One Love, One Heart
32. The Same Wound

It hurts to remember what I saw this afternoon, why I had to feel this wound again the same wound.

Occurrence when opening the door

I saw Nanda standing leaning against the table kissing a woman dressed as a doctor,even though I only saw her back but I'm sure it was Nanda and the woman who was with Nanda at the mall at the time.

"Sister in front of the television?" ask mom." Who bengong just a little daydream" I said with a smile but cry this heart.

You lying bastard said he would erase my bad memories of him a dozen years ago, he said he wanted to make you believe love is love and gives happiness, but it's all just nonsense I said in my heart.

"Sister why crying" said mother suddenly made me realize I had shed tears.

"No, just a little sore" I lied."Same story mom what happened, believe the same mother will provide a solution.If you want to cancel the departure tomorrow is also okay "say mother.

"You can ask for help not to tell mas Nanda where I teach later" I said.

"It can, but the mother must know the reason" said the mother.

"Sister doesn't believe in love after sister's first love fails. Recently mas Nanda promised to make you believe that love exists and gives you happiness, but this afternoon I saw Brother Nanda kissing a woman "my mouth while hugging my mother.

"Mother promised to keep it a secret from Nanda," said the mother as she hugged me and rubbed my hair.

"Say father and the twins, ma'am, I don't want to follow me there" I said exactly the little boy who complained.

"Yes, you calm your mind and come back with a new sheet."

"Sure mom, I love mom" I said as I hugged my mom.

"Why is this hugging each other ?"ask the father who just returned from musola to perform Islamic prayers.

"Cop dad" I said as I ran to my room to hide my puffy eyes, even though I was close to my dad but sometimes I trusted to tell my mom.

Daffa didn't come home despite Friday's holiday, neither did his father and mother tell him about my departure. After my father and mother's ashar prayer drove me to the airport, all my father and mother will also go home to visit the Mbah Putri's house, because since Mbah Putri died the house was empty uninhabited, and the house was empty,only occasionally cleaned the same brother there.

pov.Netherlands

Ever since I took Aya to see the newborn son of Inspiration and introduced him to my friends our relationship has been going better. Even when I promised to cast off my neighbor's bad shadow he didn't refuse, I made it a good start.

But these ahkir-ahkir he was very busy undergoing supplies in order to become a better teacher.

"At busy?"ask Wanda who is standing at the door of my room.

"Tida come in" I said as I stood up to pick up the book on the bookshelf.

"Tomorrow your birthday won't celebrate with me" he said.

"I'm sorry you can't have a family dinner" I said as I stood leaning on my desk.

"Well, I really want to give you a gift" he said, standing in front of me.

"Saturday night Sunday came to my apartment, I had a small party there with other friends "my words.

"We're not in a relationship that requires me to celebrate my birthday alone" I said.

"Then I will give you a birthday present now "he said, which immediately grabbed my lips violently. Buset ni kaya girl is already an expert in kissing, I said in my heart, because the way to smell it that can trigger my desire as a normal man. His lips sucked my tongue and my lips added a little bite that he deliberately did to ignite my passion for lovemaking.

"Wow Lo's kiss is intoxicating, thanks to her card, "my word after being able to escape from her hot kiss.

"Don't want to continue with the more intoxicating?" whisper while flirting.

"Sorry, I have to learn to prepare myself for a comprehensive exam, "say me while walking to my chair.A comprehensive exam is an exam for a specialist degree.

"Yes, then happy learning, if you need help to lower the voltage I'm ready you say it" he said before walking out of my room. Crazy at heart, I often hear Wanda an aggressive girl but I really did not expect it to be this aggressive.

Today is my birthday all my family say the best prayer for me, but the one I'm waiting for is not saying happy birthday at all.

Did he forget, but it seems impossible that Aya forgot my birthday. Dilanda was curious after work I went to Aya's house all wanted to invite Aya to celebrate my birthday with my family.

"Mas Rahmat and his whole family seemed to be leaving" said the mothers in front of the post.

"He wanted to nengokin home his parents who in solo "pronounced one of them.

"Then thank you, ma'am, excuse me "say me before you get in my car.

It has been a week since I did not meet Aya because other than busy preparing for the comprehensive exam. Aya is also busy undergoing debriefing as a better teacher.

"Why bete happy dong's birthday" Risa said. "So I went to Aya's house but she wasn't there, said the neighbor was going solo" I said.

"Yes positive thinking, today your 29th birthday think Aya mature, if indeed your soul mate Aya will return "say Risa. Although I felt something was lacking, I tried to enjoy the family gathering that my mother had planned until the end.

Now it's time to celebrate my birthday with my friends from all walks of life, co-workers, SIPSS time-struggle friends, just about all my friends who are close to me.

"The gift from Aya" said Eki while thrusting a rectangular box that I can guess the contents are pens.

"When did you meet Aya?"ask me wondering why it should be entrusted to Eki not directly given to me.

"Thursday he was with his two friends who met us the other day at the cafe, visiting his friend who was again operating at the hospital where we work" he said. Wait what time did Wanda meet me "what time is it ?"my many.

My heart skipped a beat lest Aya see me kissing Wanda .

"In the afternoon she asked the receptionist but because she did not get a satisfactory answer she called me" said Eki.

"Contact you for what?"my lot."Deliver her to your room" said Eki relaxed while eating a snack that was prepared mother.

"So then why don't you meet me and get the card on you ?" I asked, I waited for an answer from Eki with sweat and an irregular heartbeat.

"Ga know after opening the door of your room he closed again, when I asked why not so Aya replied 'good you are busy with your coworker "say Eki while shaking his head following the music.

My entire body was like being doused in a lump of ice block instantly stiffly unable to move at all.

"Because he did not want to bother you so he left his card to me and advised me to give you your birthday" said Eki. I could only grab a gift from Aya, surely she was disappointed in me, I stepped out of my apartment towards Khalid's apartment. While all my friends were celebrating my birthday in my apartment, I spent the night drinking and getting drunk in Khalid's apartment.