One Heart Two Love
chapter 94

" What's that package, Len ? " asked Naya as Leny walked into her house carrying a package like a book.

" The package sent from Madam Hospital" replied Leny as she handed the package over to Naya.

Naya turned the package over. Then read a message written on the wrapper.

* MIST'S BOOK. CLARA, WHO WAS LEFT IN THE PATIENT ROOM. *

" You can go. Continue your work, Leny. I'm going to open it in my Husband's study." Naya said as she watched Leny still stare intensely at the package.

" Excuse me, madam." said Leny.

Naya sighed then headed for her room. Not to Mark's office.

" What's with your facial expression that's honey ? " ask Mark in surprise while patting the bed next to him.

A sign that Naya wants to sit there. Naya sat down next to Mark.

" I don't like the attitude of Leny who always wants to know the situation in this house. What was it at Clara's house that she behaved this way too ? " sluff Naya.

" But you asked her to come here Honey. "

" yes. Because I know, Mbok Nina misses her only daughter. Since living with Clara in Borneo she has never visited her mother. "

" Leave it honey. We don't need to interfere in their personal chanting. "

Naya sighed confirming what Mark said. Then give Clara's package to Mark.

" What is this ? "

" It looks like Clara's book. Left behind in the hospital room when Clara surgically removed the uterus first. "

" What book did Clara bring to the hospital ? " ask Mark curiously.

Naya shrugged her shoulders a sign of not knowing.

" Open it. "let Naya say.

Mark opened the package. The book Mark had seen but he had no idea what the book was about

" Yes, this does belong to Clara. I've seen Clara read this book before, " said Mark.

" Bia's right, I even lost to Clara's obedience. This must be the book Bia gave that Clara once said. "the word Naya remembered Clara.

" What is this about ? Is Clara still learning about prayer ? What about the prayers during this time ? " ask Mark confused.

" Tahajud Prayer, Honey. "

" What's different about the prayers you usually do ? "

" Saahs performed in the last third of the night. "

" I'll read it later. Just put it on the nightstand. "

Naya put the book on the nightstand, there was a paper falling from the book. Naya picked it up.

" What is honey ? " ask Mark.

" I don't know, fell out of this book. Eehhmm, it looks like it's Clara, honey. " said Naya Semabri back to sit next to Mark.

The two looked at each other for a moment. Then both read the paper containing the writings of Clara.

From the beginning I was guilty of being the third person between Al and Bia. Although their relationship begins with one compulsion. Just like me, who accepted Al's offer to replace Ayden was engaged to me. Just because I don't want to be the subject of gossip my friends in Singapore for being dumped by his future fiancee. Then, finally I also know that Al was also forced to respect me as his best friend. And also, because of our stupidity. Until, Mama, Kia and Bia caught us.

" Honey, are you okay ? " ask Mark when he sees Naya holding his chest.

" I'm fine. I just feel like I failed at being a mother. Because I don't know anything about my son. "

" You're the best Honey. Trust me. "strictly Mark while holding Naya.

And I know what it's like to love the people we used to see every day. I don't know if Al and Bia have been married contracts. To carry out Mama's nadzar when there is a donor for Kia. I told them that Polyandry is illegal in Indonesia. And Ghazzy insists that the contract marriage is over. But, not with Al's feelings for Bia.

I know Al has loved Bia since our engagement. Either his family doesn't know or pretends not to know about Al's feelings for Bia. But, of course, I don't want to be the woman who was dumped by two men at once. What will my friends say ? Finally, I still forced Al to marry me and took her away from Bia.

At first, I was angry because I was cast in Bia's shadow. Since meeting and knowing her better. Ahh, I don't know. I don't think there are people as good as Bia and Ghazzy in this world. And I am grateful to have known them.

Mama, Bia, and Kia said that Al had loved me a long time ago. Of course I'm glad to hear it. And his feelings for Bia are only temporary because of his guilt for Bia after doing KDRT on Bia .

They love Bia so much that they forget one thing. Al, someone who doesn't fall in love easily. But when he's in love with someone. His world will be only that woman. And that woman, not me. But Bia.

Being close to Bia makes me a better person. What I felt the most, when I insisted on apologizing to Mami and Papi. I can't cry anymore either. All this time I've never been devoted to my parents. I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. One thing I only did on Eid.

They asked me to be patient and tried to get Al to love me again. I will, even if I doubt. Because I know who Al is.

The suspicion I felt was getting bigger, when I saw Al was so concerned about Bia's pregnancy. Wellh, the fact that I also contributed to hide the truth if the child in the birth of Bia is also the son of Al. The medical world is also overwhelmed by this fact. How can Bia conceive twins with two biological fathers ? They were the sons of Al and Ghazzy. Well, when the contract marriage ended, it turned out Bia was pregnant.

But, I do believe. Because the inner bond between Al, Bia and also her children is very strong. Even her children were that active in Bia's stomach when they were close together. Making me sure, I can't shift Bia's position in Al's heart.

The more I know Bia, the more I love her like my sister. I finally knew why Al was so easy to replace his love for me with someone as simple as Bia. Not even from the wealthy or educated.

I was from the beginning angry when I became the shadow of Bia. Being so happy when someone says I look like Bia like a sibling. Ahh,, happiness. That means I've become a better Clara. Mami and Papi must be happy to see me who has changed better. Although it has not been as good as Mami, and I hope Papi gets guidance to become Imam Mami. The priest of the Hereafter Mami.

I think being in Singapore with me, Al can forget about Bia a little bit. Recollecting our time together in college. There's little hope, Al could just love me a little more. But, I was wrong. Al is Al. Ornag is firm with his commitment. She kept thinking about Bia and her cute and adorable children. Even Bia told them to call me Mama Ara. Aahh Bia, you don't know how happy I am to hear them call me Mama. And now, and whenever I can't give Al a child.

Finally I realized, two years I could not shift Bia's position in Al's heart. I am also happy to know Al. Kalopun there will be a divorce between me and Al, really , I am very sincere. I'm sure only Bia can make Al's face as happy as ever. I'm sure only Bia can bring back the smile on Al's lips.

I am happy to be able to support Al. I am happy to be among the Al family. If anything makes me hard to part with Al it's not because of Al, but I'm not willing to part with Al's family.

Al made me feel what it was like to be loved by a sister like Kia. What it's like to be a big sister, to Bia. And how it feels to be loved as the son-in-law of an Azalea Dewandaru. And what's more, being a Mama for Faiz and Fawwaz.

I have felt the perfection of happiness. God loves me so much. I rebuked very subtly because my initial intention of marrying Al was not because of Him. But because it does not want to be a woman who has been dumped by her prospective fiance. I just hope that Mami and Papi can also feel the perfection of happiness that I feel because I have known and loved Bia. I hope they can love Bia as much as I love her.

Naya was crying. Mark could only hold her tightly. Because she was also crying. Behind Clara's better personality, there is an inner war to see her husband love other people. Moreover, the person has a big share in the changes in his life that become better.