One Heart Two Love
chapter 69

" Papa, "call Faiz.

Al turned his head and crouched down in front of Faiz.

" Yes Mas. What's up ? "

" Mommy, still crying Pa ? "

Al smiled and rubbed Faiz's hair.

" Mother is asleep. Do not disturb Mother first. Let Mommy rest. "

" Yes Pa. "

" Mas Faiz, why is his face bent ? "

" I can't see Dad anymore. I don't have a father anymore. Mas and Adek only have Mother now. "

" Who said ? "

" The people who come always say so. Poor Mas and Adek, no longer have a father. "

" Mad, that father, dear Mas Faiz and Adek Fawwaz. Of course, I will not leave Mas and Adek alone. Just look now, there's Mommy, Papa, Mama Ara, Oma, Opa Leon, Aunt Kia, Om Tian, and now one more. There's Oma Gita. Let's see those people. Do they have a complete family like us ? "

Faiz was silent, looking thoughtful.

" No Pa. "

" So, Mas and Adek should how dong. "

" Thankful Pa. Thank God for keeping a complete family with Mas and Adek. "

" Alhamdulillah, " said Al to Faiz.

" Want to play with Papa ? ".

" Want Pa. Adek is also in the pool. "

" What ? "

" Learn to swim with Om Tian. "

" Why not come ? "

" Used to learn with Dad. Same with Om Tian. "

" Want to learn with Papa ? " taw Al.

" Want, would,,, !! "

" Well, let's go to the pool. "

" Papa don't change clothes first ? "

" Oh yeah. Wanna come along ? "

" Yes Pa. "

Al stood up and took Faiz to his room.

Bia closed the door of her room slowly. He wiped his tears. Moved by Al's explanation of Faiz.

Clara walked into Al's house with shaky steps. Still tired because of the journey from Singaoura and now have to fly back to Surabaya. Imagine the sadness of Bia at this time, making it not up to the heart not to come to Surabaya.

" Cla, has it come ? " greet Azalea as she sees Clara entering the living room.

Clara nodded and wiped her tears.

" How is Bia Ma ? Haven't met him yet I can't stop fighting like this. How later. I'm sorry Ma. "

Azalea looked at Zaskia. As if asking how to explain the marriage of Al and Bia series as Gahzzy's last request ?

" Sister, can we go to the back garden for a second ? There's something we want to talk about. "

" What's wrong Ma ? Ki ? "

" We go there first" Azalea replied while holding Clara to walk together to the park.

" I'm sorry Brother Clara." said Zaskia sadly.

" What's up Ki ? What does that mean ? " ask Clara confused.

" Ghazzy asks Al to marry Bia before she dies Clara. "

Clara flinched, glued to her seat. Can't say aapun. His tongue was a little, his brain felt empty again. Only her tears were flowing more and more. His heart feels so bad right now.

" Pardon us, forgive us. "pinta Azalea hugging Clara.

Zaskia clasped Clara, unable to imagine her current pain. I can't say anything even if I'm just calling Clara's name.

" This is all for the sake of fulfilling Ghazzy Ma's last request. I-i understand. Can I meet Bia Ma ? " said Clara trying hard.

" I'll take Brother Clara there. Maybe Bia's sister is still teaching. Usually after the event is over. Brother Bia taught again himself. "clearly Zaskia.

" Thank you Ki. "

" Let me take the suitcase, sister" said Zaskia, carrying Clara's suitcase.

" Thank you. "

Azalea walked towards Bia's room while still holding Clara. Then Zaskia remembered Al who must have been in Bia's room. Like the nights ago. Accompanying Bia until she falls asleep she returns to her room. Even though it was midnight.

Zaskia walked ahead of Azalea and Clara. Then knock on Bia's room door. The twins fell asleep while still there. Zaskia came in, though she wasn't welcome.

Al and Bia turned to look at the open door of her room. Zaskia smiled, happy to see Al and Bia teaching together.

* Thank you, Brother Ghazzy, for giving Kak Al a chance to be happy. Thank you, even Kak Al increasingly diligently worship.* Inner Zaskia happy.

" What's up Ki ? " tanya Al was surprised because Zaskia had not yet spoken her needs.

Zaskia pushed Clara's suitcase in. And Al Sudha can guess the owner. Especially when Zaskia just nodded. Al saw Bia who still looked confused.

" Whose suitcase is Ki ? " ask Bia confused.

" Assalamualaikum Bia. "greet Clara as she enters Bia's room.

Her heart ached again to see Al and Bia teaching together. The very thing he had dreamed of all this time.

" Waalaikumlaam. Brother Clara " replied Bia while standing up. Welcoming Clara.

The two hugged each other tightly and wept. Both shed the turmoil of each heart that has not been spoken.

Zaskia pulled Al's right arm out. Actually Al heavily left Bia but Azalea forced him.

" Let them speak from heart to heart" comfort Azalea.

" I will accompany the children in the room" said Al as he moved to his children's room.

" Ma, am I the only one who feels, it seems like Brother Al is avoiding us. " complained Zaskia sadly.

" Well, without us knowing, we are indeed too much wrong on Kak Al ya Ma. "

" Yes Ki. Rest up. Has Tian not come home yet ? "

" Hmm, maybe in a minute. "

" Rest. "

" Mama needs to rest. I'll wait for Brother Tian in the living room. "

" all right. Well, you're right. Mama really needs something. "

" Happy Rest Mama. Always healthy my dear Mama. "said Zaskia and kissed Azalea's cheek.

" Sit Brother. " said Bia.

" Continue teaching him Bi. I'm changing clothes here. "

" Yes Brother. Sleep here, brother. Accompany me. "

" But,, "

" sister. I need a friend to talk to. "

" all right. I'll go to the toilet first. "

Bia nodded. Bia's phone is ringing. I have a message from Al. Bia just smiled amusedly. They are in one house. And in this room, there were two wives.

Remembering his marriage to Al. Bia looked down sad. He opened Al's message.

' I was in the children's room. Tell me when you're done talking. '

' Brother Clara will sleep with me while in this house. '

' Bi,, !!!!! '

' My decision is inviolable, Mas !! '

Bia smiled funny again. Imagine how Al would react today. He must be directly emotional.

Bia folded his face and put it on the nightstand. Then sat on the bed waiting for Clara to finish her bath and change her clothes.

Clara smiled as she looked at Bia. He sat next to Bia.

" I'm sorry Bia. Just got here now. "

" I should be the one apologizing, brother. I can't look at Clara after surgery. "

" Honest Bi. When you said Ghazzy was sick. Is the pain this bad ? "

Bia nodded.

" O God, Biaaa. Why didn't you tell me ? We can bring Gahzzy treatment in Singapore as well. "

Bia nodded slowly.

" Mas Ghazzy does not want to do any treatment or therapy. Because Mas Ghazzy knows, the rest of the time is not long. Mas Gahzzy wants to spend time with his family and children. "

" I can't imagine it Bi. "

Bia speechless. A little afraid to tell about his sir's marriage to Al.

" sister. I wanted to apologize. "

" I'm sorry ? What is Bia for ? "

" I, and Mas Al, to fulfill Mas Ghazzy's last request. Me and Mas Al, we, we,,, "

Clara smiled at Bia who looked guilty.

" Bia, Bia, stop. "

Bia looked at Clara in wonder.

" I understand Bia. Mama and Kia have told me. "

" Can I have something, brother ? "

" What is Bia ? "

" Please, be honest with me about Clara's feelings. So I know how I'm gonna have to behave. "

" How is Bia. You're a good wife and mother Bia. I'm sure you can be the perfect wife for Al. "

" No, it's not about that, brother. I know and I'm sure, that Kak Clara must be disappointed in me. After I gave the spirit to reach for Mas Al's love. I stabbed Clara. "

" I never thought that far Bia. "

" But I feel so guilty for Clara. I told Mas Al to divorce me. Because the wedding was yesterday to obey Mas Gahzzy only. "

" Bia, then what's the difference with your marriage ? Are you playing with marriage again ? You understand religion better than I do. You shouldn't have said something like this." protested Clara.

* Because of your decision to play with the trinkets, eventually many are hurt by this complicated relationship.* Inner Clara.

" I don't know Brother. I'm rattled. I really feel guilty for Brother Clara. "

Clara clasped Bia's hand.

" That's already been painted clearly in your eyes Bia. "

" Then should I how brother ? "

" How do you mean what ? Of course, Bia. Ghazzy asked Al to marry you because he knew, up to this point Al still loves you. Gahzzy's concerns about the future of his children still need a father figure. That responsibility can only be done by Al. And I'm pretty sure Al wouldn't want to divorce you again. "

Bia lowered her head avoiding Clara's probing gaze. And that was already the answer for Clara.

* It turns out that it is true, until this moment Al still loves Bia. I was really just a friend in his eyes. *

" I'm hurting Clara more and more" complained Bia.

" Honest, Bia. "

Bia looked up and looked at Clara.

" I admit that my heart hurts every time I see Al's attitude that cares about you so much while being indifferent to me. But, the longer I realized, because my presence was indeed wrong among you. I'm the selfish one, I don't want to be the woman who was dumped by her master. That's why I want to tie Al to marriage. "

Clara took a long breath.

" The recognition as the wife of a successful businessman in the eyes of people finally makes me tormented. God punishes me, God rebukes me. My perfect life can't keep me the perfect woman Bia. I'm not perfect without my womb Bia. Then, what do I want to offer Al to keep her tied up with my wedding ? I'm afraid, I'm afraid Al will leave me. I'm afraid Al will divorce me Bia. My fear torments me more than when I see you together all this time. I'm afraid Bia. "

Bia hugs Clara who reluctantly expresses her feelings.

" I'm sincere Al married to you Bia. I think of you as my own sister. Perfect our married life Bia. "

Bia shook her head slowly, but could not say anything to comfort Clara.

* How can I perfect your marriage. Kak Clara herself was hurt. How can I be happy over the suffering of Clara ? *