One Love, One Heart
57. Jealous II

During my hospital stay I balked at Nanda's visits, although I often saw Nanda like to peek or just come up to me when I was asleep. "Because when I see you my emotions go up and I'm nauseous" I said in tears.

"What's Nanda?"ask mother. "Yes going to sleep in the guest room" Nanda said.

"Why dear ?"he asked, "Since I got home from the hospital, every time I saw him my emotions rose and his innate nausea mother "My words that made my father laugh a little at the back of the mother. "Your mother gave up on you in the guest room what is your wife!" said mother.

"I'm alone, who's in the guest room" Nanda said as she walked into the guest room.

We sleep separately even control the content I choose to accompany the mother if not the mother.

"Today the controls don't forget" said Nanda."Yes out of the Bayangkari event I will be there with my mother," I said making Nanda sigh.

"When do you want an anther to check for pregnancy?" ask Nanda. "Just ask your son who doesn't want to be around you, not me, but your son" I replied, enjoying the steak Nanda made."Haha just accept fate" said mas Khalid who happened to be at the mother's house, because his wife again to his parents' house. "Thankful, some of the illness itself already know his emotional wife is unstable, the same way the girl yawahirrin" said Risa.

"You told me to ask my son that I could be close to you?" said Nanda. "Mode" said Mas Khalid and Risa together with a laugh.

"There's no work, I'm still at home "My word to Risa." No need to be weird, you still often experience dizziness Yes" said Nanda while staring intently at me.

"On the bimbel there are 3 computers for children damaged, want to betulin no ?"ask Risa. "Want me to," I said making Nanda sigh.

"Just let your wife have activities, let's not get bored "said the mother who was just silent.

"Today I schedule a pregnancy check and there are Bayangkari activities tomorrow only, mbak ?" my spoken.

"You can say "Risa. After finishing breakfast I he took mas Nanda to where Bayangkari activities are done.

"Well, how many months of pregnancy is it ?" nadia AkBP Ilham's. "Tomping on 14Sunday" I replied.

"But it's been seen, like 20 weeks pregnant more, Lo ma'am" said Bu Arul cynically.

"Hehe knew Bu , the "my words twin made Bu Arul glare in disbelief. "Congratulations yes" Nadia said sincerely different from Bu Arul.

"Don't ignore Bu Arul , understand that he was married from the age of 24 years until now at the age of 32 years, he has not been buried with "whisper Nadia.

"Kasihhan ya" said I. "That is the karma of her who does not like young children, now when her husband requires her offspring who are confused" said Nadia.

"Now, is that ?" my many. "His early marriage was deliberately KB with the reason that he was not ready to have children, when the marriage stepped on the 5th year when he was ready not loved until now "said Nadia.

After the activity I went home to mom because of the afternoon schedule of control between mothers. "Right later mom can not deliver pregnancy check because mom has business at school, what if mom says your husband just let her anter "say mother.

"Sama Daffa aja ma'am" I said.

"You're still mad at your husband?" ask mother.

"Not angry, only if you see the husband's mouthful emotions"My answer is in the laughter of the mother.

Makes me remember every time I sleep sometimes Nanda always took the time to check my condition. Durhakanya I for blind jealousy lamented in my heart. " Have you ever been jealous ?" my many.

"Extended by jealousy is natural as long as it is not excessive, because excessive jealousy or blind jealousy, just by following prejudice, just by following prejudice, it is an unnatural jealousy and is a jealousy which is forbidden in religion. Blind jealousy makes a couple's relationships and communication unhealthy and becomes a bad idea" she said, making me feel guilty.

"Where when a person has excessive jealousy towards his partner, then it is not a favor for the reward they get. But it is precisely sin that continues to be pounded from the anger they instill in him" continued the mother.

So all this time I have sinned with my husband, I said in my heart, after my heartfelt prayers in Daffa for womb control.

"You just go home, there's no need to take me."

"But mom told me to wait until I finished "he said. "It's okay, you leave me alone, the length of the queue and the nuguin mothers are all not ashamed of you?"my words made Daffa doubtful and finally he decided to leave me in the hospital alone.

After the list and getting no queue I stayed, heading to Nanda's room.

"Doctor Nanda's in no place?" ask my nurse. "So ma'am, what do you need?" she asked, probably because I never came here so the nurse doesn't know I'm his wife.

"It's sus there's a need for a minute with him. Tell me Daffania wants to talk "my word, actually I can go straight into Nanda's room, but this is not my house so disrespectful.

As the nurse stood up and walked towards Nanda's room I somehow followed her, after knocking on the door and entering, I also entered and saw Widya in the room Nanda was sitting leaning on the table while Nanda was sitting in her chair.

"This dok mbak Daffania wants to talk to you" said Nurse. "Eh mbak ko came in "spontaneously said the nurse when I saw me was in the doorway of Nanda's room.

"I have no intention of entering ko sus just want to talk for a moment. I came to see a doctor because I knew the doctor's schedule was empty and wanted to take the doctor to accompany the control, but it seems like the doctor is busy with the same person I met a few years ago" I immediately left.

If I used to see that woman and Nanda kissing choosing to run away, now I choose not to run away before expressing my purpose to them just talking.

"Dek denger mas," said Nanda chasing me and pulled me not to go.

"Widya you come out I want to talk to my wife."

"So you're doctor Nanda's wife?"asked the nurse I answered by scratching my head.

"I'm sorry I don't know," he said regretfully, "It's okay, it's your job" I replied before turning my eyes to Nanda and her friend but the message.

"Please hands, I have an appointment with the obstetrician "my words while stomping his hand.

"You don't misunderstand "said Nanda. "Who misunderstands nothing, if I misunderstand I've run away from it. I've conveyed my purpose, now will go poly the womb has started hours of practice."

"I'm coming, not that you wanted to take me" he said as he walked along my steps.

"It's up to you "to say as my body feels floating and spinning, limp to step in together with the disappearance of the voices around me next to me unconscious.