One Heart Two Love
chapter 40

" Dear, take a heart-to-heart talk with Clara. "said Ghazzy when the two are finished performing the evening prayer.

" What do you mean ? "

" Sovernight by accident, Mas heard him confide in Kia. It's been almost a year since Al never touched her. Even Al slept in his study. They met only at breakfast. "

" Athaghfirullahaladhim's. "

" We all know why Al did it. "

Bia lowered her head, slightly feeling the jealousy of Ghazzy at this moment.

" I know Al must have loved you since he asked us to do a DNA test, baby. But I didn't realize how big his feelings were until he killed his own wife. "

" I'm sorry Mas. "

" Why apologize ? You are not wrong, dear. We're not all wrong. Who can plan to whom we will feel that love. "

" How shall I then ? What am I going to talk about naanti ? "

" Let the conversation flow. Don't plan. Al's been tormenting Clara's inner. Not only did he never give her an inner living but every time he did a physical touch, Al would call your name dear. Even when they have been having a wife relationship. "

" What ?! Must have hurt Clara Mas very much. "

" Of course. Therefore, talk to him. In any case, we are a little guilty of their household. We help little by little. Later, if Al comes after Kia's wedding. I'll have a chat with him. "

Bia nodded in understanding. Ghazzy rubbed the head of Bia who was still wearing a mukena.

" Dad, Mother, "call Fawwaz while opening the door connecting the twins' rooms to theirs.

" Assalamualaikum the children of Mother. "congratulations Bia while stretching out her hands.

The twins ran into her mother's arms.

" Waalaikumsalam Mommy. "answer both.

" Want to take a shower now ? " ask Bia.

" Me and Fawwaz's deck woke up bad luck, didn't Bun ? " tanay Faiz.

" No really. Why is it ? "

" Truss, how did Mommy pray the dawn prayer ? " the scorn of Faiz

" Why don't you wake us up ?!" fawwaz.

" Dear, you're waking up too early. This has not yet entered shajuh time" replied Ghazzy.

" Then, what do Father and Mother pray ? " asked Faiz as he straightened his body.

Ghazzy and Bia just chuckled.

" Night prayer, " replied Ghazzy.

" That means there is also paagi prayer ? " cock Fawwaaz.

She laughed as she rubbed her children's heads.

" Yes dong. The night prayer is called Tahajud prayer. The morning prayer is called dhuha prayer. "

The twin mangosteen seemed to understand.

" Now take a shower first, keep waking up Oma, Aunt Kia and also Mama Ara. "

" Siaaaapp !!! " call Fawwaaz standing up.

" Mas Faiz, stand up dong. Kaan Mommy so can not stand. " said Bia.

" Dadahh, take a sling. "

" Mas Faiz is spoiled anyway. He said gedhe. It's called Mas "fawwazz quipped.

Faiz Lanngsung stood and faced Fawwaz.

" yes. I was gedhe. It's already so it's. "

" Yes, let's take a bath by ourselves, Mas. "take Fawwaz while running to the bathroom.

" Fawwaz Deck wait !! " calling Faiz while chasing Fawwaz.

Bia was about to let go of his face but was chastised by Ghazzy.

" Let me, baby. Please dress them. "

" Yes Mas. "

*****

" Where's Amy going ? " ask Bia when she sees Amy getting ready to go with Wimpi.

" Want to the supermarket. Do you want nitip ? "

" Let me Bik." replied Bia.

" Where's Bia going ? " ask Azalea.

" To the supermarket, Ma" replied Bia.

" All Bia. I also want to buy soap. Wait for me to change clothes first. "clara chirps answered Bia with thumbs up.

" Ma, I nitip kids huh. They had just slept in her room. "thank Bia.

" Sister Bia and Brother Ara will be able to nitip Bik Amy." exclaimed Zaskia.

Bia tidied Zaskia's hair a little messy. Zaskia just heard the grin.

" You know better, if me and Brother Clara have to talk, " whispered Bia slowly.

Zaskia looked at Bia seriously. Until Bia glanced one eye Zaskia realized.

" Help Araa Kaak. "

" Inshallah. "

" Bia ready ? " ask Clara.

" Waaahh. Could-can be considered still this school child. "praise Bia when Clara came out with a casual rendition and hijab.

" Ahh, Bia, lebay ah. Come. "bring him.

Clara smiled as she forgot the family routine for the first salim. Bia smiled amusedly.

" Ma Assalamualaikum. "

" Waalaikumsalam's. Careful. "

" Siaapp !! " call Bia and Clara together.

" They're like brothers Ma. Though Kak Ara just can actually chat just a few days. "

" Bia, always able to put herself. He can always make people around him comfortable."

" Yes Ma. "

*****

" Inshallah is all. Clara has found what Clara's sister is looking for ? "

" It's Bi. "

" We pay now. "

Clara.

" Sister Randy, we stopped by the city park a little while. "

" Yes Non Bia. "

" Is there anything you want to buy Bi ? "

" Not really Kaak. Cumaan pengeen sante aja. Rarely can we both go. "

" Aah yes, yes. "

" Here is Non ? "

" Yes Brother. Randy and Wimpi. If you want to go round and round or to the cafe please."

" Beres Non. "

Clara and Bia got out of the car and sat on the lawn. They had a casual chat until Clara remembered Al who loved Bia so much.

" It's only fitting that Al loves you so much Bia. Talking to you feels comfortable. "

Bia was shocked to hear that.

" Athaghfirullah's. Why can Clara think like that ? "

" Come Bia. I know Al also had time to reveal to you first. "

Tnagis Clara broke. It felt very stifling to his chest. Bia held Clara's hands together. Then hugged Clara who still could not stop crying. Fortunately, it was in a desolate state.

Bia helped wipe Clara's tears with the tissue she took from her bag as she broke her embrace.

" Kalo Kak Clara meant when Mas Al used to swim with Om Leon. I'm sorry Brother. Very sorry, very sorry. Because I admit, at that time I really wanted Mas Al to wipe my stomach. "

" Bia, that's not what I meant. I know that you like that because you're pregnant, Bi. But, the feelings of Al Bia. "

" Sister, that feeling begins with one mistake. I did feel the love of Mas Al at that time. But this is wrong, brother. "

" It wasn't just that time, Bia. I'm sure even today Al still loves you Bia. It seems there is only you. "

" Kak Clar knows ? Mas Al has always blamed me for being tied to a contract marriage with me. Especially when you know Kak Clara has been proposed by Kak Clara's best friend. He's getting mad at me, brother. Even physical violence against me. The eyes of Mas Al, every time looking towards Kak Clara first. There is always a twinkle in his eyes, brother. The love that wants to have Brother Clara. "

" It was Bi. Now in Al's eyes there is only you. "

" Bring the twinkle back, brother. That's Kak Clara's complete right, Kak Clara's obligation to defend Kak Clara's household. Yesterday, Mama, Kia and Om Leon tried to cover up Mas Al's DNA test results to defend Kak Clara's household. It is now Clara's turn to fight. Bring the twinkle back, brother. "

" Can I Bi ? Al deliberately stretched the distance to me. He used to say your name every night, Bia. "

"Just say Mas Al is obsessed. Mas Al just wanted to take responsibility for the pain I had during the contract. Mas Al will surely notice it. "

" I can't be your shadow Bia. I can't be as good as you. I'm a nobody. "

" No, Brother, it doesn't mean you can't. There's still plenty of time, brother. The household is the longest mother. "

" I have to how Bia ? I was completely blind to religion. My parents never taught me about pity. I've never seen Al do it. "

" Study Brother. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to patronize Brother Clara. That's all I can say. Learn Brother. "

Clara was silent for a long time while looking closely at Bia's eyes. There is great hope and hope there.

" Help me Bia. Ajarri I became like you. "

" Not like my sister. Kak Clara's friend here. "Javaab Bia while putting Clara's hand on her chest.

" Convince here. Awaken the Faith here. Hijrah from here, brother. Inshallah, Clara will find the answer. "

Clara. Then take a long breath.

" I'll try my best Bia. "

" It's not like that, brother. But, start with Bismilbornrahmanirrahim. "

Clara's tears came back.

" Bismilbornrahmanirrahim. I want to save my home, O God. I want my husband to love me again. "

Bia smiled behind her harun cries.

" We pray first Brother. "

" It's not time yet for dhuhur Bi. "

" Dhuha Kak prayer. Ask Allah to ease the way Kak Clara returned the love of Mas Al. "

" Teach me Bia. "

" Inshallah. We both learned, brother. "

Clara nodded.

" We pray in the mosque ? " ask Clara while pointing at a mosque not far from them.

Bia nodded while wiping away her tears.

" It would be better if Kak Clara, took the time to meet Kak Clara's parents. "

" For what ? Telling my household ? Maybe Papa told me to divorce Bia. "

" No, no, no, Brother. "

" Then ? "

" I apologize and forgive. "

" For the mistake ? "

" Pardon Kak Clara's parents who never gave Kak Clara religious insight. And apologized to Kak Clara's parents for the mistake that Kak Cllara's parents knew and did not know. And also for Kak Clara's dishonesty over Kak Clara's domestic problems that inshallah for their good and also the good of Kak Clara's own household. In order for the future, in the heart of Kak Claraa does not laagi save the drought for them and does not carry the burden of lying to Kak Clara's parents. "

Bia's explanation again slapped Clara's heart for the umpteenth time. All this time, Clara only apologized when eid al-fitri only. It was never as deep as what Bia said.

" Can we just pray at my house, Bia ? "

" Do you mean Clara ? "

" My house is close to here, Bia. Hearing your explanation, I want to see my parents. "

" We pray in the mosque only, Brother. After that we went to Clara's house. To make Kak Clara more tennag when meeting Kak Clara's parents. Not in such a state. "

Clara nodded confirming it. Then holding Bia's arm up to the mosque.