness when finding Bia as a donor to Kia, also the same sadness because she had to marry Bia and forget about Clara.

It was no different from today, she was happy to be beside Bia, looking after and taking care of her when she was sick. Alternately look after Faiz as he fusses. Then now, reality reawakens him from a beautiful dream.

* How will I face my days in the future Bi. My kids ? Why do you keep this truth a secret ? *

When I felt Al crying. Bia's hand rubbed Al's head slowly.

" Don't push your body. If you are tired, rest. Do not be forced to continue working. There is Clara who needs you too. "

" Huh, then ?? "

" I'm tired of having to come back tormented to miss you. Especially now that I know my kids. "

Bia's tongue feels muddy. Cannot say what Al said.

" Mum,, "

" Why ? You also can't believe I love you Bi ? You also think my love is only because of my guilt for having hurt you physically ? "

Al's sentence can return to make Bia fixated.

Fix,,, Blank, it felt like Bia's mind was currently empty. He did not find a single vocabulary in his brain.

" You are silent. That means Bi is right. I have to do what you can to believe I love you sincerely Bi. Not because of guilt. "

Al held onto Bia's right cheek which looked dreamy.

" Mommy, I believe. "

" You lied. Your silence answered differently. "

" I believe, Mas. If I can be honest, I felt it when I was pregnant. At the time of marriage Kia. And only because of my request are you willing to come. Therefore, I dare not ask you anything more because I know you will definitely try to grant it. "

" Why do you ignore my feelings ? "

" Then I have to how Mas ? Both you and I, we both know this is wrong. "

" You don't know how tormented I am. "

" Mad Al knows this is going to torture you. Why not try to forget me ? "

" You think it's that easy as Bi ? Since I went to Borneo. I'm totally ruined. I keep remembering you. My instincts that said the boy was my son made me even more tormented. And you ruthlessly hid the truth. "

" because we know. It would be fatal to your household. "

" I've destroyed Bi. From the beginning of this marriage, it was wrong. I don't have any feelings for Clara. Just so you know. Even when I touched Clara on our first night.in my eyes, I saw you instead of Clara Bi. I say your name every time I make physical contact with Clara. "

" Athaghfirullahaladzim Azar. You've been helping Brother Clara Mas. "

" I told you, I can't marry her. But Mama and you guys are forcing me !! " protest.

" It should be that qobul ijab, can awaken you Mas. Maybe, well, maybe you're just obsessed with me or the kids. "

" Don't tell me I'm obsessed Bi. If I was just obsessed, right now you and the kids would be far away from this country with me. "

" She, don't worry. "

" I'm just asking for your understanding. Ilove you. I just want them to respect my feelings. "

" We all respect your feelings. "

" By asking doctor Bima to watch my movements ? "

Bia was speechless, how could Mas Al know about Bima's doctor ?

" Then we're , or should I be how Mas ? I already told you. Don't keep going like this. It'swrong. There's Brother Clara who loves you Mas. "

" I can't Bi. I tried it already. Two years, I've tried, but I still can't forget you. "

" Do I need to stay away ? "

" You think Surabaya-Kalimantan hasn't gone far enough Bi ? I told you, leave me with my feelings. Don't mind it anymore. "

" Now you tell me to ignore it. Protest why I don't care. Aaahh, stop. "

Al again held onto Bia's cheek and rubbed it.

" It's. I want to sleep " said Bia mneghindar.

" You just want to avoid my touch. "

Bia's lips were tightly clenched. Don't know how to get in front of Al. Because all his thoughts and desires are always guessed by Al.

" It already knows. Sana move aside, horrified also if you can read my thoughts Mas. "

Al laughed at him.

" Maybe my love is that scared of you Bi. made me like that to you. "

" Mad, Sister Clara. "

" That's it. Don't talk about anyone else. "

" But Clara, it has changed better. "

" I said no need to talk about other people. "strictly Al to make Bia shocked.

" I'm sorry. "pinta Al is sorry.

" Why the hell ? He's not another person. Brother Clara your wife Mas. "

" My time with you is too short. Sayang if used to discuss other people.I better use to see you alone. "

" Ehhmm, that's it. Talk to Maama and Kia, Mas. You guys have been quieting each other like this for a long time. Lastly, since Kia's engagement. "

" I can't forgive them yet. "

" What is wrong ?!! " protesse Bia.

" Hiding the truth. "

" I should also be the one you're hiding. Because I could not help but ask for it. I don't know what I was when I knew it was possible that the boy was Mas's son."

" You don't know how crazy I miss you either."

" But, I'm not, eehhmmm, drink, get drunk again right ?" ask Bia doubtfully.

" It's been two years that I haven't touched her. I know there's only Clara at home. I'm afraid I'll hurt him like you did when you were drunk."

" Naaahhh, that's why Mas still likes Kak Clara. Do not give distance to Clara again, surely the taste of it will long be love Mas. "

Al kissed Bia's lips for a moment. Until it makes Bia stunned.

" I'm not an ABG man who just met love. I'm Bi's adult male. My feeling is not that easy, " said Al while holding Bia.

Bia hit the chest field Al.

" No, don't kiss anyone !! " sorry annoyed.

" Your lips are my Canduku Bi. Since the first meeting. "

" Put on the hand, now on the lips. What else later ? "

" Your whereabouts and the children by my side. That's my wound cure. "

Bia grunted annoyedly.

" Go to sleep" said Al as he laid Bia in bed.

" Mad, I beg you. Please forgive Mama and Kia. Talk to them. I know they miss you Mas. You're going to mess up my wish, right ? "

" Sudaah's. Don't think too much. Restful. "

" Mommy, promise first. Fulfill my desires. Talk to Mama and Kia. "

" And in exchange, you'll ignore me again right ? Because Ghazzy is conscious. You're afraid he'll be angry with my treatment of you. "

Bia shuddered in horror. For the umpteenth time he thought it was guessed Al.

" You really have a sixth sense, Mas. ", chirped Bia.

" I told you, my love is acute. "

Bia sneering. When Al turned to him. Spontaneous Bia covered her lips with her palm. Makes Al laugh. He kissed Bia's forehead for a while.

" I'm going to miss this moment Bi. Go sleep. "

Seeing Bia lowering her hands and protesting. Al immediately kissed her lips. Bia pushed Al's body away.

" Iiissshh, basic. "

" Sleep Mother. Otherwise, Papa will accompany you to sleep on that bed. "

Bia shook her head quickly and closed her eyes. Al pulled Bia's blanket up to the neck. Swiping his head for a moment then sat on the chair beside Bia's bed.

Open an email from Reiga about the condition of the company. Not feeling it at two in the morning. Al saw Bia who was still sleeping soundly. He approached slowly. Back kissing Bia's lips and forehead. Then move out of Bia's room, yahh, he wants to meet with Gahzzy. He wants to see Ghazzy.