One Love, One Heart
28. Hospital

Inside my heart churned wanting to visit and see her condition, but on the other hand forbade if I visit her later she grew big.

Ahhhh shit "Gw noticed from earlier Lo's behavior exactly upset people, need friends vent I am ready to be a good listener "say Daffa.

"Gw heard that Nanda mas affected by typhus because of his diet and lack of rest hours. I want to look but I'm afraid there's a misunderstanding "my words.

"You're afraid his family's wrong about you?"asked Daffa, who I answered with a nod, I was actually also afraid that Nanda would become a baper I said in my heart.

"Mas Nanda treated where ?"ask Daffa. "Wira Hospital" I replied.

"Yes already finished our Maghrib prayer there both, now Lo shower stink "say Daffa.

"Damnya fragrant ya gw even though not shower there!" my words do not accept.

"Daff don't tell Dad and Mom that they will feel guilty and worry about "my words, which Daffa answered by giving 2 thumbs up.

"Breathable in which room ?"asked Daffa when we were in the Wira hospital parking area.

"President Room suite 1" I said.

"It looks like the Nanda mas sultan's family yes mbak "pronounced Daffa.

"It's not like he's the Sultan's family, his father's police general his mother is one of the shareholders here" I said.

"Bu Aya" shouted Vina from the lobby making all eyes look at me. "Who is mbak ?"ask Daffa.

"The old man didn't see Miss Vina" he said. "Who's the same vina ?"my many.

"Papa, but papa's buying coffee, that's papa. Papa here "yelling Vina again makes us so attentive.

"Bak ni boy yelled whether he was angry with people "whispering Daffa I just glanced at Daffa to be quiet.

"Mother Aya is here too, whoever is sick" Khalid said.

"This is me dropping off he said he wanted to look at a friend" I said making Daffa glare in disbelief and smile at Khalid with a quick handshake.

"Father herself same Vina ko here ?"I pretended not to know.

"Si Nanda again drop" he said, making Daffa immediately smile meaningfully.

"May we all look at Nanda ?"ask me, "Certainly come on, surely Nanda was happy to see Aya ma'am here"She said as she walked to the elevator.

"Let's go in ma'am, " said Khalid, opening the door.

"This mother is a hospital what home"Whisper Daffa when we enter a very spacious room is not like a patient room, sized (+/- m2) :117,40 M² , 80 M².

In the guest room there is Khalid's father who is working in front of the laptop "Well there is Bu Aya want to see Nanda" Khalid said.

"Eh son Aya come in here" said Mr. Dito.

"Where's the mother ?"ask Khalid ,"again rest in the room, just take Aya as well as enter" said Dito,when I wanted to clarify who Daffa was, there was an open door to the room, Nanda came out in the clothes of a walking patient holding an infusion.

"Well, Eh Aya here. Hi bro "say Nanda while shaking hands with Daffa.

"Gw thought Lo could not get sick" said Daffa jokingly, Khalid and Dito who saw the smile.

"Damn gw human yes, it can be sick if you want to visit me here" said Nanda.

"Don't be confident, Aya nganterin adeknya who wants to visit her friend who happened to be treated here" said Khalid made Nanda smile meaningfully. Shit I came here I said in my heart.

"There are so many guests ?"said Nanda's mother who came out of the other room.

"Who is this ?"ask mother Anin. "I'm Daffa and I'm Aya" Daffa said.

"Oo adek Aya I think the guy or even the prospective Bu Aya" said Nanda's father.

"And Aya's guy I'm yah" Nanda said.

"Even if Aya wants to be with you" said the father, making Nanda just frown.

"Sunday to the house there is a wedding ceremony Khalid "pronunciation mother.

"It's just an ordinary thanksgiving ko ijab qobul already Sunday" said Khalid.

"What is important is that his prayer for thanksgiving or party is essentially as grateful" I said.

"gw knew Lo was lying about seeing Daffa's friend, Lo must have come here because he was worried about me" Nanda said when only the two of us were in Nanda's nursery.

"Too confident" I said.

"Of course I'm confident" Nanda said as her double approached me.

"Where do you want to be my girlfriend or do I propose to you ?"ask Nanda.

"What the hell mas" I said a little nervously as cold sweat started coming out and the shadow of drunken Nanda swirled back in my head.

"Your breathing starts to get irregular, cold sweat starts to come out, you start to get restless, now still say you're okay ?" ask Nanda.

"The evil mask ..., the evil goldfish I hate mas" I said continuously in a hoarse voice, as the shadow of Nanda's abuse while drunk spun back into my memory.

"I'm sorry "said Nanda while hugging me.

"I'm not traumatized or stressed or suffering from ptsd or anything else, I just have a hard time removing the shadow of the past" I said with a little still in his arms, occasionally banging his field chest.

"Let us remove your bad image of mas and other men, allow us to show love not only gives a constant wound also happy" whispered Nanda.

"Let time answer mas , I have not been able to give the answer to many women better than me out there who deserve and fit for mas" I said while releasing his embrace.

"But the mas wants you" said Nanda.

"Let the time answer mas, I want to go home hopefully soon to recover "my words walk out.

"Let's turn "my whisper to Daffa who is playing chess with Mr. Dito.

"ok, checkmate om" said Daffa satisfied.

"It feels like a long time to play chess, sometimes we have to play again" said Mr. Dito.

"Kan mas Nanda jago om, I and my twin who taught mas Nanda Lo even my twin is better than me who taught mas Nanda" said Dafa before we went home.

****Pov.Nanda****

"When did you get to play chess?"ask my father after Aya and Daffa come home.

"Why is it?"my many.

"So my father played chess with Daffa and Daffa can beat my father, said Daffa he can play chess you are taught, even his twin brother is more good than him" said the father.

"Oo since High School because often nemenin Pak Rahmat play chess, long so master the game of chess" said I.

"Who is Grace ?"ask dad.

" His father Aya and the twins, Mr. Rahmat was also my high school teacher. Do you think I can't conquer Aya?"my many.

"Whatever is impossible can be possible if we want to try and pray, because the above can change everything" said the father.

" I want to erase his bad memory of me a dozen years ago, I want to make him believe that love there is love it also gives happiness "said Nanda.

" Then you have to work hard to make him believe you" he said "

"It's been the women who approached me all along, so I don't know how to be sweet in front of women" I said.

"It's the basis of play boy rich Lo said you don't know being sweet to women, it's a lie I don't believe " said Risa who just entered my nursery.

"I used to spoil them with material, but Aya always refused the material I gave" said my words which were met with laughter by Risa and father.

"Meaning this time you have to fight without relying on material, Lo must work extra to increase Aya's confidence in you" said Risa.

"But before that make sure first your feelings don't you play him anymore" said the father made me reflect on what I've been feeling all along.