One Heart Two Love
chapter 53

Al paused when he saw Azalea and Zaskia sleeping in front of Bia's room. Azalea's tired-looking face made Al look down miserably.

He realized it was too late with his feelings for Bia to forget about Mama and her sister. The longing for them still could not defeat his anger.

After repairing Azalea and Zaskia's blankets, Al heads to Ghazzy's room. There he gasped in shock when he saw Ghazzy had awakened and was praying.

Ghazzy smiled as he saw Al enter his room. And sit on the chair beside his bed. His face looks brighter.

" I'm sorry I've been troubling you. " said Ghazzy eliminating the awkwardness between them.

Al nodded weakly and lowered his head.

" Have you met the kids ? "

" Just Faiz. I haven't met Fawwaz. Om Leon said he was still under surveillance. So can't be looked at first. "

" really ? It must be sad Faiz to see Fawwaz hasn't woken up yet either. "

" yes. And she apologized to her mother for thinking she had too much motion in the motor yesterday until you fell. "

" Oh yes ? Hahhaa Faiz was indeed more sensitive. "

Al looked down. Then Ghazzy remembered the video of the time they had just been born Bia.

" Al, can you ask for help. Get me my phone ? "

Al turned his head and dyed looking for Ghazzy's phone in the nightstand drawer. He gave it to Ghaazzy.

Ghazzy smiled at a glance after a while of fiddling at his cell phone.

One message was sent on Al's phone. He mnegrnyit when he saw that message from Ghazzy.

" What is this ? "

" Still loading. That's the video of Bia giving birth. Kia recorded everything. "

" really ? I'll see her later. "

Ghazzy nodded with a smile. Especially when looking at Al just looking down avoid his gaze.

" Is it a little better ? "

Al looked.

" Meaning ? "

" Your feelings for my wife. Can you forget it already ? "

Al smiled bitterly.

" Filtered with fertile. "the answer must be.

" After two years ? "

Al just nodded.

" And still ignoring Clara ? "

" As you lose. I still can't forget Bia. The physical contact I had with Clara always ended with Bia. "

" You're trying to stop your wife Al. "

" What can I do ? "

" So you never touch her again ? "

" It looks like you're very attentive to my household. "

" I overheard her when Clara told Kia. "

Al laughs.

" I love Bia. I never said a talaq to Bia. I still feel she's my wife. "

" You're wrong. I was wrong too. We were wrong about the contract marriage first. I was wrong for not finding out about the law. Don't get late in our mistakes Al. Don't regret it a second time with your marriage."

" Do you know how crazy I've missed Bia all this time ? "

" I know. As crazy as I was away from my wife and imagined my wife being in contact with another man for six months. As crazy as I was delivering you under the stimulant drugs to meet Bia to ask for your rights as her husband. And do you know, it feels like I want to kill you after Bia's spinal cord surgery. "

Al looked at Ghazzy sharply. As if for what reason ?

" How can you do KDRT to my wife ? "

Al lowered.

" I'm sorry. I was drunk then. "

" You realize that you're drunk and you're always physically abusing those around you. Why don't you stop too ?! "

" I used to have my Papa beaten up every night. Especially when he's drunk. It turned out that it traumatized me and that trauma made me more like my Papa. It took me a long time to finally make the decision to see a psychiatrist. It was because I realized I had started to love Bia. "

" But, why should Bia who you always make your impingement. "

" I don't know. "

Ghazzy lowered his emotions. So did Al who bowed because of his guilt for Bia and Ghazzy.

" I know it'll never be fair. Like how I feel about Bia, I don't know when it's going to end. "

" Because you never tried. "

" Never ? Two years, and it didn't work. "

" Then, what are you going to do ? "

" Let me with my feelings. "

" Are you sure ? "

Al nodded for sure.

" What about Clara ? "

" I'll divorce her. "

" It's that easy ?! "

Al looked at Ghazzy as he saw his hands clenched.

" How long are you going to be that selfish !! " snaps Gahzzy mad.

" What do you mean ? "

" You want everyone to respect how you feel about Bia. And then, Clara ? You already know that he loves you. Don't you think, how will you feel later ? Then his parents ? You don't think about Clara's parents' feelings ? "

" I know how tormenting it is to harbor feelings for the wrong person. Therefore, I will let go of him. "

" You, you're feeling wrong ! But Clara has feelings for her own husband. Where's Clara's fault ? "

" From the beginning our marriage was wrong. It's not his fault. I admit, it's my fault. From the very beginning when I realized my feelings for Bia, I knew this was also wrong. So just blame me. You're all right. I'm selfish. "

" Clara had her own way of defending hers. "

Al's eyebrows wrinkled at hearing it.

" What do you mean ? "

" He asks you to your owner. "

Al was slightly stunned by Ghazzy's intent. He looked back at Ghazzy in confusion.

" My owner ? You mean Mama ? "

Ghazzy chuckled for a moment. Then I looked at Al.

" God" replied Ghazzy briefly but with firmness.

ghazzy's answer gave Al goosebumps. Ghazzy's assertiveness was able to shake his heart. But Al also smiled with Ghazzy's reply. This was the answer to his feelings all along. This is the best solution without hurting anyone later.

There was one strong desire in his heart, he also wanted Bia. He also wanted to ask Bia to his owner. Where Ghazzy or anyone else has no right to forbid it. Even Bia himself.

" If so, can I do the same to Bia ? " ask Al getir.

Ghazzy. Didn't expect Al to be that stubborn to keep his feelings for Bia.

" Just do what you want. Let us see whose prayer God will grant. We all share the same hope. Clara expects her to be with you. Me and Bia, of course, also raised the same hope to be able to sakinah mawadda and warrahmah until we died. "

Al again made goosebumps with the word Ghazzy. There was a bit of pessimism in him with the expectations of Ghazzy and Bia. But again convinced Al's heart at this time.

" We leave it to the owner of our heart. Where will God's destiny take us. No one has the right to forbid us" Ghazzy said, bowing.

There is fear in him, if Bia will melt in Al who has many advantages over him.

" Until then comes. I hope you allow me to meet my children" said Al.

" Just the kids ? " ask Ghazzy to make sure.

" And so, Bia. "

" You doubt yourself. "

Al speechless. There is a sense of hesitation to meet Bia later. She was afraid she could not control her feelings later.

" Why ? Are you afraid of losing control when you meet Bia ? Or are you afraid to face the reality if later Bia does not want to see you again ? "

" No !!! " answered Al firmly.

Ghazzy laughed for a moment.

" I think Faiz and Fawwaz are very happy to have one Mother and one Mama. One father and one Papa. I hope you understand what I mean. "

" Let's see later" replied Al.

He saw the birth video of the Twins. Al cries when he sees Bia in pain. My mother and sister were crying because they were happy. Then come laughing when Bia protests because Kia says it doesn't look like Al at all. At the end of the video, Ghazzy shows the twins' eyes equal to Al's.

" Thank you. For giving my name to them " said Al sincerely.

" They are also your children" replied Ghazzy.

" But their Mother belongs only to their Father" said Ghazzy.

The smile on Al's face disappeared slowly.